so they want to make more Harry Potter

Even want to bring Dan back to play him. I hope he does come back. Why my buddy who I liked and really think is a quality individual is making down beat weirdo movies now is beyond me. What's wrong with making kids movies or just fun films in general. He's got great comedic talent, yet is trying to be some sort of artsy actor or some bullshit that we all know is not his style at all. Whatever. At least Emma knows what she's doing. She's sticking with fun kids movies because she's good at them. Rupert, most talented out of all 3 is an icecream man. For the love of god, gotta love them...

I say do it. I'd kill to get back into the Potter universe. Like I said, they made a huge mistake ending the series. It should have gone on far longer. Why nip something that was a free money ticket in the bud? Makes no sense at all. But they did.

Problem is Dan is bored with Potter and has stated his desire to never return to it. If he doesn't want to do it, most likely someone else will play him.

Looking forward to this either way. Life just dropped after Potter and Lotr ended. Everything just felt more empty and dull after the end of potter... It was that much of a cultural phenomenon to be a part of Harry's journey. I used to just watch my favorite one Goblet of Fire at work when I was in college. Yep. It's just like such a wonderful magical experience to just get away from reality and go on that journey and have fun. Why the hell did they stop it? Now we got what? Fuck, nothing... everything's a remake or a sequel or rehash or adaptation of something. There's no giant godly fantasy movie series anymore that's killing it at the box office like in potter's prime.

shame

Gonna get some art supplies

I'm rusty as fuck, but once an artist always an artist.

Gonna do some character sketches of ME in character as Lando as well as some Han Solo art and multitude of other characters for the movie.

I love facebook's like just unbelievable artist pool. You can get inside scoops on the daily art works of industry giants. It's amazing stuff.

Makes my art that I do look like shit.

It's always been shit, better than average shit, but still shit.

Still makes me feel insulted when people try to make me seem like a brainless dumbass black dude. I can draw you something that's almost considered professional level in a snap. Just something I know how to do and have been doing since I was 5. It just clicked. When I wanted to create an image, I saw it in my head, and it was nothing to get it on paper afterwards. So what's with people trying to label me a dumb guy when I could probably get into the comic industry if I created a portfolio of my work and skills. Just the way this world is, people love to bring others down.

People like when I draw though. I mean, soon as I post a few drawings on facebook, they get views and interest.

I guess people still innately enjoy art in any capacity it's available. I'll get to work once I feel up to it...

gotta get in shape....

Yup. I'm like 200 pounds right now... It's awful. Gotta drop the weight, don't know how, but Christina Ricci my very old buddy seems to have figured it out and done a fine job of losing weight super fast using a juice fast. She's amazing, dedicated, does nude scenes, I wish we could meet and just hang out. I think we're very alike, and both weirdos and outcasts... shit, sometimes I think about what it'd be like to dance with her like at the end of Casper...

Anyway, gotta drop this weight. I'll show you. I used to be thin as a twig, but I don't know what happened. I'll get it back... you'll see...

Thawtz on Proxima B

It's a glimmer of hope, is what it is.

Our species is doomed. This is fact we cannot deny. You have to find your peace with that fact in whatever way you can...

I honestly never knew what to think about the pointlessness of life. Nihilism, fun stuff...

Actually yeah, what I've always done was pursue science and try to basically fix the problem myself.

What is it that we need to do? Get the fuck off earth before it goes boom. Steven Hawking himself has said it. The future for humanity is not here on this planet, it is in the stars.

I guess it's why I've always loved space movies growing up. It's about what we have to do, get going on space exploration and inevitably finding a new home.

Supposedly we've found it. It's as close as it gets at 4 odd light years away. It's potentially got earth like qualities. If it's good and can support us, you bet it we'll find a way to inhabit it within the next billion years.

That's cool. I like the concept that our species will persist beyond the life span of our solar system.

All this war and death and killing, I'll never understand it. We're fucked. You don't get it. It doesn't matter what goes on between us here on earth at all. What matters is if we ever figure out how to inhabit a new world. Continue the species well into the future, preserve our history for far longer than we have available to us here in this solar system.

