One fantastic thing about having to go to work these days now that I'm employed at jfk again is seeing tits on the subway, tits at work, tits tits tits. I can't understand why women these days want to go work some shitty job but by whatever graces of god, I get to have an eyeful of their bodies when I go out and it's wonderful, oh so wonderful.
Still don't get it though. You're beautiful. You could find a wealthy man to give you the world. Why is it you want to instead suck on the tit of some corporation that treats you like a piece of meat, I don't get it...
I ain't got a choice. Work or die.
You do. I guess the money is tantalizing?
Never mind though. I think it's great how women put up this tough act like they're men, then when a real man enters the room they go straight back to being little girly princesses. That's why I have no fear of girls anymore. I can be a real man if I want to be. And it's what a lot of guys learn at some point, that the female is not in control. They'll pretend they are, but nope, if you're a real man, she belongs to you, you can put it in her butt and everything and she'll take it.
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Oh man
Haven't had to get up and go to jfk in so long i forgot how tiring it is. So be it, money money money bitches aplenty too. Tons of titties on the subway. just today a good looking enough chick just had to vent her titties or something, her shirt was wide open. I kept imagining how they'd feel and taste. Lots of milk. Made the train ride tolerable to say the least.
Getting paid for this training bullshit I'm doing, paid shit, but it isn't actual work so i don't mind. One good thing I figured out was how to get to work for just 2 dollars instead of the 7 i've been spending to get there by train and airtrain. I already knew this route but forgot it after joining the mil. All i got to do is jump on the 2, head to the a, then take the q10 and if all goes right, I'm there in 2 hours tops. Gonna get a car then finally drive myself to work instead. Takes 45 minutes to get there by car. Damn good being back at the airport again I must say, just feels like home.
Getting paid for this training bullshit I'm doing, paid shit, but it isn't actual work so i don't mind. One good thing I figured out was how to get to work for just 2 dollars instead of the 7 i've been spending to get there by train and airtrain. I already knew this route but forgot it after joining the mil. All i got to do is jump on the 2, head to the a, then take the q10 and if all goes right, I'm there in 2 hours tops. Gonna get a car then finally drive myself to work instead. Takes 45 minutes to get there by car. Damn good being back at the airport again I must say, just feels like home.
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Wow cool
Last airbender trailer out.
That was exactly what the dragonball movie should have been, that one trailer alone completely out does everything in dragonball evolution, what a shame to all involved that some new modern anime-ish cartoon being adapted is being done better than a true classic of the genre.
I feel like this movie will do great and spawn many sequels. M. Night's not ust out to make a buck which he could; he knows why the show was good and wants to recapture that. Why's it good? The characters, period. They're fun to watch go through some serious shit, but beyond that it's just a well written and animated action cartoon, one of the last of its kind in this now creative drought as far as cartoons are concerned. As we speak, type, whatever, I'm working on my own comic series and struggling to come up with interesting stories, but I like the challenge. Seems that tv networks don't, since they'd rather have more crappy disney sitcoms with the same story repeated each week than actual works of art that someone had to dream up from scratch.
I was thinking about it yesterday as I watched the trailer, the only thing hurting this movie right now is that no one right now gives a shit about the cartoon since it concluded. When the tmnt movie came out the toon was on the air with new episodes every weekend. Same with the power rangers movie. That was dragon ball evolution's problem too. If that movie as bad as it was came out when dbz was still popular, it would have probably gotten to 100mil since that's all I and my buddies could think about at the time, how will the series end, what kind of movie could be made. now I enjoyed following the movie's production but the timing was still way off, not even the original dragonball was still airing when the movie was being made, so it kind of came off as a "now or never" sort of thing. It was hard watching the actors reminisce about a series even they knew was long done and over with and they were too old to enjoy it the same as kids anyway. Do kids even know what dragonball is all about? Or are they into naruto now, which rightfully I'd love to see adaptated with a female playing naruto, just one of my quirks I think would be cool.
So that's the question, how the blue fuck is this movie going to succeed when the show is done. The right thing to do would be to bring all the voice cast back for a 4th season called Air. We never see that book done. We get water, earth, and fire as aang goes and learns all 3 to accompany his own airbending, but never air since he already knows it. I say fuck it, and use the 4th season to explore aang's further development as the true avatar. I don't like the ending frankly, too clean. Since when can the nigga take people's powers away. Why'd he just figure that shit out at the end. Maybe I need to watch it all again but knowing the end kind of ruins the flow of the series for me.
Nevermind that. If the movie's good, it's good, that's all that matters.
That was exactly what the dragonball movie should have been, that one trailer alone completely out does everything in dragonball evolution, what a shame to all involved that some new modern anime-ish cartoon being adapted is being done better than a true classic of the genre.
I feel like this movie will do great and spawn many sequels. M. Night's not ust out to make a buck which he could; he knows why the show was good and wants to recapture that. Why's it good? The characters, period. They're fun to watch go through some serious shit, but beyond that it's just a well written and animated action cartoon, one of the last of its kind in this now creative drought as far as cartoons are concerned. As we speak, type, whatever, I'm working on my own comic series and struggling to come up with interesting stories, but I like the challenge. Seems that tv networks don't, since they'd rather have more crappy disney sitcoms with the same story repeated each week than actual works of art that someone had to dream up from scratch.
I was thinking about it yesterday as I watched the trailer, the only thing hurting this movie right now is that no one right now gives a shit about the cartoon since it concluded. When the tmnt movie came out the toon was on the air with new episodes every weekend. Same with the power rangers movie. That was dragon ball evolution's problem too. If that movie as bad as it was came out when dbz was still popular, it would have probably gotten to 100mil since that's all I and my buddies could think about at the time, how will the series end, what kind of movie could be made. now I enjoyed following the movie's production but the timing was still way off, not even the original dragonball was still airing when the movie was being made, so it kind of came off as a "now or never" sort of thing. It was hard watching the actors reminisce about a series even they knew was long done and over with and they were too old to enjoy it the same as kids anyway. Do kids even know what dragonball is all about? Or are they into naruto now, which rightfully I'd love to see adaptated with a female playing naruto, just one of my quirks I think would be cool.
So that's the question, how the blue fuck is this movie going to succeed when the show is done. The right thing to do would be to bring all the voice cast back for a 4th season called Air. We never see that book done. We get water, earth, and fire as aang goes and learns all 3 to accompany his own airbending, but never air since he already knows it. I say fuck it, and use the 4th season to explore aang's further development as the true avatar. I don't like the ending frankly, too clean. Since when can the nigga take people's powers away. Why'd he just figure that shit out at the end. Maybe I need to watch it all again but knowing the end kind of ruins the flow of the series for me.
Nevermind that. If the movie's good, it's good, that's all that matters.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Fuck yeah
Sometimes going another round when you think you can't DOES make a difference as stallone said once. Here's the deal, some bitch at swissport told me that i had to get my W2 tax forms in order to go through with the paper work. I've heard of those, but it's not somethign I'm completely familiar with, so because I don't have any I figured I lost the job, and had to go look for another. Dissapointed but not totally dissapointed I fuck off jfk and go home on the train thinking about why not having to work at that place again is ok, too far etc, 8 dollars, yadda yadda. tell my mom about the issue, she says I got w2s in my tax return folder from my very brief military days in which i earned seemingly 4000 dollars or so, which I guess is a miscalculation since I only got paid about 2000 for basic brainwashing.
So I'm thinking I can either take this shit to swissport and see if it works or forget about it and find a higher paying shit closer by right. I decide to not go. I don't want to work there. It's too fucking far, better off working at target. Then I realize how fucking hard it is to find a job, granted places like this swissport shit hire every week, it's entry level kiddie shit, but it's money, I'm broke, I have no kids, I'm free and I need a car desperately so I can go get some pussy with it. I'll get to that later.
bam, bitch. Needless to say I'm now scheduled to begin training in May. I'm no longer unemployed which is kinda a good feeling I must say. I just hope I can weasle my way into LGA instead. But if not? *shrugs* One good thing I noticed while there today was some chick who works for swissport just rocking the cleavage bending over and putting her titties on the desk, just going crazy with the sex appeal. If THAT is what I'll be seeing on a daily basis, I'll take spend 5 hours to get there. Not even to mention the ridiculous amounts of tits and ass on the subway. Just before I got here some bitch looking damn good was eyeing me, probably thinking of what my penis taste like and shit like that. Black girl too, cutie pie black girl.
Life is gooooooooooooooood, nigga.
