A child of two worlds

I'm getting older, more than I ever thought I would actually... never really thought I'd make it to my 20s, they're the same as my teens so what's so great about it... I don't know. I think about getting a girlfriend and how awesome that would be every waking second. One thing that's kind of interesting is how my white features are more pronounced the older I get. I'm everything, asian, white, black, probably some spanish in there too. People don't know what race I am most of the time, and now I can see why. as I get older my facial features are becoming sharper like white people's. My skin used to be white in fact, but then the sun got to it. lol.

So it's kind of weird to like be black but not really be black black. I'm going to have it easier than a guy who's as dark as my sister's boyfriend, which is ass backwards because he's a very good classy person, but that's the world we live in.

Now I get why white girls aren't too put off by me. It makes sense. I'm like part of their world a little bit any way. Technically I'm superior to both whites and blacks, but I won't go down that road, human's human... and the best looking girls I've ever seen are mixed race ones like adriana lima. all their strengths and none of their weaknesses baby!