I hope we get there... I hope....

What's it like to be me?

I'll only say I hope it turns out for the best. 

I worked for TSA for a whole bunch of months. It's like not even a job. I just sat on my ass all day getting money thrown at me. The only hard part is the immature retards you have to work with at times. I never thought I'd be dealing with that at work as an adult, grown 5 year olds. But that's the reality. I learned a valuable lesson. Take the shit... It sucks, but just take it. Yeah this guy in his 50s is being a weird psychopath and trying to start trouble, but the paycheck talks, brother. Let him act a fool, I'm here for the money. 

I realize something. It's all bullshit. The whole thing. The whole school system is bullshit on toast... Yep. 

It doesn't matter a fuck if you work hard in school. You'll get nothing and no where and still be scrambling around like a dog after a bone in this society. I was clueless about the other side of the high school tracks, I must say. I went through and ran around like a lost puppy doing all that home work and playing into the game like a complete moron. Next thing you know I'm working for 10 bucks an hour lifting bags and shit. OOoops surprise surprise, I'm this fucking slave boy of wealthy white people. 

I don't know. I'm too fucking smart to do baggage handling. I felt insulted every day going to work there. I got into university. I was and could have hacked away long enough to get a fucking degree. Could have been one of those cats with his college degree and making that bread, but you want to know why I bailed on college? 

Simple. Not getting any pussy...

Now I stand here looking at the world the way it is and I'm glad I'm not playing the game and trying to run around after a degree like a fucking retard. Now that I know you can make too much money sitting on your but playing chess on your phone, WHY would I run around trying to get a degree? 

Shrugs? I don't have to work already... don't see the point of getting a degree so I can work less,.. or some shit...

Anyway, it's a good thing to have gotten back in to the TSA. I mean, it's where I should be, what I've earned for my struggles in school. At least that worked out. I worked hard and got rewarded, if you can call it that... I mean the work is stupid easy but you're still working and often getting stressed out. It just seems so odd that having a HS diploma is so useless and doesn't truly grant you a decent lifestyle. I dare say the system is beyond messy and corrupted. I hope it changes. If you have a HS diploma, you'll get good money. If you have a degree you'll get beast mode money... If you want chaos, you'll get chaos. Go ahead create a system where working hard in school gets you shit on your plate at the end of the day, and see how long people tolerate that.

thawtz on ryan Lochte

kinda feel sorry for the dude. Wasn't like he wanted to stir up the hornets nest with his false police report.

Now he's becoming this sort of olympic disgrace in the public eye.

Hang in there man. We all fuck up. I don't understand this ideology people have that everyone's perfect.

It's simply not true. I wish I could take back a lot of dumbass decisions, but I did them, I have to live with that.

I'm sure he feels horrible about what he did and instead of pussy footing around it, just say "I'm sorry."

That's it. It's kindergarten level shit bro. Just say yeah, I lied out my ass. I apologize. People will be like, yeah it's cool dog.

But no, he's being advised by his legal team to try to spin the truth some more. Only going to make things worse. It's gonna suck, but just tell everyone you made a foolish error in judgement at the time and move on.

It's only the right thing to do.

Going to do the ChunLi edit now

Hell, why not. Got a job now. It's a form of celebration to me. It will be a big project though. I estimate 3 months of work on this. Why? Because I have to get that head swap shot right or the whole thing's off. I can do the edit in a week, get it done and polished in that time, no problem. But the head swapping will demand a lot of extensive research and after effects manipulation, which will demand a long span of time.

Stick with this project though. As with my other fan edits, this will be a masterpiece of geek movie transformation. I hope you get a kick out of it as I've grown infinitely tired with hollywood's inability to just make a proper adaptation of great stuff.

I'll also do a brand new totally revamped special edition cut of the original street fighter movie.

Going to get going on this project, planning shit of course, then we'll get the heavy duty stuff going once I acquire a new GPU. This little cheap toy I have won't be able to hack the heavy editing and processing so I need a real deal one...

