Thursday, August 31, 2017

Mattis, tells tump to fuck himself

Well well well, finally someone who's not a complete dumbass in the white house...

A man who's seen war, didn't avoid the draft, hasn't been fed through a silver spoon and had his life handed to him on a nice safe easy ride has told Slump NO.

We're finally getting somewhere.

And that's interesting, the last agency that would NOT take an order should be the mil. They will not ban transgenders for now...

They're not stupidly going to take orders from incompetent leadership. Damn fine stuff. And hopefully we see more of it.

I've lived too long, seen too much, and yes, some ASSHAT will at some point in your life tell you to do something that's just stupid, and expect you to do it.

Everybody's brave enough to sit in a position of authority and watch others bleed around them when their orders fail. Don't follow orders blindly. THINK.


Tuesday, August 29, 2017

Thawtz on All the protest stuff.

What a mess...

I mean yeah, if you actually sit and read all the comments and posts online about the current conflict between people and protesting and as usual, blacks trying to figure out where they can stand in this country without being totally rejected, yeah you'll go nuts.

It's obvious to me what's going on. We have a dangerous trend bubbling up. It's not just this oh, there was a small scuffle between nazis and common folk in some town no one knows. There's a movement stirring within the nazis today. There's something big they want to goddamn do...

I'm personally learnnig about the shitpile that is politics and yeah it's a mountain of shit.

Who'd want to deal with that...

Only people who have something to gain apparently...

I just don't get it. Nothing's going to change. Nobody's sweepingly supporting blacks getting good jobs, having high class life styles, none of that shit. What are white people scared shitless of? Why do they become so defensive if you take a "libtard" stance on American rights and freedoms and feel so threatened?

You're still white. You'll be fine...

Say whatever you want, and yes it's awful that Antifa stuff and how they're giving fuel to the nazis by behaving like nazis themselves, but... they're an ant fighting a giant that is the white establishment in this world... they're nothing.

It's laughable to see commentors and even Lump himself whining about the antifa guys, when yeah.... at what point did some punks with sticks bake millions of people?

FUCK NAZIS.

When did we get to this point where we're going to defend them at all?

FUCK NAZIS.

In my opinion, Antifa should get bigger bats!

But yeah, they should stop, it's just making things worse. You're giving the Nazis exactly what they want, that's all it's going to do... It's a double edged sword....


Monday, August 28, 2017

Hellboy Loses Ed Skrein

He's decided to step down due to acknowledging the controversy surrounding him being cast as an asian character which hollywood loves to do for no particular reason I can figure out. Yeah I guess it does hurt these things. A lot of people protest these movies these days when they cast white people as every race, it will hurt box office. And I guess he sees these casting choices as wrong too.

I mean that Egypt movie with white people as the egyptians, can't remember the name, but when that came out, it was just, wtf.

What do I think about this stuff?

I'm an avid believer in the right actor makes the part his or hers, regardless of the person's ethnicity.

Guess what ethnicity this woman is:



Not Hispanic at all...


She put on makeup and acted hispanic so well she fooled many spanish people during Aliens and yet it was all acting, true pro...

One thing I was just found out on the youtube one day... So yeah, that perfectly shows how it can work. 

Other times, yes I agree it's just a racially motivated decision based not on acting skill or whatever but to change the original character for the hell of it. 

This is a dumpser fire debate. One that has no clear cut answer and will probably go on forever... Bottom line to me, if the actor is right, that's all that matters. Like, Darth Vader or something. Lucas originally intended to have the actor in the suit do the voice. He wasn't available due to schedule or something so he tapped James Earl Jones to do the dubbing, and BOOM perfection. It's like, to me I think some point we'll evolve to look beyond the skin. The great acting skill is where it all matters. Everything's going to be CGI anyway. 





Sunday, August 27, 2017

A modest proposal to porn makers

Let's make it better.

