Can't sleep

got to though. Interview is at 830, 7 hours from now. I'm going to be there all day and I need to look like I'm eager as fuck to work for these guys or they'll think I'm going to waste their time.

Once I get teh money I'll feel at ease. Might just work at this fucker forever. I'm not looking for the big bucks like other people. And if you don't have kids to feed, you'll definitely not need them. I just wish I didn't feel so alone, going up against the big bad world. I mean If I have to, I'll kick your ass, but I'd prefer not to... that's all...

I've done quite a few hentai sketches of my old ronda characters, nothing fancy, just all planning stages. i'm serious about this, I really want to put this project together. I'm not ashamed to say I LOVE naked girls, specifically when they're in catfights, and if I knew better years ago I'd have saved my Fucking big box of naked girl drawings that I did while going to high school, horny as shit. I'll use this blog to publish the Ronda vs Bog Beast joint I did probably last year or so. It's the 3rd time I've done the story. It's a callback to my original inspiration for ronda, the shadow skill series, that came on starz when I was 13. I was just floored by how sexy the girl was in the bikini costume, and the fact that she kicked guys asses while sporting it, so I had ronda wear the same thing and because I wanted to see what would "really" happen if a girl fought a giant monster, I of course had the monster rip her top off, then fuck her, then fill her with so much semen that she poops and vomits it all out in the end, then stands around naked as everyone applauds her victory. The original is gone now, fucking great artwork in that. I was young, experimenting with drawing comics, and I did a lot of good stuff, which I regret throwing away. I mean, that's the kind of art that's the best kind, when you don't know what you're doing so you try your best with it, and I can still draw very well, but I know I'm a lot less patient than I used to be and the pleasure I get from it isn't as strong anymore. I noticed one day while doing the battle between verona and ronda for the eden saga, that after ejaculating, I lost interest in it completely. Couldn't muster the drive to keep coming up with interesting angles. I realize now that I'm not as horny as I used to be. Either that or I'm supposed to be shooting my shit all over a girl's face by this point in my life, certainly would love to...siggh, but ya gotta have the money....