Thursday, March 4, 2010

Gonna be a supavisa

What tech sarg randolf said to me. I woke up thinking about it this morning. he's a fat guy who's probably really smart black guy so the airforce gives him some kind of prestige. It's still a white man's military though so don't go thinking you're anything more to them than one of those head negros they use to make themselves not look racist in front of kids. Same with barack. Another head negro so they can say "look, technically black people can achieve anything if they bust their asses in school. see..." I now realize that we black people mean nothing to elite whites, nothing. I use the word elite because I've gone to school with and been friends with average joe whites who don't give a shit about conquering the world or preserving some kind of racial purity. I don't know what to think about that except to give it all to God and pray he works everything out.

anyway, they said two things that shocked me. I'd end up a father hated by his kids same as my own. And I'd end up a supervisor at work at some point, probably around my 40s. Makes sense. I do possess some alpha male characteristics, and I'm not gay. Just that I have a hard time trying to learn about sex in this stupid society.

The thing that scares me though is that the time WILL come when one of my subordinates irritates me and I WILL snap and probably end up killing him or something. It's why the school system is run by females. Men are killers. Some of us are born for it believe it or not. That's why they do psychological questionnaires before you get a job, because they can't be having someone who's easily provoked running a serious business. Makes sense. They tested me thouroughly during basic training in fact. They made me snap and reveal my racist thoughts against white people. They made me angry enough to want to sabotage the mission while in the bunker. Smart mother fuckers up in that military I tell you... but not smart enough. I saw through a lot of their tricks while down there. I wasn't just born, ya know... been around long enough to know when someone's playing mind games. My only recourse was to play stupid because the minute you show people that you're not dumb as a brick they get defensive. Especially if these same people pride themselves on their own intellects.

Like females for instance. A lot of them are now online complaining about how they can't find husbands even though they worked incredibly hard in college and all that shit. LOL is my only response. Well, ya know, maybe you should have worked harder at being a woman than being a man because I'm pretty sure you wouldn't want to marry a female... They just don't get it and perhaps they never will because they're just big children. I have a niece who I view as my own daughter almost, and even I have to set aside my personal beliefs and own up to the reality that she won't be anything she wants to be in life. Such is the burden of being a father I suppose...

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