So I'm thinking I can either take this shit to swissport and see if it works or forget about it and find a higher paying shit closer by right. I decide to not go. I don't want to work there. It's too fucking far, better off working at target. Then I realize how fucking hard it is to find a job, granted places like this swissport shit hire every week, it's entry level kiddie shit, but it's money, I'm broke, I have no kids, I'm free and I need a car desperately so I can go get some pussy with it. I'll get to that later.
bam, bitch. Needless to say I'm now scheduled to begin training in May. I'm no longer unemployed which is kinda a good feeling I must say. I just hope I can weasle my way into LGA instead. But if not? *shrugs* One good thing I noticed while there today was some chick who works for swissport just rocking the cleavage bending over and putting her titties on the desk, just going crazy with the sex appeal. If THAT is what I'll be seeing on a daily basis, I'll take spend 5 hours to get there. Not even to mention the ridiculous amounts of tits and ass on the subway. Just before I got here some bitch looking damn good was eyeing me, probably thinking of what my penis taste like and shit like that. Black girl too, cutie pie black girl.
Life is gooooooooooooooood, nigga.
Monday, April 19, 2010
Sunday, April 18, 2010
2 pm
I haven't ejaculated in 2 days straight, so I'm really horny. Whatever though, gonna be alright once I get going at this job, real simple job, stack luggage, a kid could do it. The only problem is the distance, way out there at jfk. I never realized it way back as a kid, but you can make it in this world without being super duper ridiculously edumacated. It's just a bunch of old fuckers trying to convince kids that if they don't kill themselves with homework they won't survive.
WRONG. You got two hands? You can read well enough? You can write? You'll make it.
That simple. The real complex shit like computer programmers etc at corporate are the select rare jobs for people who've prettymuch been doing that stuff all their life, like me with my art. I could try to become an artist and all that, but I don't really want to go through the bullshit requirements such as college, then internships, then proving yourself etc. Some asshole will sit there and tell you you have to prove yourself to him, and who the fuck is he? Why do I have to suck your dick guy? Sad but true this world's just run by people, some good, some bad, and nothing anybody can do about whether their decisions ruin all our lives or make them better.
WRONG. You got two hands? You can read well enough? You can write? You'll make it.
That simple. The real complex shit like computer programmers etc at corporate are the select rare jobs for people who've prettymuch been doing that stuff all their life, like me with my art. I could try to become an artist and all that, but I don't really want to go through the bullshit requirements such as college, then internships, then proving yourself etc. Some asshole will sit there and tell you you have to prove yourself to him, and who the fuck is he? Why do I have to suck your dick guy? Sad but true this world's just run by people, some good, some bad, and nothing anybody can do about whether their decisions ruin all our lives or make them better.
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Home Alone is a Masterpiece
Thinking about it today as I browse movie websites. I think the movie's a masterpiece. Nostalgia critic just reviewed home alone 3, a movie that's prettymuch in line with any other 3rd movie ever made so I don't hate it that much except for the blatant misuse of the home alone title. They were trying to create some kind of franchise where it can be any kid, not necessarily culkin, but too late bitches, you fucked up by making home alone 2 with the same cast as teh original. So 3 looks like a cheap ass step son to the great big beautiful first and second flicks. If it was called something else like Little Super kid or something, then I'd be all like, well that's ok, not a bad movie because I remember watching it on tv and being so overjoyed that they actually made a 3rd one and then my little kid heart broke as the movie played out and it was just a bunch of horrible remake of the first movie.
Why's the first movie a masterpiece? Masterpieces are like music that you can listen to again and again and not get tired of it. Same with home alone. Stars must have aligned when they made it because despite any minor flaws the movie hits all the right notes, and the inclusion of an old man seeking redemption to parallel kevin's story is genius. The movie's about more than just a wacky kid taking on the big bad world all by himself. It's about making a mistake and trying to fix it any way you can. The parents are flawed. Hell yes the boy in the movie is flawed like every little boy is. And the old man is flawed, but they want to make things right. I love how in the end even after kevin saves the day and everything is all happy and cheerful and la la la christmas time, Buzz sees his room's all fucked up and everything goes back to being its old disfunctional family stuff again. Since that's reality. If home alone 3 did anything wrong it was being too unrealistic with regard to how families really are. Living with anybody for that long you'll go damn crazy, perfectly captured in the movie.
Maybe kevin's a christ figure too. He's held up at the end and about to be crucified by the wet bandits. Then the old man saves him, his own redemption; saving the son he never had, and kevin is free, ressurrected and learns to love his family despite their bullshit personalities. It didn't seem special at the time since I had to go to church every sunday but the inclusion of a church that the wet bandits won't dare go near, is wonderful because it makes the movie more complex than simply being a straight forward super babies movie. The film hints, doesn't bang you over the head with, the possibility that all the events playing out are part of a higher power's plan. Even though kevin's a child, he understands there's always room for some jesus when shit hits the fan. I like that. Masterpiece.
Why's the first movie a masterpiece? Masterpieces are like music that you can listen to again and again and not get tired of it. Same with home alone. Stars must have aligned when they made it because despite any minor flaws the movie hits all the right notes, and the inclusion of an old man seeking redemption to parallel kevin's story is genius. The movie's about more than just a wacky kid taking on the big bad world all by himself. It's about making a mistake and trying to fix it any way you can. The parents are flawed. Hell yes the boy in the movie is flawed like every little boy is. And the old man is flawed, but they want to make things right. I love how in the end even after kevin saves the day and everything is all happy and cheerful and la la la christmas time, Buzz sees his room's all fucked up and everything goes back to being its old disfunctional family stuff again. Since that's reality. If home alone 3 did anything wrong it was being too unrealistic with regard to how families really are. Living with anybody for that long you'll go damn crazy, perfectly captured in the movie.
Maybe kevin's a christ figure too. He's held up at the end and about to be crucified by the wet bandits. Then the old man saves him, his own redemption; saving the son he never had, and kevin is free, ressurrected and learns to love his family despite their bullshit personalities. It didn't seem special at the time since I had to go to church every sunday but the inclusion of a church that the wet bandits won't dare go near, is wonderful because it makes the movie more complex than simply being a straight forward super babies movie. The film hints, doesn't bang you over the head with, the possibility that all the events playing out are part of a higher power's plan. Even though kevin's a child, he understands there's always room for some jesus when shit hits the fan. I like that. Masterpiece.
Gotta love arguments
Talking to my father yesterday about buying me a car now that I prettymuch nailed the job at swissport which is fucking far all the way at teh ass end of new york, takes me about 2 an a half hours to get there. I figure I can get there within an hour by car, technically 45 minutes depending on the traffic, but it's doable and I'm not teh worst driver in the world right. Nigga tells me, he knows people who get to work on time every day and have to take the trains and buses. i rolled my eyes because I knew he was playing mind games with me. Truth is he doesn't know anyone, he's a big asshole with no friends. he just wants to convince me that going to work by bus and train is not so bad. It is in fact especially when you work at an airport where things have to be on time rain, snow, or sunshine, gotta get that son of a bitch in teh air on schedule. It's a bitch of a job.
I don't know much about it but this is what they teach you to do in college, create counter arguments to somehow pursuade people into going and jumping into a big pit of spikes. so watch out for that kind of stuff. People are ruthless in this world, have to be, in order to survive so I ain't mad about that. It's just a car though, what's the big deal. I go to work without bullshit and i get payed and I live well, probably work my way up to supervisor after a while then never have to live in this house again, what the fuck is the problem.
I don't know much about it but this is what they teach you to do in college, create counter arguments to somehow pursuade people into going and jumping into a big pit of spikes. so watch out for that kind of stuff. People are ruthless in this world, have to be, in order to survive so I ain't mad about that. It's just a car though, what's the big deal. I go to work without bullshit and i get payed and I live well, probably work my way up to supervisor after a while then never have to live in this house again, what the fuck is the problem.
Friday, April 16, 2010
Anal sex
Sexy. Thinking about it today. I was watching this porn vid last night, this girl looking like one of the airforce women, just had her ass cheek spread and the dude slid his dick right into her butthole. Just the sight of her butt crack spreading as his dick slid smoothly into her anus was enough to make me blow off a good bit of semen. I think to myself, what is it about getting a dick in their ass hole that makes a woman go nuts like in the video for it. It's the wrong hole after all. It's the sense of dominance I'm guessing. Nothing makes them happier than being dominated by a male. So much so that he deliberately fucks them in the ass and there's nothing they can do about it. Just suck it in and enjoy the ride.
I love it because I see girls like that everywhere. They're sluts and proud of it. Not afraid to admit they'll take it in the ass. That's my kind of girl.
Why talk when I can show you:
That's right, that's your little cute innocent daughter getting her ass hole impaled by a guy's dick. Women want it like that, guy's gotta be a badass or they don't want nothing to do with him, all the same, they are.
