Call me Simmsmael

Worked in a store. Worked at an airport. Worked in the military (I guess) Only one place I've yet to work that I've kind of always wanted to, the sea. I don't care what I do, I just want to be off this rock. I read moby dick back in 2007, not as tough a read as people make it out to be in the cosby show, in which theo had to do a paper on the novel and needed some instruction from his father, damn I miss that show now that I think about it, an actual honest to god representation of intellectual black people, with a sense of humor too. Too many shows today always have some super serious black guy on it like that I kid you not nigga in spiderman as if the only way black people can be considered smart is if they act like they're not even human anymore, they're that fucking brilliant.

My mother is a travel agent so the best thing about that was that during summer vacation we'd go on cruises, little 3 day shit, now not talkin about no long ass cruises. The last cruise I was on lasted 2 weeks, and it was hell. You get bored once you know every single part of the ship from aft, to stern, to port side which I recall is the right, aft is back, um stern is front I believe, can't remember what's left, oh wait, port side is left. No ship goes into port and unloads passengers on the right side, so right is probably stern, wtf ever, big ass boat full of white people every summer, that's all you need to know.

It's work though, don't think you're not going to be busting your ass for a tiny ass paycheck when you work on a ship. Lots of work, no money, but its like a free vacation every day I bet. Must be a hard job to get actually working on the ship. And everybody has to probably be trained to deal with emergencies, I mean it's not just some mcdonalds job, it's you on a big piece of iron in the middle of the ocean. Fascinating what men have built to pass the time before we fuck off this rock, isn't it. That's all I have to say. I'm just thinking outloud as I continue to battle this beast called a sex drive... As you can see that video I posted is one I really just found while hanging around, chillin watching dailymotion... what a girl, kate is. She's a tough girl deep, down, I feel like I can kind of sense which girls are strong from which are weak, since I sense it in myself, I know I could be very strong if I wanted to...

Sabrina frato was weak. And I don't say that just to get back at her for taking a shot at me. Though beautiful, she was reckless and too full of herself, still that immature bitch from high school, though she's putting a considerable amount of effort into acting like a tough male. Same with holly, also weak, though incredibly intelligent, she gave in too easily to her childish need to insult boys she liked. I'm way past that stage, if you're not, then see ya later. Ugh, I think to myself, it's something a lot of people on forums I've been reading in the last few years are having to deal with, women who haven't grown up, just bigger versions of little girls. Yet if you don't man up, they'll call you a faggot, fun world isn't it...