Thoughts on homosexuality

While in college, of course I thought of nothing else but sex. I was a lot more naive back then though. I truly bought into the whole "nice guys can get the girl" retardedness that I'd been taught by females all my life. I sat in class telling the big tittied inscrutor how disgusted I was at seeing kids sexually harassing females... Little did I know that girls like it.

I read a book on homosexuality too since I'd been called gay all my life, might as well try to understand it. Lots of debate on the subject there is... some say it's... well from my recollection of the text, it cites all perspectives on the matter, religious, scientific, more specifically psychological. I remember reading that it can be caused by boys being raised by women, at least in theory. Makes sense... So as a college kid, I met a lot of different people. One thing I quickly learned was even though some dude might be acting gay, he's not, and hell, some gorgeous girls are gay, and god damnit, you just can't tell some times.

I'll get to my thoughts on the military's beliefs later. As for now, yeah back then I was pretty stupid. Most of the professors at college were female feminists who prettymuch viewed me as a walking talking sperm bank for a hard working college girl, both of us get degrees, and both of us pay off our debt while cutting throats at corporate, or at least that was the hope these old women had. I know now that it's not men who hate gays, in fact they amuse the hell out of me, but women hate them worst of all. They want babies and to have a great clean looking guy deny them that, totally pisses them off to no end. Some of them will even settle for a black guy since to my astonishment there's a lot of seriously militant white homosexuals who demand equal rights.

Don't even get me started on the military. They will constantly accuse you of being gay if you don't conform to their expectations and blow people up. That's all there is to it really. Imagine high school but with guns. Anything I did out of step, they called me a faggot. Now I understand their stance that as parents they think it's their duty to protect children from harm, but grow up a little will you? I don't like gay people either, but they're a lot more civilized than your murderous asses.

And what if you're bisexual, huh? Funny thing, I think all women are bisexual. I can't even fathom wanting to kiss a guy, but I see girls kissing girls and it makes pretty darn good sense to me that they'd be interested in each other since for one, they love getting attention from men, and two, they're obsessed with female beauty. God damn, everything is politics like that little mini-dick cheney guy said. What does that mean? Everything can be questioned down to its most basic or simplistic levels of logic up to its most complex friggin quantum physics shit. Everything. Chicken or the egg etc... Which came first, the gay or the bisexual?