I love it because I see girls like that everywhere. They're sluts and proud of it. Not afraid to admit they'll take it in the ass. That's my kind of girl.
Why talk when I can show you:
That's right, that's your little cute innocent daughter getting her ass hole impaled by a guy's dick. Women want it like that, guy's gotta be a badass or they don't want nothing to do with him, all the same, they are.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Feel good
Got my foot in the door at swissport though I felt horny as hell while there. It's a real problem to be this horny and surrounded by girls you can't fuck. Really... ah well. Part time work they got, don't know what that means, I guess only certain hours. That's good enough for me. I ain't mad about that except the pay rate is only 8 dollars an hour. What the fuck. I can get a job standing up all day and make 16. No lifting, no driving, just doing squat shit. I don't care. I just want to finally get a car.
Having money in your pocket is no joke as well. Despite the retarded distance to get to the place, it's a paycheck nuntheless, and another thing is that it's at terminal 4 where I used to work. There was the gorgeous latina girl in there who kept flirting with me, she's one of those girls who's just walking talking pussy. So sexy. I wouldn't mind seeing her again. Funny thing, even though it's been prettymuch a year since i last worked the ramp, I saw one of my coworkers on the air train, felt just like old times... hopefully swissport isn't as shitty as that other place. But I doubt it... Pays less, does prettymuch the same job, load luggage, drive pallets, so I won't be surprised if it's just as bad, just gotta focus on getting a car so i can drive to work instead of taking the trains which are something else 2 hours of hell.
Except for these!
Having money in your pocket is no joke as well. Despite the retarded distance to get to the place, it's a paycheck nuntheless, and another thing is that it's at terminal 4 where I used to work. There was the gorgeous latina girl in there who kept flirting with me, she's one of those girls who's just walking talking pussy. So sexy. I wouldn't mind seeing her again. Funny thing, even though it's been prettymuch a year since i last worked the ramp, I saw one of my coworkers on the air train, felt just like old times... hopefully swissport isn't as shitty as that other place. But I doubt it... Pays less, does prettymuch the same job, load luggage, drive pallets, so I won't be surprised if it's just as bad, just gotta focus on getting a car so i can drive to work instead of taking the trains which are something else 2 hours of hell.
Except for these!
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Gotta get this jerb
I'm going to go to JFK tomorrow to apply for swissport. probably going to take a month for them to call me back in for actual like active duty kind of thing. So be it. In the mean time I'll just search for other jobs. Sucks though thinking that just last year I was part of a big industry that just a week ago murdered people who didn't deserve it. Make no mistake, the guys in the mil are the same fucktards you hated in high school, all about sex, and muscles... And yeah, who's going to care when they go around popping the heads off anyone they want. I was lucky to have weaseled my way out of joining their "Kill all dem niggas or you're a faggot" mindset. But I have to forget about it. Truth is, whether it's iraq or here in the bronx, somebody's getting shot out there, used to hear gunshots every night as a kid.
Can't remember what else I was going to say...
Can't remember what else I was going to say...
Hard to adjust
Hard to adjust to adulthood really. I don't know how to act like one since I never had any role models and it's just crazy to realize that other guys my age feel like they still have to push other guys around like dumbass school kids. People like me are expected to still be in school fucking around with term papers on obscure crap we'll never need to know, especially if you want to get a girlfriend. I ain't mad at bullies as much as I used to be. The unfortunate reality I've come to discover is that if you aren't capable of killing a man, no girl wants you. Such a shame really. But that's life, gotta roll with the punches.
On that note
I'm pissed that he said that to me. This country's supposed to be FOR THE PEOPLE. It isn't a country FOR ONLY SOME PEOPLE. It irks me to no end that despite playing by the rules I was taught and not only finishing high school but staying away from tits and ass, which I know now was a HUGE mistake because the people who are in charge of EVERYTHING are fucking like monkeys day and night, so to not be in the same league is definitely a major setback. You get this perception from tv that some people go their whole day not thinking about sex, but *shakes head* couldn't be more wrong, I want to fuck and so does everybody else. Which is why there's so much porn online, then of course the mil's anti-homosexuality law, honestly barack is only chucking and jiving for the rich white people who are his bosses because he's a horny asshole.
Fuck it though. I knew America was bullshit all along, I shouldn't even be thinking about it.
Fuck it though. I knew America was bullshit all along, I shouldn't even be thinking about it.
Still a soldier
I tell my father today how angry it makes me that the military blew away a bunch of innocent bystanders recently and he tells me "remember which country you live in and keep your fucking mouth shut."
Asshole. Whatever it is they did to him, it worked god damnit. To the last, he'll defend this piece of shit nation.
In case anyone is wondering, that's how this country works. We talk about freedom all day till we're blue, then tell each other to shut the fuck up and do as you're told.
Asshole. Whatever it is they did to him, it worked god damnit. To the last, he'll defend this piece of shit nation.
In case anyone is wondering, that's how this country works. We talk about freedom all day till we're blue, then tell each other to shut the fuck up and do as you're told.
Monday, April 12, 2010
Goog Lawd, Harry Knowels has an Ipad
What a wonderful bit of news I've come across as I go back to aicn today. Well shit, really, you got a big ass palm pilot. Ain't that something. Got solitaire running on it yet? Porn? I'd fill that sucker up with so much porn it'd become the pornpad.
For christ sakes man, stop blogging every little thing thatt happens to you. Can't remember the original name for Aicn but back around the initial days of the phantom menace, it was called the underground something. Meaning it was a place to go to get the top secret scoops on movies. they used to put up bootleg trailers and all sorts of spoilery shit back in the good ol days. That's all gone now I'm afraid, damn thing's become corporatized, except for the talkback which i trolled the shit out of in 07, much to the chagrin of a whole fuckload of white folks. We're all not racist until the particular person annoying me isn't my color.
Where was I? So tired of this ipad thing, just had to let off some st4eam here as I continue to try to overcome my porn addiction. My head is aching, brain's craving endorphins as usual. I feel like crap, how the hell is a person to live like this.
For christ sakes man, stop blogging every little thing thatt happens to you. Can't remember the original name for Aicn but back around the initial days of the phantom menace, it was called the underground something. Meaning it was a place to go to get the top secret scoops on movies. they used to put up bootleg trailers and all sorts of spoilery shit back in the good ol days. That's all gone now I'm afraid, damn thing's become corporatized, except for the talkback which i trolled the shit out of in 07, much to the chagrin of a whole fuckload of white folks. We're all not racist until the particular person annoying me isn't my color.
Where was I? So tired of this ipad thing, just had to let off some st4eam here as I continue to try to overcome my porn addiction. My head is aching, brain's craving endorphins as usual. I feel like crap, how the hell is a person to live like this.
Remembering mount
I think it wise to re-examine my high school experience in order to further understand my current mental state, and precisely why I feel very often as if I should feel regret over my actions in the last few years, which was and wasn't entirely my fault due to lack of understanding of how the world works due to the shitty education system in this country. On one hand, i honestly don't give a shit about people anymore and rightfully I believe am focused on getting a girlfriend, popping out babies, the whole thing.
On the other, I feel sorry for getting angry at people who I shouldn't have at the wrong time, especially since once you get pass high school and its retardedness there's plenty of people who aren't out to mindlessly bully you. About that. I think back on life back then, and I understand the columbine thing. Kids are assholes. I didn't want to be at school. Ya know what I wanted to be doing, putting my head between a girl's legs, taking her to the beach, all the things I believed was what every dude wanted, yet every single day I had to deal with a guy who had nothing else to do that day but push me around. so yeah it kind of gave me a defensive attitude, and now I'm learning that the whole fucking world is high school. If some jock guy in his 40s wants to harrass you he's got an army to back him up. And that's why we're at war now prettymuch. If you think that dickhead at school is bad, try dealing with a bunch of those same guys with guns. Which is why when I see someone who honestly was asking for someone to hit him, and he does get hit, I laugh.
I understand sadism. We're only human and in fact I've enjoyed torturing animals to my own disgrace, but it's part of our nature unfortunately to be cruel fuckers. In fact some philosophize that only the most ruthless should be at the top.
What can I say. I'm as average as they come. I have a dick. I want to use it. I don't want to deal with immature bullying anymore the older I get. But surprise surprise, adults are no different from the fuckers you knew as a kid. Maybe only the strong should survive, I don't know.
