Wednesday, February 25, 2015

Power rangers new fan film thoughts

Internet is buzzing right now on the new fan film that takes power rangers and makes it actually good for once.

Now Saban etc are trying to get it pulled from the internet. Too late. I have it on my hard drive and it's fucking cool as all hell.

Good luck with that. Once it's on the net for even a second it's there forever, some motherfucker out there has it downloaded.

I guess they don't want this guy making money off of this thing? What's the problem, this thing is going to be watched by every kid with a hard on for power rangers and that's going to draw them to the show and to toys r us and make their sales sky-rocket no doubt.

Leave it up, let it generate interest in the new power rangers movie for fuck's sake. I would...

Furthermore, it's not like power rangers is still blazingly popular these days. So wtf. If anything can get people old and young interested in the rangers again, that's a damn good thing. Fucking stupid, Saban, right now. That's all I got to say.


Saturday, February 21, 2015

more reasons I'm never going back to college

I don't honestly get the whole college thing. I've been brainwashed same as everybody else about its greatness and how it leads to infinite wealth.

Hell wouldn't mind having a goddamn mountain of money like college grads do, but I'm not totally fucked in life am I. I got a little shitty decent job. I'm at a place where I work on aircraft my passion in life. It's a good environment being at Laguardia. I've been a New Yorker all my life. I've been here since I was born. I've been in penn station as a kid after our amtrak trip to Florida. I've been to LGA and JFK as a kid many times as my parents took me to grandmas house. I do indeed feel at home here in the city. I never feel like I don't belong. I've been here since I was a little kid, EVERYTHING about NY feels old to me. I've seen it all my life.

I look at the kids at LGA and I know what they're going through. I've been in their shoes sitting there waiting for the baggage claim to come up with the luggage. I was there too.

I've been there as a kid waiting to board a plane. I remember how I LOVED the moment when you finally step foot on a plane. I don't want to ruin that for the kids I see going through those first few steps in life when they get on a plane. So I don't bother them, I just watch them going through the same shit I did.

It's amazing to me to be like watching the next generation being introduced to the world. It really is. I'm both terrified and excited for them. There's much to see, much fun to be had. And much pain to be endured.

I'm a New Yorker, this fucking town will give you some goddamn scars, that's the damn truth...

Gonna hopefully keep this job though. It's not far, that's the only good thing about it. The bigger issues are when you have to go long distance to work. Merely taking a train and bus, I'm more happy about to be honest. And the pay isn't too bad. If you stay long and get overtime money, your check goes through the fucking roof, so it's definitely right up my alley.

I say to myself just get a goddamn moped and drive myself to work, that's the end of taking the fucking shitty subway. I don't condone anyone taking that death trap of a thing. I mean just, there's all kinds of fucked up form of humanity going places on there. At least at the airport, you'll be amongst people with some sense of dignity and sanity, but not so on the subway. Fucking psychos with nothing to lose, homeless fucked up people. Lord knows why you rarely see white people on the subway, they don't generally hang out on it i notice. No way, taking the higher road no doubt. 

Must be something else being white, must be. You don't live life feeling like you got to be on other race's level and that's awesome. I wish I could feel that way...




Monday, February 16, 2015

Review of Hobbit Battle of five armies

Got a lot of new fantasy movies in theaters these days.Went to see Hobbit LEGIT, could have bootlegged it. In fact I have the hobbit on my computer and watch it once in a while.

Battle of Five Armies, what can I say about it. It's definitely worth the price of admission. I went to see it last night after work. Had to, I kick my self in the butt for not saving the ticket stubs to all the Lotr movies I saw when they came out. Now I'm wiser and so I saved the ticket I got for this movie and x-men days of future past although I should have truly kept my stubs for matrix, xmen etc.

The thing about me that you have to know about is how much of a pack rat I am. Always have been a HUGE collector of toys and memorabilia. Like Harry from Aicn, we're brothers from another mother, I'm a nerdy geek comic book retard fucktard same as he is.

Same as a lot of us nerd boys are truth be told...

I still got A LOT of old happy meal and burger king toys from back in the old 90s. I seriously have all that shit still. Don't even know why, but it's all inside of a suit case in the garage. I even got that cloud city toy from burger king when they re-released star wars in 97. I'm more happy about having that than I am about having the tickets to the fucking shitty prequel movies.

Got tons of toy story toys from back in the day too. They're still trying to make toy story stuff for today's kids, but you HAVE to have been there when that movie came out for the first time and it blew up all our 90 kids brains out of our skulls, it was a phenomenon and the toys that came out to coincide with a movie about toys, was just amazing shit.

I was truly impressed with the toys they made for toy story when I was a kid and fell in love with the movie.