Wow, damn lotta bad stuff going on out there. Can't find the point of all this chaos, what's wrong with people... just chill and get some pusssay or something...

thawts on Virsaviya Warrior

Unbelievable I must say that this little girl is still living with this life threatening condition and hasn't gotten the surgery she's needed yet.

Who am I to talk, just someone who cares.

I hope to donate towards her surgery and implore others to do the same.

She's amazingly strong for having gotten to a state in life where she's able to somehow manage this condition.

Unbelievable. She should be given the surgery asap if indeed it is correctable. How many women are getting breast implants and this little baby girl is having to go every day worrying about whether she'll slip and fall and pierce her heart...

Jesus christ almighty...

update: She's been told to wait for the surgery for a few years for blood pressure reasons. Interesting, hope to see her get the help she needs. I do not like reading about children suffering at all.

Got my job back

I will indeed be a tso again. Cool. I'll be making a honest good paycheck again... heh guess I win. Suffice it to say of I get cast as land I'll never ever have to worry about money ever. I'll become a rich dude. Hope it goes down. If it doesn't then I have a damn awesome career ahead as a tso which is indeed a great job for its work pay balance. Got a good thang going...

Writers notes

People like winners but they love the underdog...

To be Aggressive or not be Aggressive....

I guess I'm getting old. I like to sit and contemplate my actions rather than just act wildly like I'm inclined to do. I'm an intellectual after all. Not my fault, I simply don't enjoy thoughtless barbarity in any way shape or form. I like a mental challenge, always have.

Here I stand. I see before me an open door to riches, to success, a hard earned one at that. I did indeed work my butt off in school. I did it for me, though I will assure you. I cared nothing for the school, the staff, the students. The only thing I craved was intellectual growth and improvement. And it worked out for me enough...

I feel like banging on phil and chris's door, and demanding the role of Lando. I honestly do. I've lived my life, taken harsh beatings, gone to hell and back again, and on top of that now, I've been cursed by the military so I have to constantly be burdened with the prospect of having a bad turn as a parent one day...

Great, whatever... that changes nothing. I still can and very much could become rich, famous, and all that good shit if I get to play Lando and I do indeed think they want me for the role.

I'll only say if they ask me, I'll do it for them, simple as that.

I'm too damn old now to goddamn run around banging down doors and all that shit. I just don't have it in me to do that at this point. I want to just do something smarter than that if possible.

I was going to go on a tirade about how tough it is to be a black man, but then I realize that that's life. Nobody got it easy honestly. Everybody's going to grow old and die old and stuff. Just live your life to the fullest while you still have it, because one day you will indeed be unable to do a damn thing at all without someone to help you or whatever aging does. Man, is aging not looking like it's going to be fun at all.

I think of life as a time to seek pleasure though art and sex and just whatever you enjoy, that's all. I don't like this idea of having to live life in pain and everybody killing everybody. I'm just not seeing the point of all that shit...

You're gonna die anyway...

Well that's all I wanted to really kinda express. I just was going to go tweet chris and phil then age caught up to me. That's a kid's attitude. I'm 30 years old. I get up out of bed in the morning and kinda have a hard time balancing myself now. Used to jump out of bed and just go. The mind is willing, but the body is saying Noooooo....


It sucks. You don't want to lose your youth, it's like, not fair man....

All I got to say is that I'm here for you guys.... I'll be working up in Niagra falls airport in the coming months doing TSA work over there. As much as I'm happy about getting in and getting a decent job again with the TSA... I know it's my destiny in this life to play Lando in that movie. I'm just kinda blown away that the opportunity to do it has finally come. I've been waiting for it for 15 years, son. 15 years...

15 years.... I want to and hope to give you a performance the likes of which people will remember for all time. I've been sitting on it for 15 years, you bet your ass, it's going to be something deep and meaningful since it's been gestating for that long...

Kenny Baker is Dead.

RIP old friend.