On the other, I feel sorry for getting angry at people who I shouldn't have at the wrong time, especially since once you get pass high school and its retardedness there's plenty of people who aren't out to mindlessly bully you. About that. I think back on life back then, and I understand the columbine thing. Kids are assholes. I didn't want to be at school. Ya know what I wanted to be doing, putting my head between a girl's legs, taking her to the beach, all the things I believed was what every dude wanted, yet every single day I had to deal with a guy who had nothing else to do that day but push me around. so yeah it kind of gave me a defensive attitude, and now I'm learning that the whole fucking world is high school. If some jock guy in his 40s wants to harrass you he's got an army to back him up. And that's why we're at war now prettymuch. If you think that dickhead at school is bad, try dealing with a bunch of those same guys with guns. Which is why when I see someone who honestly was asking for someone to hit him, and he does get hit, I laugh.
I understand sadism. We're only human and in fact I've enjoyed torturing animals to my own disgrace, but it's part of our nature unfortunately to be cruel fuckers. In fact some philosophize that only the most ruthless should be at the top.
What can I say. I'm as average as they come. I have a dick. I want to use it. I don't want to deal with immature bullying anymore the older I get. But surprise surprise, adults are no different from the fuckers you knew as a kid. Maybe only the strong should survive, I don't know.
Look at this bitch
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I'd marry that. She's just cute as hell, sexy body and not afraid to show it. And people don't understand these bitches are what i grew up with, fat asses, big titties, cutesy cheerleader personality, which is why I'm not one of those black guys who's like "omg gots to get me some white pussay!!!" cuz I don't mind this shit at all.
Sunday, April 11, 2010
the art of whore
Girls fascinate me as an artist. Began drawing teenage girl bodies back at 14, after discovering the joy of seeing a girl naked. It dawned on me that since I didn't have the real thing right there, might as well use my artistic skill to create the damn thing, then I can basically always have what I want, and play around with it any way I want. The basic form of the females I draw are based on anime girls who have ridiculous proportions no real female has. Wasn't until I got kind of bored with perfectly fit girls that I decided to start drawing shorter rounder versions, and taller skinnier ones, to make things more interesting.
Ronda's the default form, she's average in height, good sized tits and ass, athletic, muscular, but not ridiculous with the muscles, and very feminine curves. I based her on a mix between bulma and goku, so she has spikey dark hair and when in super saiyan 4 form or oozaru form has a tail.
Verona's her arch nemesis in a lot of ways, second to gero himself, she's taller than ronda by a few inches, slimmer frame because I wanted there to be some difference between them, bigger butt, nice sized titties but not as big as ronda's which makes her jealous and kind of sparks their rivalry. She's kind of bisexual too, sometimes getting distracted by ronda's great body during their bouts. Based her on the Vegita character. Both have bad attitudes, though Verona's more fun to me because she's so tough, she's extremely passionate about being the best fighter she can be, and beat out ronda, though like goku, ronda's innocent nature is the reasons she always wins. Verona doesn't fight fair, runs when cornered, tries to trick her way into higher levels of power, she's awesome.
Eden's the daughter of ronda. Half asian, half saiyan, since I decided to make Gero an old asian scientist so his sperm combined with ronda yields a truly different looking girl. She's very much kind of a spoiled brat who doesn't care much about fighting, though she's extremely powerful herself. Her power is to use her anus to expel massive forces of air. She's smaller than her mother, though I gave her more ass, since that's her main attribute.
Eve is Eden's daughter, she's hispanic/asian/saiyan. I decided to make my girls multi racial. She has blue eyes and purple hair. She's very smart like bulma was in dragonball basically. She's not much of a fighter, her specialty is in building and using advanced gadgets in battle. When she does fight, she's obviously not as good as the more seasoned veterans. She later becomes a master of the fusion technique. She has massive breasts, about as big as rondas if not slightly bigger, very large areolas, and big pussy lips which comes in handy later when she needs to intake eden for the transformation into even.
Lena, awesome character, basically the piccolo of the series, a full on alien, though she's a hybrid clone type deal. She becomes human at the end, made her african american like uub in the series. She of course can regenerate limbs, stretch her body, has a lizard like tounge, and can shoot out spikes from her breasts, and she has the ability to mimick people's powers like rouge in xmen. She's an EXTREMELY powerful combatant who ronda has a hard time defeating. She later falls i love with verona and the two have a daughter together.
The Bog Beast, a staple of my series. They're like if toxic waste could walk and talk. They're formed from waste and basically go around raping anything with tits and ass. Turns out that its only their sperm that can fuel the time machine as well as become a future source of energy, so later in life Ronda and a few others form a group of women who's job it is to suck as much semen from them as possible and then make a profit from the power companies.
What else... Another character I enjoyed creating was Linda. She started out as just a henchman but then she becomes a bitter rival of Ronda when ronda beats her. She's very proud of herself and to be defeated really stings her ego. She has huge tits, by gero's design, and she's very ashamed of their size and doesn't want them to be seen, but ronda strips her down during their battle and she has no choice but to show them off. Which then becomes a weakness as ronda easily grabs them during battle.
Dana. Love her, basically a female rambo with a scar on her right eye, blonde white girl, top weapons expert, super elite combatant, with enhanced breasts with 2 ton weights implanted into them to allow her some kind of extra weaponry in battle. Ronda fights her back when she's not learned she has super saiyan powers. The two later meet again in prison where a much more powerful ronda easily defeats her. Dana then escapes from the prison and plots her revenge against ronda. Turns out years into the future she turns good and fights against the forces of Android Eden, even taking on her own protege, an elite super soldier herself.
Tiara. Asian bitch with unbelievable martial arts skills. Leader of Android eden's droid army and traitor to humanity. Fights dana's forces using her knowledge of their tactics. Wishes to become immortal through brain transplant into a cyborg body.
that's all for now... no wait...
Mya, the cat girl. Her animal form is a transformation technique that she teaches to ronda during the lost world saga. Good stuff.
Ronda's the default form, she's average in height, good sized tits and ass, athletic, muscular, but not ridiculous with the muscles, and very feminine curves. I based her on a mix between bulma and goku, so she has spikey dark hair and when in super saiyan 4 form or oozaru form has a tail.
Verona's her arch nemesis in a lot of ways, second to gero himself, she's taller than ronda by a few inches, slimmer frame because I wanted there to be some difference between them, bigger butt, nice sized titties but not as big as ronda's which makes her jealous and kind of sparks their rivalry. She's kind of bisexual too, sometimes getting distracted by ronda's great body during their bouts. Based her on the Vegita character. Both have bad attitudes, though Verona's more fun to me because she's so tough, she's extremely passionate about being the best fighter she can be, and beat out ronda, though like goku, ronda's innocent nature is the reasons she always wins. Verona doesn't fight fair, runs when cornered, tries to trick her way into higher levels of power, she's awesome.
Eden's the daughter of ronda. Half asian, half saiyan, since I decided to make Gero an old asian scientist so his sperm combined with ronda yields a truly different looking girl. She's very much kind of a spoiled brat who doesn't care much about fighting, though she's extremely powerful herself. Her power is to use her anus to expel massive forces of air. She's smaller than her mother, though I gave her more ass, since that's her main attribute.
Eve is Eden's daughter, she's hispanic/asian/saiyan. I decided to make my girls multi racial. She has blue eyes and purple hair. She's very smart like bulma was in dragonball basically. She's not much of a fighter, her specialty is in building and using advanced gadgets in battle. When she does fight, she's obviously not as good as the more seasoned veterans. She later becomes a master of the fusion technique. She has massive breasts, about as big as rondas if not slightly bigger, very large areolas, and big pussy lips which comes in handy later when she needs to intake eden for the transformation into even.
Lena, awesome character, basically the piccolo of the series, a full on alien, though she's a hybrid clone type deal. She becomes human at the end, made her african american like uub in the series. She of course can regenerate limbs, stretch her body, has a lizard like tounge, and can shoot out spikes from her breasts, and she has the ability to mimick people's powers like rouge in xmen. She's an EXTREMELY powerful combatant who ronda has a hard time defeating. She later falls i love with verona and the two have a daughter together.
The Bog Beast, a staple of my series. They're like if toxic waste could walk and talk. They're formed from waste and basically go around raping anything with tits and ass. Turns out that its only their sperm that can fuel the time machine as well as become a future source of energy, so later in life Ronda and a few others form a group of women who's job it is to suck as much semen from them as possible and then make a profit from the power companies.
What else... Another character I enjoyed creating was Linda. She started out as just a henchman but then she becomes a bitter rival of Ronda when ronda beats her. She's very proud of herself and to be defeated really stings her ego. She has huge tits, by gero's design, and she's very ashamed of their size and doesn't want them to be seen, but ronda strips her down during their battle and she has no choice but to show them off. Which then becomes a weakness as ronda easily grabs them during battle.