I love porn. I mean it's kinda not even my choice. I just kinda got interested in the female body one day and it was just a snow ball effect after that of liking the stuff.

It's a good drug I got to say. Yeah life gets you down, but then you jack away and you stupidly get a good feel to things after wards and it's just soothing, can't argue with it...

I'm an artistic person. I don't like the term artist. It's just too broad. You can be an f'n martial artist, doesn't truly pin point what you do in the art world. What I do is visualize things. I'm all about the visual side of art.

And Porn has disappointed me for too long. It's just so boring and has been that way forever. They try to mix it up now and again, but it's never good.

Like, I got into anime and hentai as a lot of us did back in the early 00s because that was the only place that kinda did porn more fun. We had shit like dragonball fanservice, sailor moon upskirts and fanservice, then we had stuff like ghost in the shell if you ever got that from the library. One thing I have to say was good about my days here as a kid was that the librarirans never actually knew or cared what anime was. Since it was a cartoon they put it in the kids section. So my friend told me about how he rented r rated porno anime from the library regularly and we watched some from time to time. It was bloody gory awesome shit tits everywhere. FOR KIDS.

Library is obsolete now, LOL.

Well I'm watching some porn now and yeah, kinda just not feeling how bland it is. I've envisioned what I'd like to see them do and I hope they take my advice.

Stop having the girls look into the camera, it's not a documentary, it's not an interview, it's sexual exploitation of the female body. That's it. Yeah, say what you want but that's what I want, not to get personal.

The best porn I've ever seen in my life wasn't even a porn. There's this movie Firecracker, shit was just some regular movie until the good shit went down and she gets chased for a while and then little by little the guys chasing her pull her clothes off until she's topless and has to fight them with her breasts swinging everywhere. THAT was a masterpiece... They simply don't make that anymore.

Every porn is this. Girl is clothed. Next shot, Girl's naked. Bitch looks into camera and says too much nonsense. Dick sliding into asshole, fucking. Jizz shot, porn over.

When it's just that, I can tell you, it sucks.

Where's the art?

Where's the attempt to create a visually interesting feast for our eyes?

Some girl's are sculpted very very nice these days yet the directors shoot them like they're shooting a documentary. It should be cinematic. It should at least attempt to provide good lighting, cinematography, something unique and creates a powerful less clinical imagery.

I'll use some examples to illustrate my points...

Like this one of KatieThomas:





What's wrong with this picture. This is all I need to show you to give you what I think about how bad porn's done these days. The lighting is awful, it's just the natural lighting, she looks plain and un extraordinary. There's little sex appeal. She looks directly into the camera, so we're focused on the person, not the great butt, legs, hips, breasts, and other features. We're thinking, who is she? Not thinking, Wow, great buttox. That's all wrong. 

Look at this:


During my porn travels I came across this image and just had to save it. It's exactly what I want more pornographers to f'n make. This is a pro making this image. He has her look away from the camera. Now you're not looking at her and wondering who she is. You're focused on her body, her body is her personality. The body language is more important in fact... 

Just in case you think I'm being hyperbolic about how much seeing a girl's eyes ruins a picture, check on this one:

Nice picture of tierra Watson, stunning girl who's terrible at taking pictures. I curse how much she looks in the camera having no clue that she's ruining the photos... Great photography, looks in camera:


Greaty photography, looks in camera:


Nice body, looks in camera:



Accidently DOESN'T look in camera because she's pulling shit off her ass...

Masterpiece:


This is the only photo of her that's good, all the rest she looks in the camera every time and fucks them up... 

Why do I hate when girls look in the camera in porn. It's about arrogance. It's about the girl wanting attention for herself and not giving us her body. I think when girls put their body on display and try not to draw attention to themself as self centered personality, it's actually what men are attracted to. We respond to females that are displaying themselves in a non confrontational way. 

Read any body language book. When two animals are aggressive towards each other, they look directly into each others eyes. When one person wants to show another that they are relaxed and inviting, they put their defenses down and open up. That's what we're responding to, at least I am...

