Wait until Marriage

As usual, I got nothing but tits and ass on my mind. It's been quite a few days since I quit shooting my sauce, imagine trying to not take a piss for this long, impossible, so of course this is an indication to me that completely quitting is possible.

I think back on the past with curiosity at how I've been treated by people who DO get regular sex and have been, since high school. They tell me "wait until marriage" then wave me away like I'm nothing to them. If anyones wondering who's in charge of our atomic bomb, it's a guy who's supposedly only fucking his wife and his wife alone, yeah right. God help us all.

Oh well, I think to myself, no kids is a good thing. They'll tear you apart financially. I may not have a lot of money but i won't go hungry, no sir, could always join the mil again. Funny thing is though that they're really insistent that you get married. It's like a big club, the married crowd, I suppose. How about I find out if a girl is worth marrying in the first place, asshole.

I don't like the military anymore. They're good salesmen, making their websites seem like the mil is wonderful, recruiters tell you all kinds of bullshit. Listen, it's just a bunch of horny old men with guns, THAT'S IT. There's no big super duper secret behind any of these big time industries. These guys will do anything to fuck and make kids even if it means killing people in the name of jesus. Who'd have guessed...

Strange to be raised on religious beliefs that prettymuch everyone kinda only keeps around to make them look good. You go your whole life thinking you're doing the right thing by staying away from sex, then some guy who's been fucking since 8th grade, will tell you to wait until ya getz married lulz! You bet your ass that's what's going to happen.

sucks, but I think I have every right not to give a damn about what you think of me. I've played hard ball, did what so many can't do, abstain, now I should be a free man. I'm not going to fight and die in war to protect you and your right to fuck your wife. Shit, though I know I'm fighting the majority on this one. most people are about one thing, fucking, making children and if you ain't up on that, goodbye...

I still think the way I did as a kid, that i have to look up to women as I did my teachers, so how the blue fuck am I supposed to suddenly toss that in the garbage and look at them as nothing but places to stick my dick, which is what they want, ALL OF THEM, don't matter which color. I realize now that they're all the same shit different body, baby makers, who want to get raped by alpha dogs. trust me. I'm not saying go around raping girls, but you have to seem like that's what you'll do to them, beat their ass, or they don't want shit to do with you.