Dana. Love her, basically a female rambo with a scar on her right eye, blonde white girl, top weapons expert, super elite combatant, with enhanced breasts with 2 ton weights implanted into them to allow her some kind of extra weaponry in battle. Ronda fights her back when she's not learned she has super saiyan powers. The two later meet again in prison where a much more powerful ronda easily defeats her. Dana then escapes from the prison and plots her revenge against ronda. Turns out years into the future she turns good and fights against the forces of Android Eden, even taking on her own protege, an elite super soldier herself.
Tiara. Asian bitch with unbelievable martial arts skills. Leader of Android eden's droid army and traitor to humanity. Fights dana's forces using her knowledge of their tactics. Wishes to become immortal through brain transplant into a cyborg body.
that's all for now... no wait...
Mya, the cat girl. Her animal form is a transformation technique that she teaches to ronda during the lost world saga. Good stuff.
Hydration
One thing I don't think most people know about is how important hydration is to the body. I was jerking off all day yesterday, and all though it felt like I was hurting myself afterwards, the water I drank from time to time I think helped to recover from the explosion of chemicals faster. I look at women's titties, and it makes so much sense that they're so plump and juicy because they're full of water. Us humans need the stuff. Hell we begin as water, judging by my semen. Gonna shoot it into a girl's pussy at some point I hope.
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Definitely not joining the military ever again
Their loss too. I don't mind killing people. And it's too bad they're killing the wrong people right now. Just read about the bullshit killing of innocent people. Let me assure anyone reading that that is the TIP of the iceberg as far as the military's bumbling. These people holding our atomic bombs are just fucking people. With bibles. So yeah, there ya have it...
My father is still in there to this day, proud american, happy to have served, but I'm not going to walk the same path. It's too stupid, praise jesus one minute, kill folks the next. I don't care how smart you are with math or whatever, don't hold religion up as a justification for your actions.
Makes me want to fight against the government's actions honestly. They think they can do no wrong, as all corporations do, and if you call them out for anything, they stomp you out and go home to fuck their wife.
I'll tell you what I will do outside of the military, get pussssssssssy. I always wanted to fuck a girl, slide my dick between her ass crack, squeeze her titties, suck on her lips, all that goood ass shit. couldn't understand why a dude would want to fuck a dude, girls are pretty, with little water balloons on their chests, why the hell would you want to get ass slammed instead I'll never know.
My father is still in there to this day, proud american, happy to have served, but I'm not going to walk the same path. It's too stupid, praise jesus one minute, kill folks the next. I don't care how smart you are with math or whatever, don't hold religion up as a justification for your actions.
Makes me want to fight against the government's actions honestly. They think they can do no wrong, as all corporations do, and if you call them out for anything, they stomp you out and go home to fuck their wife.
I'll tell you what I will do outside of the military, get pussssssssssy. I always wanted to fuck a girl, slide my dick between her ass crack, squeeze her titties, suck on her lips, all that goood ass shit. couldn't understand why a dude would want to fuck a dude, girls are pretty, with little water balloons on their chests, why the hell would you want to get ass slammed instead I'll never know.
Friday, April 9, 2010
I'm doing fine btw
Been dreaming of the possibilities with my Ronda comic series.
Comics are my favorite form of art out of all of them. Drawing them is always fun because they force you to visualize specific moments in time rather than all the little mundane things in between, but the really special moments that look coolest, you can capture in each frame. That, and I like seeing the story unfold frame by frame, as it gets more and more complex.
I'm really tired though. you draw this stuff as much as I have and it becomes unfortunately overbearing or whatever the word is. Though I'm not done yet. I want to really finish the story I started, scan the whole thing, then keep it locked away in a file or publish it, whatever. I curse myself every day for tossing all my good shit in the trash. It wasn't just tits and ass, i honestly worked hard on some really great android designs that looked professionally done... all gone. not that I can't beast mode now and do even better more awesome looking stuff, but it's a pain that's all...
Drinking water as well. Trying to get my head on straight. Contemplating the very hard work I'm about to embark on. If I got a job that wasn't in another country, I'd be fine. I mean, yeah that's basically as if every day you had to travel to another country like china by plane, it'd take you 3 hours to get there. I'm done. If i can't weasel my way into LGA, I'm not taking the job. Though the money does look tantalizing as all hell, I need to find a job close to home...
Comics are my favorite form of art out of all of them. Drawing them is always fun because they force you to visualize specific moments in time rather than all the little mundane things in between, but the really special moments that look coolest, you can capture in each frame. That, and I like seeing the story unfold frame by frame, as it gets more and more complex.
I'm really tired though. you draw this stuff as much as I have and it becomes unfortunately overbearing or whatever the word is. Though I'm not done yet. I want to really finish the story I started, scan the whole thing, then keep it locked away in a file or publish it, whatever. I curse myself every day for tossing all my good shit in the trash. It wasn't just tits and ass, i honestly worked hard on some really great android designs that looked professionally done... all gone. not that I can't beast mode now and do even better more awesome looking stuff, but it's a pain that's all...
Drinking water as well. Trying to get my head on straight. Contemplating the very hard work I'm about to embark on. If I got a job that wasn't in another country, I'd be fine. I mean, yeah that's basically as if every day you had to travel to another country like china by plane, it'd take you 3 hours to get there. I'm done. If i can't weasel my way into LGA, I'm not taking the job. Though the money does look tantalizing as all hell, I need to find a job close to home...
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Dayum 79 cents left in my checking
I thought I was ok with the money in that account but nope, I barely have anything left after purchasing uncharted 2, which is a hell of a fun game, bought it because I played a demo at best buy and the graphics were insane, they really put a lot of effort into the game's design, it prettymuch looks photo real, which is amazing, but then it has online multiplayer so I can play it beyond the main mission. What else...
I'm thinking about getting back and forth to jfk again, I'm pretty sure this is swissport at jfk and it wasn't some error on craigslist. I'm bothered by it, but then again, I'm kind of used to jfk, so it's not that bad. Just fucking far. I'd be fine with a closer spot to the damn airport. I'm hoping the company pays more so I have some kind of incentive to keep getting up each day. It's just retarded to work at a place that miles and miles away yet pays crap.
Once you get the money though you get the pussy. Sucks, unfair, but that's they name of the game. Like if I stayed in teh military, basically the only reason they figured I'd want to work for them is because they have some gorgeous girls on staff who want to get fucked on a regular basis after work, so they figured I'd go for it full throttle, seeing how they're all about marriage this marriage that, but fucking slow teh hell down already, god damn. Marriage to the wrong person is a bad idea. gotta test people out, like cars. Try a little bit of everything before making the right purchase for your needs.
aight then got to go
I'm thinking about getting back and forth to jfk again, I'm pretty sure this is swissport at jfk and it wasn't some error on craigslist. I'm bothered by it, but then again, I'm kind of used to jfk, so it's not that bad. Just fucking far. I'd be fine with a closer spot to the damn airport. I'm hoping the company pays more so I have some kind of incentive to keep getting up each day. It's just retarded to work at a place that miles and miles away yet pays crap.
Once you get the money though you get the pussy. Sucks, unfair, but that's they name of the game. Like if I stayed in teh military, basically the only reason they figured I'd want to work for them is because they have some gorgeous girls on staff who want to get fucked on a regular basis after work, so they figured I'd go for it full throttle, seeing how they're all about marriage this marriage that, but fucking slow teh hell down already, god damn. Marriage to the wrong person is a bad idea. gotta test people out, like cars. Try a little bit of everything before making the right purchase for your needs.
aight then got to go
Got the job
Made it this time, though I'm confused about where I'll be working. The damn craigslist posting claims they're hiring for jfk then part of the post says laguardia location, which is what they were hiring for last week. I'll ask if they having openings at laguardia, because jfk really is too fucking far to travel. It's money and I shouldn't take that lightly, since we're in a recession and any shitty job is worth a damn, but to work at lga would be perfect. It's right across the river from the bronx. All i have to do is go to manhattan and take the m60, where as to get to jfk, I'll have to give myself a good 3 hours to get to and from work. I don't know... it'll kick asig's ass though. Warehouse work, they got there, not necessarily ramp operations, we'll see.
I hope they pay well too. Then maybe if the pay's good I can get an apartment in queens and just work at jfk, to hell with lga, but if it's in lga, then I'll be fine and dandy, just hop on the train every day and no bullshit, just get the work done and get paid. yes...
I hope they pay well too. Then maybe if the pay's good I can get an apartment in queens and just work at jfk, to hell with lga, but if it's in lga, then I'll be fine and dandy, just hop on the train every day and no bullshit, just get the work done and get paid. yes...
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Can't sleep
got to though. Interview is at 830, 7 hours from now. I'm going to be there all day and I need to look like I'm eager as fuck to work for these guys or they'll think I'm going to waste their time.