I can't say I'm too fond of the newer toy story movies etc. They're not int the same league as the original primarily because that time has passed and we're all no longer kids, we're just kinda arrested in a state where we're hanging on to the glory of the 90s but that time isn't here now. We have to let it go and shit...

So what can I say about the movie in case anyone cares what some fanboy thinks about big epic peter jackson cinema.

It's a far better film than it has any right to be that's for sure. You can tell once smaug is taken down, there's no movie left. They had to find out how to make a movie after the entire fucking threat in the film has been taken down.

The movie then becomes a political film from this point forward. It's about the complexities of greed, war, and honor. Thorin struggles with his own corrupted soul at the end of the movie. There's a lot of sad scenes where characters we've gotten to know for so long are taken down. This is the empire strikes back of the hobbit films I dare say. This is where everything goes to shit for all the characters. It's really a sad ending to the film, nothing really ends, this is the prelude to the LOTR movies prettymuch. The ending is nothing but winks to the beginning of Lotr.

But it's a hell of a good film. And not too much fanboy jerking off in it. Except for Legolas being all over this one. This was the LAST time Orlando Bloom would play Legolas FOREVER, so they had him get a hell of a lot of screen time, problem is, he's got NOTHING to do with anything going on in the story, so him being so up front and center so much doesn't really make much sense and reeks of fanservice.

Anyway go see it, and that other fantasy movie 7th son, watched a bit of that before going to see Lotr, was like damn this is some good shit right here. where'd this motherfucker come from?

Alright, that's all I got to say about that...



Monday, February 9, 2015

Money money money

So apprently we're all getting a raise. I heard about the new like 1.10 raise that the port authority was forcing on all airlines and contractors.

I mean, wtf, it's not going to be more than a small bump in pay. Hell I made 11 dollars an hour in security. 15 at TSA.

But any extra cash is a welcome thing to me.

That's a step in the right direction. I mean it's almost like I'll be earning pay equivalent to the work I'm doing now, sorta...

I work hard as fuck, so having money enough to spend on potential rent and things would be nice. It's like a lot of guys working the airport are good quality people just trying to earn some fucking food money for fuck's sakes, but these companies don't care, they'll exploit your hard work and give you some pennies in return.

So the raise is a welcome change indeed. If you work your ass off at an airline job which is high stress environement and indeed my job in particular, you might not think it, but I could if I wasn't careful bring down the plane and kill everyone. But I get paid shit for whatever reason.

How can I fuck up the plane you might wonder? Very easily. Not put the ground power in properly. Maybe damage the landing gear. Maybe not put the cargo in the aircraft properly so the pilot has to struggle to fly the plane. You don't know it, but ramp guys have A LOT to do with flight stability. Yet they get paid GARBAGE compared to mechanics.

I'll do the math myself to figure out how earning 10.10 will pan out as far as potential rent money is concerned. I do intend to move out of my parents house at some fucking point and sink or swim in this world.

I just wish I had my delta flight privilege back, that shit was awesome. I mean shit, but maybe I can get paid well enought, go back to fucking ass raping college, pay my tuition, then fucking be the guy flying the fucking plane instead, that'd be great, I tell ya... goddamn...

Saturday, February 7, 2015

Hate the school system, I really do

Just downloaded a spanish language app for my phone and since using it for 10 minutes I've learned more spanish than I have in how many countless years of school I've gone to.

I'm not a fan of school, I'm a fan of self-learning and improvement from here forward.

I've always taught myself everything since I was a kid. I taught myself how to type. I taught myself how to do math and struggled to learn how to read and write etc. Most everything I know I've had to learn through teaching myself, so I'm not a proponent of the idea of having to go through some big massive school system. I just don't.

The problem with school is that it's a blind massive complex system that doesn't care about the individual. It's militarized to such an extent that it loses the personal touch that actually works far better than the droning mechanical boring course work they dole out like we're all machines.

I curse myself for buying into the bullshit idea that I had to wake up at 5am and run to school and do work, only to end up getting jobs like baggage handler. If I only knew that I was beeing juggled like a ball by white people, I'd have never wasted my time on school, but they got my dumb ass. It's all a game, what can we have the brown people do next?

It's like really the only fucking reason I botherd with high school was because the girls there were flaming hot as shit.

Otherwise, I didn't care a shit about it. And I still don't. I want to learn a language and master an instrument, always have, but I never thought that other people would make it their business to put an obstacle in your path to self improvement. Apparently people think I'm fucking 40 and can't possibly gain any new skills and grow as an individual. That's the attitude I get all the time, it's like, oh you're 28 you're sooo fucking done developing.

Hardly. But I'm no longer thinking grown men and women are mature and all that. Like someone said this world after your childhood is just a much bigger playground than the one you came from.

Wtf, ok, fine. Does the shit that got to do with me? Why I gotta be having a mountain of crap on my plate, who the hell am I?