Thawtz on Ghostbusters kinda flopping

Damn. Wouldn't have taken much to make an at least good well made entry in the ghostbuster franchise.

I mean, it's done. All ghostheads online are doing now is trying to wipe the new movie under the rug and forget it existed.

Duh.

I mean it's like giving a shit about son of the mask for more than two seconds. They made a giant cash grab movie, that's all it was. Scooby Doo 3... Nothing to care about.

I have no desire under the blue sky to EVER watch the scooby doo movies ever again and I tried. Let me tell you this. When that shit dropped on dvd, I rented it and watched the fuck out of it trying to salvage it in my brain as a good movie. I could not. It deliberately was just awful.

So what now. Sadly hi-c will cut ecto cooler off and we'll be seeing the stuff be discontinued once again.

There's SOME hope. The movie didn't flop outright. It may over time with toy sales and blu ray sales etc. actually break even.

They won't make a sequel though. They got the message from the public. Making a remake of a classic movie isn't a good idea. The original is a classic for a reason. Shit, it was like watching spaceballs as a remake of star wars, the new ghostbusters movie. Seriously.

That's a perfect analogy to my viewing experience.

Even RGB took the ghostbusters concept more seriously than the new movie did. That's what I liked about ghostbusters as a kid, it was like watching a regular movie to a large extent. Yeah it was funny, but it also felt normal just with extraordinary stuff happening. To have the whole movie from frame 1 be a cartoonish clown show, you lose that sense of realism off the bat. So the comedy can't shine through above the realism since everything is comedic and stupid.

It's sony's fault. It wouldn't have taken much at all like I said to just make a decent gb3. Now it's a joke of a flick that nobody cares about and no sequel will be made. It did bring back ecto cooler though.

I just hope hi-c just keeps pumping it out for a good long while. It will be cancelled again so you all will have to stock pile it now.

Only hope we have is that the cartoon they're working on does well. If that shit is actually good, they'll keep ecto cooler going.

I can't believe ghostbusters has been twisted and turned inside out like it has today. Honestly never concieved of this being a possibility at all.

Ghosbusters is a lot more than just a silly kids franchise. A LOT more. That's what the people working on these new gb things are missing. It's about man's power to decide his own destiny through science and tech. I'm of course a huge tech fan, been into it all my life... so things where technology are the main centerpiece of a film is always fascinating to me. I love seeing what can be done with new tech to aid man in extraordinary situations. That's what gb has granted to generations of fans, the sci-fi aspect of seeing mankind create something to decide their own fate, the proton pack, traps, gb is as much sci-fi as it is comedy. To remove the sci-fi and just focus on the comedy is a huge mistake. It's everything. It's fantasy, scifi, and comedy all in one, plus a love story if you care about venkman's love interests. But damn, none of that good shit ws in the new movie. It was like not a ghostbusters movie. I don't care what anybody on the internet says. It wasn't. It was pixels.

Wow donald glover as possible Lando

For the love of God... totally gotta be kidding my ass.....

Lando casting underway....

Even though I should be cast if there is a God, the knuckleheads that they are Philip Lord and Chris Miller will be holding auditions for the part to do things by the book.

Going to scour the internet for postings regarding the casting. You WILL see me on the screen playing Lando. I'll make it happen guys...

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thawtz on AJfitness

Just discovered the dude got an artificial heart. That's the goddamn great thing about the internet era. You can get first hand knowledge about other people's problems. For the love of God, that sob has it bad. I never suspected he'd end up in that position.

I watched his fitness videos for fun, casually. Next thing you know I'm learning about his damn near death experiences and hospital visits and now lack of a heart.

God help him.

We got a great thing with the internet world today. Now we can get to know each other better than ever before.

And it does pain me to see a good man get stricken with such a severe and horrible condition.

Watch his old videos. He's nothing but a good dude providing tips on fitness. I watched his videos way back and thought, yeah this is educational. And he's cut like a goddamn brick house. I was like, damn son. That's what makes a dude respect another dude. You see how much he's sacrificed, then you respect the guy off the bat.