Once I get teh money I'll feel at ease. Might just work at this fucker forever. I'm not looking for the big bucks like other people. And if you don't have kids to feed, you'll definitely not need them. I just wish I didn't feel so alone, going up against the big bad world. I mean If I have to, I'll kick your ass, but I'd prefer not to... that's all...
I've done quite a few hentai sketches of my old ronda characters, nothing fancy, just all planning stages. i'm serious about this, I really want to put this project together. I'm not ashamed to say I LOVE naked girls, specifically when they're in catfights, and if I knew better years ago I'd have saved my Fucking big box of naked girl drawings that I did while going to high school, horny as shit. I'll use this blog to publish the Ronda vs Bog Beast joint I did probably last year or so. It's the 3rd time I've done the story. It's a callback to my original inspiration for ronda, the shadow skill series, that came on starz when I was 13. I was just floored by how sexy the girl was in the bikini costume, and the fact that she kicked guys asses while sporting it, so I had ronda wear the same thing and because I wanted to see what would "really" happen if a girl fought a giant monster, I of course had the monster rip her top off, then fuck her, then fill her with so much semen that she poops and vomits it all out in the end, then stands around naked as everyone applauds her victory. The original is gone now, fucking great artwork in that. I was young, experimenting with drawing comics, and I did a lot of good stuff, which I regret throwing away. I mean, that's the kind of art that's the best kind, when you don't know what you're doing so you try your best with it, and I can still draw very well, but I know I'm a lot less patient than I used to be and the pleasure I get from it isn't as strong anymore. I noticed one day while doing the battle between verona and ronda for the eden saga, that after ejaculating, I lost interest in it completely. Couldn't muster the drive to keep coming up with interesting angles. I realize now that I'm not as horny as I used to be. Either that or I'm supposed to be shooting my shit all over a girl's face by this point in my life, certainly would love to...siggh, but ya gotta have the money....
Once I get teh money I'll feel at ease. Might just work at this fucker forever. I'm not looking for the big bucks like other people. And if you don't have kids to feed, you'll definitely not need them. I just wish I didn't feel so alone, going up against the big bad world. I mean If I have to, I'll kick your ass, but I'd prefer not to... that's all...
I've done quite a few hentai sketches of my old ronda characters, nothing fancy, just all planning stages. i'm serious about this, I really want to put this project together. I'm not ashamed to say I LOVE naked girls, specifically when they're in catfights, and if I knew better years ago I'd have saved my Fucking big box of naked girl drawings that I did while going to high school, horny as shit. I'll use this blog to publish the Ronda vs Bog Beast joint I did probably last year or so. It's the 3rd time I've done the story. It's a callback to my original inspiration for ronda, the shadow skill series, that came on starz when I was 13. I was just floored by how sexy the girl was in the bikini costume, and the fact that she kicked guys asses while sporting it, so I had ronda wear the same thing and because I wanted to see what would "really" happen if a girl fought a giant monster, I of course had the monster rip her top off, then fuck her, then fill her with so much semen that she poops and vomits it all out in the end, then stands around naked as everyone applauds her victory. The original is gone now, fucking great artwork in that. I was young, experimenting with drawing comics, and I did a lot of good stuff, which I regret throwing away. I mean, that's the kind of art that's the best kind, when you don't know what you're doing so you try your best with it, and I can still draw very well, but I know I'm a lot less patient than I used to be and the pleasure I get from it isn't as strong anymore. I noticed one day while doing the battle between verona and ronda for the eden saga, that after ejaculating, I lost interest in it completely. Couldn't muster the drive to keep coming up with interesting angles. I realize now that I'm not as horny as I used to be. Either that or I'm supposed to be shooting my shit all over a girl's face by this point in my life, certainly would love to...siggh, but ya gotta have the money....
Fucking time baby
It's time to begin my projects.
Since I won't be enjoying the company of a female for the next maybe 20 years of my life, I'll have to fill my time with other things.
I'm aware that some people want to make me seem like a bad guy for not joining their view of the world but I can assure you that I personally don't give a shit what you think of me.
And furthermore I have many ways to occupy my time that don't involve people or social interaction. One thing I very often do is dream up stories, much like the same I enjoyed reading in my youth. I imagine myself writing mysteries when I'm much older, like the hardy boys and sherlock holmes. Fascinating that a man could come up with such fantastic adventures out of pure creativity but I believe truly anything is possible with one's imagination in full activity. Indeed I can't go a day without dreaming of some kind of artistic project that I'll never accomplish. But I will do these...
The Ronda series. She's my baby, the descendant of Goku from dragonball, and my first love really. I don't reveal her saiyan origin until her battle with verona so doing the first issues in which she's prettymuch a very powerful girl will be fun.
The Eden series. Ronda's daughter, the key to creating the ultimate android, will be next. I did the story already then tossed it in fear that it might become a problem later in life. Although a great loss, i do remember everything and can do it again, this time perfecting it. It's the Z to Ronda's dragonball, I truly raise the stakes, and go to the extreme in a full over the top epic storyline that sees old enemies return in new forms, and similar to Z ronda's daughter is a major character like gohan. The difference being that Eden can't fight worth shit though she gives it an honest try.
Ronda NC. This time the focus goes back to the original character, and now she trains a new generation for battle through both time and space.
Raven. He's my first creation really, long before ronda. Ronda was born of puberty, Raven from sonic the hedghog meets batman and spawn, but whatever. He's his own animal. A boy who becomes a hero in a futuristic world where mobs rule. Left for dead, a raven glides in to save the soul of a boy who wants revenge against his tormentors. In exchange he'll live forever, but he'll always keep the pain from his injuries. In the end he uses his powers to fight crime with aid of a nun from a local church who's the only person who can make him feel human again. I love this story because it's about heroism, and the price one pays for doing the right thing in a world where the wrong is constantly rewarded.
Bostic and Ellis. A short story about two gas station attendants watching the world go by. They enjoy a meal together. After they finish they contemplate the meaning of life, that much like the food, it must be enjoyed while it lasts. I might expand this into a real comic strip. I named them after two criminals I saw on tv one day, just wonderful names...
alrighty that's that for now.
Since I won't be enjoying the company of a female for the next maybe 20 years of my life, I'll have to fill my time with other things.
I'm aware that some people want to make me seem like a bad guy for not joining their view of the world but I can assure you that I personally don't give a shit what you think of me.
And furthermore I have many ways to occupy my time that don't involve people or social interaction. One thing I very often do is dream up stories, much like the same I enjoyed reading in my youth. I imagine myself writing mysteries when I'm much older, like the hardy boys and sherlock holmes. Fascinating that a man could come up with such fantastic adventures out of pure creativity but I believe truly anything is possible with one's imagination in full activity. Indeed I can't go a day without dreaming of some kind of artistic project that I'll never accomplish. But I will do these...
The Ronda series. She's my baby, the descendant of Goku from dragonball, and my first love really. I don't reveal her saiyan origin until her battle with verona so doing the first issues in which she's prettymuch a very powerful girl will be fun.
The Eden series. Ronda's daughter, the key to creating the ultimate android, will be next. I did the story already then tossed it in fear that it might become a problem later in life. Although a great loss, i do remember everything and can do it again, this time perfecting it. It's the Z to Ronda's dragonball, I truly raise the stakes, and go to the extreme in a full over the top epic storyline that sees old enemies return in new forms, and similar to Z ronda's daughter is a major character like gohan. The difference being that Eden can't fight worth shit though she gives it an honest try.
Ronda NC. This time the focus goes back to the original character, and now she trains a new generation for battle through both time and space.
Raven. He's my first creation really, long before ronda. Ronda was born of puberty, Raven from sonic the hedghog meets batman and spawn, but whatever. He's his own animal. A boy who becomes a hero in a futuristic world where mobs rule. Left for dead, a raven glides in to save the soul of a boy who wants revenge against his tormentors. In exchange he'll live forever, but he'll always keep the pain from his injuries. In the end he uses his powers to fight crime with aid of a nun from a local church who's the only person who can make him feel human again. I love this story because it's about heroism, and the price one pays for doing the right thing in a world where the wrong is constantly rewarded.
Bostic and Ellis. A short story about two gas station attendants watching the world go by. They enjoy a meal together. After they finish they contemplate the meaning of life, that much like the food, it must be enjoyed while it lasts. I might expand this into a real comic strip. I named them after two criminals I saw on tv one day, just wonderful names...
alrighty that's that for now.
