I'm doing fine btw

Been dreaming of the possibilities with my Ronda comic series.

Comics are my favorite form of art out of all of them. Drawing them is always fun because they force you to visualize specific moments in time rather than all the little mundane things in between, but the really special moments that look coolest, you can capture in each frame. That, and I like seeing the story unfold frame by frame, as it gets more and more complex.

I'm really tired though. you draw this stuff as much as I have and it becomes unfortunately overbearing or whatever the word is. Though I'm not done yet. I want to really finish the story I started, scan the whole thing, then keep it locked away in a file or publish it, whatever. I curse myself every day for tossing all my good shit in the trash. It wasn't just tits and ass, i honestly worked hard on some really great android designs that looked professionally done... all gone. not that I can't beast mode now and do even better more awesome looking stuff, but it's a pain that's all...

Drinking water as well. Trying to get my head on straight. Contemplating the very hard work I'm about to embark on. If I got a job that wasn't in another country, I'd be fine. I mean, yeah that's basically as if every day you had to travel to another country like china by plane, it'd take you 3 hours to get there. I'm done. If i can't weasel my way into LGA, I'm not taking the job. Though the money does look tantalizing as all hell, I need to find a job close to home...