I don't have much respect for someone who's never worked hard for anything personally. Not how this bitch works... Not how life was designed.

He deserves a heart and to get back into the game and live life to the fullest and all it can grant a person. That's the damn truth.

Gonna be a TSO again...

I hope so anyway. If you're reading this blog, you probably know I used to work for the TSA. I loved the job, it was exactly right for me.

I hope they take me back.

I mean things are interesting in this world. If you have money, you can feel safe and secure. If you don't, you simply don't. I had money at TSA. I had too much money. I bought electric bikes for a couple thousand dollars and shit I was THAT wealthy. The women working at TSA, titties beyond titties. I was working with super models at that job. Cops respected me. We're on the same team, we're cool with each other. I was in heaven.

I HAVE TO get that shit back. I'm going to go for broke and try my best to get back in. Ultimately it's just a scenario where they need some dude to do grunt work over there. Not a problem.

Pay me a fortune and you'll get what you want out of me.

I can't understand the disrespect for a guy like me doing the TSA Job. I'm a college dropout. What the fuck do you think I'm going to do, work at a big corporation? Of course I'm going to do TSA level shit.

And it's where I belong to be honest. I DO NOT at this point in my life belong at like the air traffic control job. The pilot job, the mechanics and avionics tech jobs. I'm the guy who SHOULD be doing the bag searching until higher opportunities present themselves and I can go for training.

Really, it's not hard to understand that. I'm not super genius dude. I'm not super idiot either. I SHOULD be granted some fucking kind of real salary for having busted my ass through high school like I did. So sad that I ran that marathon only to fall off a cliff at the end...

Enough emo postings. Thawts on Lando and Han's relationship

I'm more and more getting this feeling that I WILL be the guy phil and chris come to for the Lando role.

I'm here. I'm in decent shape. Nothing fancy. I'll lose at least 50 pounds and look much better for the film.

Gotta eat, yunno. So wouldn't mind getting a decent salary. I'm not an actor but as you can clearly see from my vine videos, I've been playing around in front of cameras all my life. Used to do little home movies as a teen. I think I can get a grasp of the film making process much faster than anyone else could. Hell I've watched so many movies. I think I can figure out acting really quick honestly.

Damn, wouldn't mind having money gotta say. What would I do? Get pussy first of all. Imagine that, me getting laid.

I was thinking about what kind of script phil and chris and kasdan are writing. If it'll be good. Or if it'll be mad shitty.

It's gotta have tons of jokes, man. I mean, shit like jokes about the star wars kid. I want the movie to be a love letter to the fanbase and their many quirks. That's the point of the movie. Nobody going to see it because they want to see han's origin. It's got to be about the star wars phenomenon and be about the weirdo fans that we are.

I mean I'm excited. I think I can REALLY fool everybody into believing they're watching young billy dee. I mean, put your money where your mouth is on this one guys. If you want to make the mass audience go see the movie and be tricked, fooled, into seeing a young billy dee on screen. I'm standing here. I was on youtube and saw this video this dude posted about how he wants to play lando. Goddamn, son. You gotta actually LOOK like Billy Dee. That's kinda a requirement buddy. He got the voice, but he looks like way off the target, not good enough.

Me? ALWAYS looked like Billy Dee. Always. Never gave a shit about it, it's just something that I noticed. I was practically watching myself on screen in ESB when I saw the movie.

Hamill is pulling for me. That's the thing that's interesting. I have Mark Hamill on my side. He'd like me to do it. Fuck yeah I'll do it for you, my goddamn hero!!

What's the point of this long winded bunch of hub bub... damn, Just thinking about Han and Lando. This movie's going to be like the Bill and Ted movies. I dare say Phil and Chris should just basically rip those movies off. Imagine the adventures of Han and Lando and it's this weird fucktrip of a movie like Bill and Ted. They go into some warped out weird star wars shit and have a crazy adventure like them and they're both wild rocker dudes. I'd like it to be like that.