Body Language is something pornographers and photographers probably should study if they want to do it right...

Other than that. I'd like porn to go HFR in the future. And use more slow mo when they can. I love slow mo porn. It's what really porn should be about, relishing the moment, not getting it over with before you blink:


Epic how we can get more detail from slow mo than if it was just quickly blasted at us and made no impact.

Lastly, I'd like to see more cosplay porn and adventure porn. Actual porn stars I've come across are serious cosplay nuts and do the whole pateron cosplay porn stuff. Wouldn't mind if they made mini movies as those characters with a adventure/sexual slant to it. Roger Corman style... that'd be something to see...









Saturday, August 26, 2017

So my phone is gone

Parked out front a building to go deliver papers. Came back, started driving a ways and then noticed something strange, my phone was gone. I looked to see if it dropped down into the car somewhere. Nope. Some asshole came up to my parked car while I was in the building, leaned into the window and stole my phone right from the dash. They must have been seeing me park there for days, knew the routine I go through and decided they had plenty of time to ransack my car for goodies.

Of course I feel defeated. I had some things I would have liked to have saved from that phone, shit I won't recover, ever. It's not a total loss. I never considered that phone extremely vital to my life and if indeed it was a camera full of static shock footage, you could bet I'd cancel the project.

The person who stole it wasn't even black to my shock. I do indeed expect black thugs to go stealing shit, but no this was a hispanic guy. Called my phone and guess who answered, someone speaking heavy spanish. The guy who stole it can't even speak english and even fumbled with my phone's touch screen and sent the number I was dialing from a text message. Eventually he figured out how to turn the phone off.

It is locked. Nobody can get inside it unless they know the code. It's not an elite samsung phone. It's a fairly cheap affordable Honor5 phone that nobody cares about. I just thought it met my needs so I bought it.

Sadly I doubt it will show up on ebay since this dude can't speak english apparently and won't be selling it on there. He'll put it up for sale for like 50 bucks drug money. That's all the bronx is, a drug riddled shit hole.

Makes you want to kick ass, just go around beating the shit out of every douche bag looking guy who steals things in NY... I don't give a fuck about those people, shoot and kill all thieves please police. Just kill them all.

How did my day go like this. Just wake up, go to work, struggle to get things loaded, then have it all ruined in no time. That's just awful. Sad, pathetic shit.

I will be quitting this job on 9/10 and good riddance. If you're not getting robbed on the street, you're gonna get robbed at work by a bunch of assholes running some shit stain obsolete company into the dirt.

How long is newspaper delivery going to be around? It's like getting your bill in the mail, who does that shit anymore? Get with the times.

Yeah I mean, I can only handle so much distress, I can tell you that. I'll never feel safe and in fact I always walk around with pepper spray since I've been a new yorker all my life, you gonna get mugged at some point. Bunch of black people live here, you gonna get mugged.

Yeah, just a bad bad bad situation. And the thing that struck me was that nobody cared. I'd show up late for delivering papers since now I have no GPS to guide me through the streets and they'd blow up about it, like fuck you. Deal with it or go buy the fucking paper at the store and shut up. I could care less you couldn't get your stupid paper. Get a goddamn laptop.

So frustrated. I want to always be upbeat but then shit like this happens and you realize life is not always rosey and nice. The devil is at work and is trying to fuck our lives up every day, EVERY DAY.

I sat in my car and I asked God, why me, why today, why this bullshit. I have no idea!!!!

This is just making things just harder for me, why? I mean Yeah now I know to activate and keep my camera rolling in my car, damn straight. I'm going to wipe the memory clean on the card and have the camera running and of course not leave my phone in my car ever again. I started out fearing it would attract thieves but after like the hundredth time of it not getting stolen, I relaxed about it. Fuck me.