White girls love black guys
What the hell is this. I'm out today going to the library to check out the hot ass up in there. tons of sexy ass there, man. Good lawd, lovely lovely lovely. then I see some teenagers hanging out at blimpy. One of the girls there is this italian looking white girl with some black teen who I'm pretty sure is her boyfriend. I'm just kind of taken aback for a minute because I'm first of all not used to seeing young white girls around my neighborhood, and most of all not ones with black boyfriends. What must her parents think, I wonder. Probably hate her decision to go to the dark side. But I'm not THAT shocked. Sex is powerful mother of a beast. And lord knows I can't control my dick, she must not be able to control her pussy. If this kid can make her orgasm like a rocket ship to the moon she must not give a damn that he's black. My sister told me white girls love black guys, must be some kind of truth to it if this girl is lowering her self, either that or this guy's an alpha male and she couldn't resist him. Makes me wonder what fucking a white girl would be like myself. They're too damn bright for me, but if she's hot she's hot, I don't care.... only thing I'm worrying about is that yeah a lot of white folks don't want their daughters getting near black cocks. Makes sense to me, but it is inevitable. Nobody can truly stick to their own race 100% and that's perfectly fine since diversification is what sex is all about. Just dayum, didn't expect to see what I saw today. Good lawd though, thank you God for inventing females.
Girls girls everywhere
little ones, big ones, slim ones, fat ones. Oh the summer is here at last. I told you all last time that I'd enjoy this summer more than most and I am definitely enjoying it. I just went down to the store to get a patty and immediately I saw a gorgeous girl bouncing her way down the street. fuck yeah, baby. Work that ass. Just boobs bouncing along. I wonder how it must feel to her to know her tits are just jiggling as she walks like that and everyone can see them bouncing, I guess she likes the attention... definitely going to enjoy the outdoors more now...
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Thoughts on high school
Been out of high school for the last 6 years. What can I say about the experience except that i still have the scars. I read news stories on kids or whatever, teens, still in high school. I define my experience in 3 words "you're a fag." Little did I know while going that those homophobic slurs would continue to be tossed about immaturely by grown men and women well beyond high school level. Indeed I realize now that prettymuch life beyond puberty revolves around one's sexuality, and more specifically their orientation. Those who are hetero are considered normal, gays are prettymuch black people to the majority. The lepers of society, outcasts. because they don't contribute to the progression of our species.
I don't believe in high school. And if I do end up having kids, they won't be going there, nothing more than a place to be routinely abused on a daily basis. What does that teach them about getting a job, being a decent employee, because that's what life's all about no matter where you go on earth. I look back and realize now that it's a kind of baby sitting service as well as like an identification system, trying to find elite kids. They're aiming lower now I hear, testing kids from when they're not fucked up by sex. Smart move. My education was scattershot, they didn't know what to teach us, so they tossed a bit of everything in the mix. supposedly now the education system is more career oriented. Fools, kids don't give a fuck about school. If they want to do something, they'll do it, whether it be art, music, science, whatever. There's no stopping them. There was no stopping me except for one little snag, but I'm figuring out how this new body works bit by bit and soon enough I'll be ready to tackle my life long dreams, maybe. Becoming a pilot's no easy task and you have be all kinds of mature to do that job.
What else, so yeah I'm kind of confused about why I bothered wasting my time reading and studying when I should have been grabbing all the girl's asses and titties that I was swimming in on a daily basis. Off limits now, though I can hardly tell the difference between a 16 yrld and a 20-ish college girl or whatever. Both ready to breed, so whatever. I guess that's what the older generation wants, to keep us young people with functioning sex organs in kid mode until way later in life or something. sucks. that's all. Like when I was in the airforce, some fat old white bitch, loves talking about her son for some reason, kept talking down to me as if I was a kid. I was ready to give her the finger and say goodbye but I kept my cool. It's strange being my age, old people keep fucking with me. Adult one minute, kid the next. It's confusing as fuck. And on top of that, they go home every night and get fucked. While you are still thinking you have to give a damn what these old assholes think about you like back in high school.
I wish someone told me this back when i was going to high school. If you can't take it anymore... leave. You're practically an adult, you could have your own kids by 16 17, what the hell is one more year. Get a job, and make money, become a supervisor by 20, don't even bother with college. More of the same, old people telling you how to live and the money is ridiculous.
I don't believe in high school. And if I do end up having kids, they won't be going there, nothing more than a place to be routinely abused on a daily basis. What does that teach them about getting a job, being a decent employee, because that's what life's all about no matter where you go on earth. I look back and realize now that it's a kind of baby sitting service as well as like an identification system, trying to find elite kids. They're aiming lower now I hear, testing kids from when they're not fucked up by sex. Smart move. My education was scattershot, they didn't know what to teach us, so they tossed a bit of everything in the mix. supposedly now the education system is more career oriented. Fools, kids don't give a fuck about school. If they want to do something, they'll do it, whether it be art, music, science, whatever. There's no stopping them. There was no stopping me except for one little snag, but I'm figuring out how this new body works bit by bit and soon enough I'll be ready to tackle my life long dreams, maybe. Becoming a pilot's no easy task and you have be all kinds of mature to do that job.
What else, so yeah I'm kind of confused about why I bothered wasting my time reading and studying when I should have been grabbing all the girl's asses and titties that I was swimming in on a daily basis. Off limits now, though I can hardly tell the difference between a 16 yrld and a 20-ish college girl or whatever. Both ready to breed, so whatever. I guess that's what the older generation wants, to keep us young people with functioning sex organs in kid mode until way later in life or something. sucks. that's all. Like when I was in the airforce, some fat old white bitch, loves talking about her son for some reason, kept talking down to me as if I was a kid. I was ready to give her the finger and say goodbye but I kept my cool. It's strange being my age, old people keep fucking with me. Adult one minute, kid the next. It's confusing as fuck. And on top of that, they go home every night and get fucked. While you are still thinking you have to give a damn what these old assholes think about you like back in high school.
I wish someone told me this back when i was going to high school. If you can't take it anymore... leave. You're practically an adult, you could have your own kids by 16 17, what the hell is one more year. Get a job, and make money, become a supervisor by 20, don't even bother with college. More of the same, old people telling you how to live and the money is ridiculous.
Just ate a hamberger
Friggin hungry man. 2 days I gotta wait till I can go for the swissport interview. Incase any of you interneters are wondering, swissport is a subcontractor same as asig, which means they're not part of any major airline and therefore pay less and probably don't have any benefits. I don't care though. It's like I can either sit on my ass all day here in my room or sit on my ass all day at work and collect a paycheck for it, dealing with assholes be damned. Any form of money will be useful now. Tis good to be alive with no kids to worry about, thats for sure. The morons who are going to fuck and make kids, good luck to them, never going to be free again no matter how much you enjoy seeing your kids grow. Cute aren't they...
No, nothing better than having no obligations, always wondered what it would be like to do what I want to do without hassle from some old authority fucker. If all works out, I'll use my money to get a membership at the gym down at bay plaza, and get into body building, then if there's some sexy bitch there, lose this damn virginity shit. I want to see her suck my dick, that'd be fun.
Then I'll start learning how to program computers and all that shit, always wanted to figure out how to do that 3d art. I've mastered everything there is to do with a pencil and paper, time to tackle something else... yes...
No, nothing better than having no obligations, always wondered what it would be like to do what I want to do without hassle from some old authority fucker. If all works out, I'll use my money to get a membership at the gym down at bay plaza, and get into body building, then if there's some sexy bitch there, lose this damn virginity shit. I want to see her suck my dick, that'd be fun.
Then I'll start learning how to program computers and all that shit, always wanted to figure out how to do that 3d art. I've mastered everything there is to do with a pencil and paper, time to tackle something else... yes...
swissport hiring
This is exciting. If I get a job at LGA I'll be very pleased. Laguardia is a smaller closer airport here in New York. I'm more of a new yorker now at 24 than I ever have been in my life. I've seen the city, but never SEEN the city, walked the streets, delt with the MANY varied people within the labyrinthian metropolis. I'm a new yorker in the sense that I have a tough personality and feel like I can take a lick and keep moving, gotta have that when you could be mugged, raped, insulted, whatever at any moment in a fast moving city like this. LGA though, way easier to navigate than jfk. JFK is a mini city itself. I could live there if I wanted to and no one would know. I could tell you ways to hi-jack all those planes I've been around the airport for so many months, I'd be able to get around their shitty security measures pretty easily, but never mind that, LGA's where it's at for me. I'm going to do ramp operations for them hopefully, probably the same shit they need guys there to toss bags onto belts. Having done jFK, I'm pretty sure lga will be cake, yes, finally a job I can do and not be hassled by some fucker. I feel good knowing I'm not incapable of making some money even after that retardedness in the military. ya know what i want? What any guys wants, money, apartment, sex, would be nice... I'll be back when or if I get the job which I'm confident i will since I've done it already...