I also think they're like Ryu and Ken to some degree. Rivals, but best friends. I always dream about this scene between Lando and his girlfriend. Han's been taken prisoner and Lando wants to go rescue him. His girlfriend asks, why are doing this. You could die. He's just a no good dirty scruffy lookin pirate. Lando replies, because he's my friend. And he leaves to go save Solo. I'd like that dynamic to exist.

I like the potential here to show what can happen when two dudes are best buddies EVER and how they go through life. Too many movies are so downbeat and full of angst. This one can convey a sense of brotherhood at its core that definitely was a main theme of a A LOT of 80s and 90s films.

Yeah, I mean, that's the phil and chris thing isn't it. They're best buddies, so that's going to play into the film in the end. Their relationship will reflect han and Lando.

Was this my destiny to play Lando? I hope so. I'm getting older, once you hit 30 you get hit with a bus called life for REAL. Nothing works like it used to. I'm still young and if I rock the gym out like a mother, you bet your ass I'll look far better and younger than my age now. But I think about life and all that shit, and yeah, this is what I was put here for. This is it. This is my mission before I die. I hope Kennedy, Phil, Chris, Kasdan, Alden, understand that...

cops keep on killing black dudes

Never cared. I mean I always heard on the news about black dudes getting shot by cops, never gave a shit. Thought whatever. But when I think about it more, it is offputting.

I'm a spanish lookin black guy so I guess I'll survive in the streets. But damn, must be tough bananas for black as shit people out there.

I say fuck it. Use none lethal weapons on cops. If you can't find a cop with a brain in his head, or he's a stormfront top ranker, then mandate they all use non lethal weapons. That way, yeah, they'll just shoot a dude with a dart or taser.

I've tasted pepper spray. That shit once you get one little hint of the pepper in your eye or mouth, it's a wrap. You're on the floor crying. Why do cops go for their fucking gun first thing all the time? They can't toss a pepper spray at a guy and get him on the floor crying in seconds flat?

I don't know. Disarming all cops isn't wise. Yeah the criminals of the world will then have the upper hand. But it should be a rule that if the guy you're chasing does NOT have a gun or if you have the dude pinned to the ground, spray him up with pepper spray and that's the end of the bullshit.

Apparently to me, they're deliberately killing these guys.

Sad. Wow, that's nuts. Better go stock up on skin bleaching cream yall.

Thawts on Mad TV

So mad tv is back. What a world...

Why should you care what I think about Mad Tv returning? YA FUCKING SHOULD.

I was there watching the original religiously.

Phil Lamarr hates me because I hated him on the original Mad TV. Just kidding. Phil Lamarr has no idea I exist.

Anyway, watched the first episode of the new shit. Definitely needs some fine tuning. The jokes are good but they're no where near the original show's level.

Kinda like new Nick vs the ballsy as hell old nick. Shit just isn't as damn well made. Like the game of thrones sketch was boring as shit.

I'm watching it getting the sense that I'm watching a bunch of people trying desperately to immitate the old mad tv sketches without bringing any of their own talent to the table.

That's the thing about the original Mad they're missing. Phil Lamarr wasn't just some actor out the gutter, he was a fucking highly educated extremely talented actor who was always great at everything he touched on that show. Everyone was like that on the original mad, just actual brilliant high level people working on that show. Black people working on that show. One thing I have to comment on too was that mad tv had black cast members and it made the show feel like reality. This new mad seems like, well here's a bunch of white people and 2 little blacks over there in the corner...

If they have the balls to put the black cast members in the majority of the sketches, then it'll be interesting.

If it's a scenario where they're going to stuff the white cast members in our faces 90% of the time and toss the black cast in the background here and there, it's going to fail...

And I don't want it to Fail. I love Mad Tv. It's always been a huge part of my life, and part of my identity. Really sit and watch the old sketches. They're just comedy brilliance. Yeah they're low brow humor, but there's a subtle brilliance to them. They didn't ever make a dumb straight forward sketch on mad. Only when the smarter cast memebers left that they started to really just make snl level crap.

Good to have ya back mad. Damn good.