Will never recover from this unfortunately. This emptiness of losing a part of yourself, I've felt it before of course when my animation project I worked on for hours was gone after the computer froze, that was a massive pain, then things like this have happened numerous time when I've lost electronics with valuable stuff on them... life is sadly like this and I guess it's my turn to feel the pain of serious loss that's out of your control. I mean, I've had plenty of opportunities to steal laptops left by business people taking the metro north, but I being who I am a heroic nice guy returned the laptop to the police, (how sad that cops still look at me as some thuglicious black dude but alas) and of course TSA always has this stuff happen, people leaving behind their phones, their laptops etc. And indeed they don't get them back at all. That's truly bone crushing to learn your whole laptop is gone or whatever.

This phone had good things on it. I always made notes concerning my philosophy on life. All of those notes are poof non existant. I did indeed come up with a neat little tune and recorded it with the voice recorder, gone. Never going to hear it again.

Only conclusion I have after things like this happen.... maybe nothing matters. Certainly as much as we all want to believe our lives matter and will be remembered and all the videos we take and shows we make matter and will be preserved and last to the end of time, NO it simply won't. At some point this whole planet will blow up and chances of us finding and escaping to a new one are very very slim. In fact, scientist are pretty clear on humanity's fate being pretty darn sealed and really if we want to keep any chance of life for us going, we have to figure out if there is a way we can inhabit a new planet.

So yeah, very depressing thoughts.

I will tell you all this. I will not stop. I will not be deterred. I will push forward with my static shock project to my dying breath. I don't give a fuck how many phones I lose or whatever.

Nothing matters to me more than finishing my work.

Nothing.





l o l



might as well be this guy...




They don't give a giant F about Lando's character being accurate at all. At... All... 



Friday, August 25, 2017

James Cameron vs Wonder Woman

Interesting. I have to say everything Cameron's saying these days is being taken and warped into all kinds of things by the internet. Maybe he should just not put his opinion out there. Never a good idea in this world, but he does have some thoughts on female progress in the film industry. Is he correct in stating that the new wonder woman movie hasn't really done much or anything to push females forwards as real serious movie stars instead of walking talking breasts?

The director of wonder woman is quick to play the female card and claim everything Cameron says is false because he's not a woman and simply doesn't know what it means to be a woman and should not even begin to think he does.

But he's right. Wonder Woman has been sexualized in the new movies.

mind you...

Now I haven't seen wonder woman, but I don't really need to. All the new wonder woman has been in the zack snyder movies is fan service topia.

I watch a lot of fan service, I've built my entire artistic life on fan service and porn, I can tell you when a female is being sexualized for boner-dome.

The director of wonderwoman says women can be sexy and still be strong and complex and that james cameron is a big poopie head for not being female and wanting people to focus more on personality and drama than the boobs and ass.

So yeah, I have to say it's not looking good nor does the director's own counter argument really make a better case than Cameron's. Cameron's arguing FOR feminism. FOR focusing on females as PEOPLE, not BODIES.

And everyone's crucifying him for it, even a woman... Can this get anymore bizarre?

I have to say, yeah, I don't give a shit. If a movie's got a female lead and she's more than just boobs, ok. If it's nothing but boobs, that's ok too. I've gotten kinda more exposed to girls these days. Some are not ashamed of being hot and others are, you never know what you're gonna get.

I do like movies that try or attempt to give girls more depth, shockingly, I'm a HUGE fan of girls, I like seeing girls and knowing who they are, what makes them tick, it's good stuff, and I think Cameron does too. To see modern Female lead movie not offer a character of depth and interest must disappoint him as someone who's broken the mold on female leads so many times...

All that said, I kinda want to think about what movies I've personally seen with actual good interesting female leads who aren't just tits...

Sadly, yeah I think Cameron would have been safer pointing out that Alien Covenant's lead SUCKED DICK, might as well have. I was offended by how empty her character was and just existed to give us anime nipple fan service. Fucking LITERALLY:


Those two nipples are HER WHOLE CHARACTER. 