Yunno the thing about it is that I piss off a lot of people because I'm not straight out of fucking kenya black guy. That's the reason.

I never thought about it, that I'd be persecuted for being part white. I NEVER conceived of that being a possibility.  I don't identify with my white genetics at all. I've always felt like a fucking black kid.

I could never hide it. I'd just accept that I was a black kid and a nerdy steve urkel black kid and that was it. I didn't think for a second I'd be given shit for being a mulatto.

Had no clue.

And I am a TRUE nerd. I love comics, movies, art, science, math, philosophy, reading, studying, education, and technology.

I've watched EVERYTHING they put on tech tv because that's who I am at my soul, a tech nut.

Still haven't gotten laid yet. Not a fan of going out into life and having people try to control my dick these days. Saddest thing I've ever seen or experienced but this world is beast mode if you're not a little school kid anymore. Somebody somewhere will attempt to tell you who you can or can't fuck, like that's their goddamn business.

Okay, go fuck yourself guy. I don't give a damn what you think about my potential offspring and shit? I'm just trying to get some ass for the first time in my life. What makes you think I care about pregnancy and all that shit?

You got to be smoking a ton of herbs or some shit. Anyway, back to hunting down pussy.

It's sad as fuck I gotta say. The way this world's just a free for all after your school years. Really sadly there's no concern for each other's welfare out there, just isn't.

Can't develope into a man and get laid and learn about sex? Good, fuck you...

I honestly didn't see that coming, have to say. I did everything this world asked of me, pushed myself to inhuman levels of endurance to get through fucking high school, just to get pissed on after all was said and done.

So, it was all a big "gottya"

Yeah...

Well played...






nope not gonna be fiight attendant

got my rejection letter today. Fuck. Oh well. Southwest here I come...

I have a love/hate relationship with my job, people. It's easy, that's the good part. But sadly there's a few dipshits working there trying to act like bigshots because they're baggage tossers. Gotta love being black and working with other blacks at the bottom of the world. You really do. It's just no matter how obvious it is that you're whitey's bitch boy in this world, you'll have blacks acting like they're the goddamn boss and can't be topped by anybody. Seriously?

It's a mess black people, just a right old mess...

Anyway, gotta say Mark Hamill looks fucking LIKE Mark Hamill now. That's a wonderful and welcome revelation coming down the movie pipe these days. To see Hamill return to his younger form is a welcome surprise. I knew he was in shape for Luke, not like I didn't see the photos, but he slimmed down a SHIT TON, to the point where he seriously looks exactly like Luke from ANH but with fucking of course years of wrinkles and shit.

I gotta say, it's just amazing to see him put so much of his life into Luke one last time. He could have played fat luke and said fuck it, luke got fat after Rotj, deal with it, but he said, no I'll find a way to slim down. And you have to realize losing weight at his age now is goddamn a miracle. This is something beyond human what Hamill's doing.

He's basically putting his body into starvation mode at his age now to completely remove most of his body fat.

It's called the ketosis state.

As you can see his body's cannibalizing itself for energy every day. 

It's much harder to lose pounds at 60+, the testerone just isn't there anymore to provide that youthful energy needed to lose the weight.

I can imagine he's putting a lot of effort into this last turn as skywalker. He's going for broke. he's hitting weights, on a high protein low carb diet, basically pushing his body to inhuman limits of exhaustion.

I never thought I'd see Hamill pushing himself even further beyond all the shit he's been through in his life. I never thought...

It's certainly an inspiration to me. I'm all about body building and losing weight. I'm all about that stuff. So yeah to see Hamill at 60+ dropping all his fat off and looking so much healthier and younger is truly inspiring to me.



Monday, February 2, 2015

flight attendant simms?

Could it be possible? Just did delta interview for flight attendant. That'd be a dream job if I could get it. Not going to bank anything on it. Or hold my breathe etc. This is just a little step into the right direction for me. I SOOO belong inside of the aircraft doing mechanic work or flight attendant duty it's just ridiculous. I'm not some retard, shoveling shit inside of the belly is not where I belong. I'm too fucking intelligent for that shit.

We'll see. I don't really like my job now or anything but it's not this terrible job, I get paid prettymuch in the same fucking level as the work itself. Certainly not like JFK where you get paid NOTHING and do a fucking mountain of work all day. Going through that, this job means shit compared to that HELL.

But I have to say I'm getting tired of certain aspects of my job. I have to take the subway which means you'll see fucking shit loads of homeless people all the time. And there's homeless piss stained people even hanging out at LGA. I've seen the same dude hanging out in the airport for the last few weeks, obviously he's a homeless guy.

You can't do that, you can't fucking live in the airport. If I see him again I have the mind to tell the police about that fucker. I really do.