Natural selection

Only the strong survive, is the thought process of a lot of folks. Interesting, as I recall my work experience at JFK. The undercover military elite guy kept provoking a reaction from me, making it clear that no matter where I went, he'd never leave me alone, he had nothing better to do but harass me. I shrug at it though. One good thing about getting older is that you really do have to kind of act your age, where as in the kiddie crap years you could get away with bullying people because you got nothing else, as a grown ass man, people kind of step off you because you look like someone who's of class and maturity. That's the best method of survival out there i've discovered. It's like when white people come to my neighborhood, the douche bag guys standing around calling out for "taxi rides" like idiots that they are, shut up real quick because they can't possibly even begin to think that a clean cut white person would want to get in a car with them.

Nevermind that there's a bunch of poor as dirt white folks living around here. New york is funny, probably the only place in the world where prettymuch any race or gender can get where they want to get because we're pretty serious around here when it comes to freedom. hmmmmm, I mean as far as anyone's concerned everything is paper work. You can be a child rapist, no one gives a shit as long as you got the degree and more importantly can get the job done. Nothing works without paper work, and indeed it's why they stress writing in schools because when you get to work, everything is writing, even little shit like employee reports, and of course planning out the next day's events. Shitty job like target required my supervisor to ALWAYS write down every little thing about her subordinate's work ethic etc. Very interesting...

Gotta eat. People will do anything for money, man, die in combat, work a shitty job like food service, whatever the case, money's everything in this goddamn society. Ya can definitely make it without it. plenty of places round new york to just chill without cash in yo pocket, we throw away more food than we'll ever eat, truth be told there's a lot of people living homeless in the city and it's not that bad because we have too much stuff anyway. What else was I going to say...can't remember. But overall my point is that I can't really stand the whole "I'm your superior" bullshit that we do in this country, because there's no like law or anything, people just want to make money and fuck, not provide good services or improve themselves or none of that shit like you'll get told to do by old ass people in this world who see you aren't yet too old yet so they expect you to bust your ass in school forever, and in fact some people never leave school, can't take on the real world, so they stay in school for the rest of their days... I don't really fear the real world any more though. just get a job, do it real good, make money. What's so complicated about that. The only problem is that people feel that they have every right to fuck with you as if yo can't just kick their ass in return, but whatever man...