And that's a shame. I have met some very complex interesting women in the past few years. It's possible to yes, have the nipples poppin like mary, but make her far more interesting beyond it. 

As for movies that feature females who I personally think are interesting, Rey in star wars force awakens I dare say did a lot more for girls in movies than wonder woman did. And that's interesting, star wars has never had a female lead, EVER. This is a giant reason why the movie's daring, though it's not as good as it could have been.

I've yet to fully sit through ghost in the shell, but I'm actually enjoying it and feel it gets the character of Major.

Always had a fondness for Leia and she really to me represented girls better back in her time than they do these days. Even when Leia was in the bikini, you still KNEW who she was, and knew how much of a bitch she was. So yeah, that's what cameron's complaining about, we don't know this bitch, we just SEE this bitch's tits.

What else, kinda having a tip of the tounge moment... but yeah, there are others I've seen recently and liked quite a bit. Lucy Lawless is still very good at what she does as a tough female.

What else, Rogue One actually, though she was about as complex as Cardboard, amazingly made it to the end of the movie without losing half her clothes for some reason, would have been better if she did though. What a waste of a fine looking babe

Yeah man, that's all I really can think of, there haven't been much female oriented films, I mean there are quite a few and have been several but they're mostly independed shit, not really main stream. What cameron envisions is that female centric movies DO get more potential viewership in the main stream and Wonder Woman failed to leap beyond the fan service stuff, that's his complaint....









Wednesday, August 23, 2017

Current Stupid

Fascinating. Twitter is interesting. I'm an internet veteran. Started heavily using the net at 14 back in dial up days. There was no such thing as instant high speed HD video, mountains of porn, literal Live video feeds of shit going on TODAY. I mean the stuff happening would take maybe a day or two to show up on the news, not be instantaneous. It's a tough adjustment to make, having things change so fast and be so different than what I grew up on.

Should I take the internet seriously now? Should I give a fuck about twitter, facebook, and shit? Honestly, considering my fav celebs are on it and are like family to me, yeah I do take it seriously. But there's still that side of me that doesn't. Cuz I used to use the net all the time and not get personal with it. It was like reading a random magazine as a kid, it was just something to do while shitting.

But yeah, the way Dump has his Shitter account and constantly makes an ass of himself on there is always fun to read.

That's a plus. You get the raw deal, no masking or changing who he is or how stupid he is, it's all raw and real.

Very strange current climate of nonsense as usual. It's just like are we going to nuclear war, are we gonna die soon? That's how we're supposed to feel. Why does anyone still support this flakey fake presidency? Most of the guys the dude brought with him are gone...

I gotta say he's lasted a hell of a while. If he was black, forget it, he'd be gone as soon as he uttered covfefe. Gotta respect being white. It's like being some kind of hacker in the matrix. You can do anything.

I don't even know where to begin trying to make sense of what the media's going on about. All I know is that the guy should just shut up. He just goes up on stage, completely shits out his mouth a bunch of nonsense and then we get confusion and just general misinterpretation of his crap. Just don't make speeches anymore or make few. This might end better for you if you don't mess it up.

The biggest topic of the day is that he's ready to pardon a person who's a racist and racially profiled people illegally.

I originally wanted to ask the real quesiton on my mind, is Rump a Racist. Am I a racist, since I'm not full on super saiyan darkness like real black people.

Do I personally like Black people at all?

LOL, don't ask me that question. It's not going to be a pretty answer. I'll leave it at this. I like girls of all colors. My dick isn't racist.

As for the twitter point I was making. Recently been getting like some kind of back and forth with serious twitter users, even celebs who've responded to me. It's daunting. I don't and never thought I'd be here having access to celebs so I honestly don't want to become this stalking fanboy and be wiser about what I'm doing with this thing. Intellectualizing it is wise...

