God damnit

computer just randomly restarted, deleting everything I just wrote, can't figure out why... perhaps a virus. Hope it doesn't happen again.

Any hoo, I'm still tring to quit masturbating. It's stunning to realize that despite how much tv and movies show men and women boys and girls dating and going through the normal drama we all go through in relationships, no one focuses on a male's constant stress over how to deal with his dick. And I don't give a fuck what some old religious asshole priest says, adulthood is not 18. When you've fucked. You're an adult, period.

People blindy follow the retarded laws we have because they dont know any better that's all. I'm not going to change the damn world so whatever. More people will suffer because of the ignorance of a select few very rich old white people who think they know what they're doing and are too scared to seek change because unfortunately it would require a hefty set of balls to go down that road.

Im just happy I don't have no damn kids. I'm quite lucky actually. Even though I'm black and shit, a lot of people end up having a kid to deal with by my age because they figured they'd knock boots. These same assholes with kids want to keep me locked up in a dorm room studying some shit I'll never need to know because some young guy hanging out in life without much serious responsibility is a threat to their family.

Dude, fuck your wife, take care of your kids, and leave me alone to do what I want to do with my life and we won't have any trouble, period. I'm tired of just doing what i was taught to do, stay abstinent, then now I'm being called a fag because I'm not desperate to get every young woman's panties off. Heh, sex, funny stuff...