searching craigslist

trying to find a good job, one where I'm not working too hard. I'm just kind of tired of working hard to be honest. I've done nothing but that all my life in highest hopes it would lead somewhere. All I know now is that the world is run by big kindergarteners, not no super smart nothing, though we have some elite people, they're just as clueless as anybody about what's right or wrong on a more factual field. I mean I should just forget it because it was what it was, a big joke, but bmt really woke me up to the fact that people are just big children. *wipes sweat off face* and the only difference between the insane child world and the even more insane adult world is sex, which no one even wants to talk about.

"to hell with you buddy, I got my pussy at home to fuck, so whatever." that's how it is...

Even though I've been struggling to tackle both life and my own sex drive, yeah at least I don't have a kid to worry about. Lots of people can't go a month without sex. I've gone my whole life so far, and despite not being as young as I used to be, I'm more free than the genius who got a woman pregnant and now has to worry about making enough money to take care of their kid. Now of course here's the joke. I'm black. I always thought it was strange how every school I went to for the most part had a handful of white kids, and very certainly not one white girl getting near our schools full of horny black and hispanic youth. I'm certainly not saying all white people are racist, but when it comes down to it, they really don't want to get too much hot white girl ass near black guys' dicks. Just reading forums full of white people, yeah, they have to make an effort not to be racist. "Oh well, the light skinned blacks aren't so bad..." that kind of thing...

I laugh at it, but it's seriously a real problem at all levels in society, that i never really thought about, racism is real, and persistent. I mean life goes on anyway regardless, but to have someone who's in charge of people's lives be an immature little douche bag doesn't sit right with me. But yes that's who's in charge. and they don't care because they're rubbing their face into a warm pair of titties every night, so to hell with you.