Monday, April 5, 2010
Why is smallville still on
Browsing illegal download sites as usual to find movies, games, tv shows to watch while bored and i came across a new episode of smallville, a show that I've been watching since it first aired in the early 2000s. Bitch has been on since the days of the star wars prequels, so it kind of always reminds me of when I was religiously devoted to all things star wars. It's the same basic story line, a prequel to superman's story, same way star wars episodes 1,2,3 told the origin of vader etc. So it's just ironic that the superman prequels continue after the star wars ones end, even though we've had a superman movie requel thingy already. It's just odd as hell that we're still focused on the past with supes. The show is dead to me anyway. Ended right around 5th season, I'll give it that. I reckon it really jumped in the 4th, but I suspect some of the 5th still has some quality episodes on par with the best of the third. The show has no purpose anymore... Though the actors still play the same characters, their not as interesting to watch in the new storylines, some bullshit lois and clark level stuff nowadays. Smallville used to be a deep drama interweaving the story of clark with lex, and their very different fathers. This was fucking genius. Now what the hell is it about. I try to watch the new episodes but they're painfully pointless, heros jump around in costumes now, while superboy wears regular clothes? To hell with all the cock teasing and dawn the suit. THEN the show will be interesting. It's every bit a superman show without superman actually being in it. Tom welling for instance looks frankly retarded still pouting and putting on boyish expressions at his age when he should be playing clark as a grown man. I don't know, maybe in hindsight I'll wish tv were as good as the stuff we're getting now with smallville even as mediocre as it is, lord knows I wish tv today were half as good as some of the merely decent stuff from the 90s. Nothing's going to top some of my favs from back then, namely simpsons in its prime, seinfeld, batman tas, what else... pete and pete fuck load of shit I can't remember. Little did I think at the time that we'd need a 90s retro historical record site, but kids today need to be taught that we came from better, tougher, more creative times. You couldn't just fill a show with special fx and call it quality entertainment, no, no nonononoononononon, if that sumbitch didn't do something intelligent or interesting beyond the surface, didn't get put on air, for the most part.
Sunday, April 4, 2010
So the ipad's out
What the fuck is this thing. I can't browse any of my usual sites without seeing it, it's a tablet pc. Thing's been around for years, just never really caught on in the mainstream. Why are people going crazy over it as if it's revolutionized anything. certainly it'll be cool little gadget to watch videos on or whatever, but seriously, are you going to use it for browsing the web and all the usual crap. I don't think so. Just get a cheaper laptop for the same thing, and it comes with a keyboard for easier text entry. What's worse is that it's just a big portable screen so good luck not breaking the thing, though if it's any where near as tough as my old palm pilot, it'll have a f'n bullet proof glass screen. I still have that thing stashed somewhere to this day, and I'm still amazed that I can poke the screen all day if I want it'll NEVER get smudged or look all scratched because it's made from extremely tough plastic. Spared no expense back then, did they...
Saturday, April 3, 2010
huh
well here's ma plan for da future anyway. Gonna quit porn if I can. Lost my shit last night, got transfixed on two beautiful boobs and couldn't stop myself from shooting my sauce. Helped me sleep so whatever...
I got rosetta stone on my laptop now, so i can finish learning spanish and then start on japanese.
What else... hopefully I'll get an easy ass job somewhere, problem is that people feel they have to go around looking for trouble with folks who don't want any. Not my problem buddy, just go away. I'm not your friend.
I got rosetta stone on my laptop now, so i can finish learning spanish and then start on japanese.
What else... hopefully I'll get an easy ass job somewhere, problem is that people feel they have to go around looking for trouble with folks who don't want any. Not my problem buddy, just go away. I'm not your friend.
Friday, April 2, 2010
Aggrivated
Went all the fucking long ass train ride down to workforce 1 building and I missed the interview. I haven't gone in so long I forgot which train to take, could have really made it. Never mind though. though it would have been a good enough job, I really dont want to work as a ramp agent again. Definitely would be better off sitting on my ass in an office like most people. But how to get there is the question, suppposed to dress all fancy, and chuck and jive for the white man, if you want that kind of job, that's for sure... ironically, that's precisely what they wanted from me in the military, to beg and plead and kiss their asses to get me a good jerb so I won't starve or nuthin. It didn't matter that i was a perfectly healthy, intelligent, young man, who passed all the physical tests, has a hs diploma, no criminal record, no, they're biggest concern was my willingness to marry one of their bitches. What business is it of theirs where I stick my penis? How grown up are you bunch of knuckleheads if you're still playing favorites like kids do on the playground, fuck this world man... doesn't matter, got to just press on...
Thursday, April 1, 2010
Bought a new laptop
which is what I'm using now. Needed to get something new because the other one though it works ok, the charging plug was overheating or something and unfortunately for me, the speaker broke, causing me to have to use headphones to listen to my language learning software. On that subject, I bought this machine specificially because it was perfectly suited for the language learning software, right, but I can't get teh damn thing to install properly on it. Not a bad purchase though, for only 299, though the asshole sales clerk in the store kept bombarding me with offer after offer to buy other shit. I stood my ground and didn't budge though because I've seen his attitude before, Oh I'll play nice with you until you show that you don't want to buy more stuff, then I'll treat you like shit. I simply resorted to killing him with kindness so that when he did pull out the asshole bit he looked like a dipshit to someone who didn't do anything to him. Works to me anyway...
Not a bad little machine. Already got a big tittied girl as my wallpaper, about that though... strange thing happened when I first using it. There was no option to set a new wallpaper in the picture viewer, which I thought was weird as hell. This option's been there since I started using computers, how the fuck ins windows 7, newest os, gonna not have it. Through some admittedly exaustive research on the subject, I discovered that my os was windows starter and for some retarded reason microsoft disabled the feature for performance reasons. This pissed me off greatly right away since having spent all the money on this thing and not being able to do a simple as fuck thing as put up a wallpaper, is ridiculous. Truth is the manufacturer thinks these kidns of computers are for kids, so I guess they don't think kids do this kind of shit. Ya got to be kidding me... Nothing kids are doing more than learning how to build computers from the inside out these days. Well anyway, I got so pissed I spent all freakin day figuring out how to overcome the problem... turns out there's a way to upgrade windows 7 through the web, you just need a serial number thing from a purchase. Using my uh google discount method, tee hee, I found a key, and upgraded to windows 7 ultimate, now I can change this fucking wallpaper all day if I want to. THAT's how I ROLL. you can't stop me from having a badass new laptop, bitch.
Now all i got to do is figure out how to install this language program and I'm good. Going to the workforce 1 center tomorrow to apply for a job at swissport. They're going to interview candidates there, then tell us poor smucks where to go. No doubt i'll get this job now I think. After working at asig, you can be dumb as a brick and still make some money. Gonna get a job at laguardia this time though, none of that jfk shit. Not only did I have to endure a 2 hour train ride to and from work every single day, but harrassment from my coworker. Even if the people I meet there are assholes, at least it's lga, jfk is a bitch to get to, never doing that again.
Not a bad little machine. Already got a big tittied girl as my wallpaper, about that though... strange thing happened when I first using it. There was no option to set a new wallpaper in the picture viewer, which I thought was weird as hell. This option's been there since I started using computers, how the fuck ins windows 7, newest os, gonna not have it. Through some admittedly exaustive research on the subject, I discovered that my os was windows starter and for some retarded reason microsoft disabled the feature for performance reasons. This pissed me off greatly right away since having spent all the money on this thing and not being able to do a simple as fuck thing as put up a wallpaper, is ridiculous. Truth is the manufacturer thinks these kidns of computers are for kids, so I guess they don't think kids do this kind of shit. Ya got to be kidding me... Nothing kids are doing more than learning how to build computers from the inside out these days. Well anyway, I got so pissed I spent all freakin day figuring out how to overcome the problem... turns out there's a way to upgrade windows 7 through the web, you just need a serial number thing from a purchase. Using my uh google discount method, tee hee, I found a key, and upgraded to windows 7 ultimate, now I can change this fucking wallpaper all day if I want to. THAT's how I ROLL. you can't stop me from having a badass new laptop, bitch.
Now all i got to do is figure out how to install this language program and I'm good. Going to the workforce 1 center tomorrow to apply for a job at swissport. They're going to interview candidates there, then tell us poor smucks where to go. No doubt i'll get this job now I think. After working at asig, you can be dumb as a brick and still make some money. Gonna get a job at laguardia this time though, none of that jfk shit. Not only did I have to endure a 2 hour train ride to and from work every single day, but harrassment from my coworker. Even if the people I meet there are assholes, at least it's lga, jfk is a bitch to get to, never doing that again.
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