What drives us

Just splooged 2 loads to this girl I found named naomi russel, now retired I've read. Shame. She's awesome, white girl with a fat ass, such a rare find. What's interesting is that her wiki claims that porn taught her about anal sex and she developed a love for it. wow, what a woman. loves anal sex. A lot wouldn't admit to that. It's the ultimate kind of shame beyond simply being in porn to begin with, but to be fucked in the butt hole and like it. Dick's not supposed to go in there, but I'm sure it's not that different from being fucked in the pussy so whatever right. It's fun to watch her videos because she's not one of those women who's apologetic about being rammed by a guy, she loves it, she loves being fucked.

Why can't most women just come off the high horse and do the same, enjoy being female. You're SUPPOSED to get tossed around and fucked and choke on dicks, it's NOT unnatural. The most attractive thing about this porn star is that she truly loves what she's doing, not a hint of regret like some others kind of display after, or in a ton of videos i've watched fake enthusiasm as they go through the motions.

And all this happened while I was again struggling to quit masturbating. I know I fucked up but at the same time i know I'm like 50 times healthier than I was years ago when I literally had to ejaculate to feel even half way decent mentally. I needed the endorphins to mask my pain from the dehydration and malnutrition. It's been a long road since 2006 but i told myself I'm going to have to sacrifice in order to come out the other end a stronger person and overall I'd say i kind of succeeded. How many guys get to 23, next month 24 with 0.0 kids to worry about. I can get any job I want, whether it be the military again, or retail, I taught myself how to shave, and now I know how to keep hydrated and I'm still sexy looking enough to hit girls who aren't old and flabby yet, or even if she's like 30 but has a nice body I'd do her.

Like I say every day, I don't just leap without looking, I plan. Everything I've ever done has been planned in my life. The unpredictable elements like falling in love with holly or whatever, have never really mattered, neither the forum stuff, though that did rattle me, I knew having gone down that road in the past that I'd survive it and so I have. *smiles* I'm not a bad guy, but if you want a fight with me, life, you'll most certainly get one.