Watching some sexy brunette get pounded by this black guy, love me some interracial porn, it's dirty, like beastiality. I think some white chicks like to take a trip to the dark side every now and again, nothing wrong with that, one life to live and all. I mean naw I ain't really into them because they remind me of high school teachers, but I wouldn't be averse to fucking one myself if she had some ass on her, too many no ass white girls out there, sorry...
Well my failure to abstain from masturbating has pissed me off today. I lasted maybe 3 days straight without it. I felt accomplished, then today just chillin not doing anything and like a zombie started thinking "a litttle bit won't hurt, just to get the sensation of it for a little while..." then of course OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHH YEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH... like a damn drug and it made me feel like life was worth living.
so I'm like my left side of my head is numb from the endorphin shock it took. I'm drinking water to fix it up though. The water, I can feel my blood vessels squirting water into my brain to cool it off from the chemicals bouncing around in there. I think of how sad it'd be if I decided to take pills to fix my "depression" as the idiots in the medical field would say. There is no such thing as depression. You're dehydrated, your brain is suffocating, drink fucking water you moron and it'll make you feel better, more relaxed. It's like a legal opiate.
I mean I feel horrible that i couldn't stop myself from splooging, but I'm alright anyway since it doesn't hurt as bad now that I'm more hydrated. wish I learned this back in high school could have saved me a lot of pain, probably wouldn't have gone to that mental hospital that one time. They gave me pills in there to 'fix' me, forget about saying, hey kid, you might want to limit the sodas and pizzas and drink more h2o and so on... Don't trust people, imo. They'll gladly take your money and laugh at your idiocy.
Friday, March 5, 2010
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