We're talking boy geniuses using twitter. I knew they were out there. But yeah, one user on twitter is a boy genius, probably some kind of elite level harvard grad or something, and he's very popular, but he's a smart son of a bitch, you fuck with him, he'll do some deep shit to you.

Should I take this seriously? I mean, no one's ever died and had that shit live broad casted online in my day, but here we are, it's possible. Soon as that girl got mowed down, it was on the internet 10 minutes later that day.

So is the presidump a racist? I mean, yeah obviously. But I don't totally blame him. It's not like we have a collective classy black identity these days. In fact, I think the efforts that were being made to shape public perception of blacks to something less respectable has resoundingly worked. We've gone from Urkel to don't know... there's none, not one positive black nerdy role model today, not one. Black people being beaten by KKK in the streets, that's the image of black people today. Good God.

I'm really struggling here, there's not like one character on tv, movies, or nothing that I can point to and say, yeah we've made progress... My mind is coming up with dust... And I don't mean tolken black characters. Urkel was the STAR of his show. That's what I mean. I mean like if there was a show where the star represented an elite level highly educated black person, that's what I mean, shit can't think of one. I mean wow...

And ya know what, with the current world we're in, hell no we won't get that again, I was truly blessed to grow up during my time, too blessed.












Tuesday, August 22, 2017

some guy cut from Solo film

So bad, man. I was hoping Howard was completely reshooting the movie from square one, but no, he's actually just finishing it more or less. Don't know how much is going to be Lord and Miller's and how much is going to be Howard's.

What does he honestly think about having to get a hand me down star wars movie rather than build and design his own... He's a scrappy guy, he can roll with the punches, I know him. I grew up watching him. He's the kinda guy who will take the challenge and see it through to the finish even if its going to be ass.

And ass it may very well be. I mean, OK, I swear I will shut up about the miscasting and all that shit. Glover is Lando, he got it, he'll fuck it up, but he got it... moving on...

But yeah, imagine in a different scenario Howard was making his own movie, I tweeted my facebook profile to him and he took me into consideration, called me up said, wanna have a few silly adventures in space, my man? And I said, sure as long as it's Star Trek!

We'd laugh and then get serious planning the beast mode star wars movie we'd make together as fanboys.

Anyway, just saying it's truly sad to see the movie have to make sacrifices and stuff due to time constraints or whatever. Dropping actors, none of this stuff is a good sign that the movie will be good.

Listen, I make movies and stuff, hell I've drawn comics. If you don't give a project enough time, it will come out rushed and no where near its full potential as a film, art piece, whatever. Take it from me, I've been through much in my quest to create my visions. The key thing to getting it done, yes have the skeleton ready, have the blue print ready, but the real greatness is in the meat, the moments that you build as you take time to dream up new better ways to shoot it, or whatever you want. So apparently, yeah they do have a great skeleton. And that's all we're going to get. Cold, stone faced, skeleton with no quirky little personal touches that can only come about through more drafts and re-thinking things.

Spielberg has done this tons of times. As much as he's had the movie planned from the script stage, then he gets into the nuts and bolts of making it, and changes a lot of things because he just had an epiphi-what!

Dammit! Ron Howard you better not play it safe. Goddamit! Give us something sexy!

Sunday, August 20, 2017

Shooting schedule...

I honestly don't care about the middle part of the static shock movie, training, scenes with frieda, that stuff is easy compared to the massive task of shooting the final fight scenes in the forest.

I've been over in the park for a bit, it's going to be trouble figuring out what time of day is clear to shoot and what's going to lead to dumbass gangs and kids getting in my way.

But I've been having some little eureka moments of figuring out how I want to shoot stuff.

I officially get my check on friday. Once I get paid, I will be purchasing either parts to fix the camera I have or a whole new camera all together.

Don't want to ever get a regular job for the rest of my life. I can make money, just look at uber, roadie apps, postmates, flex, there's tons of ways to make a ton of money every day. Why get a job?

Like if I drive some bullshit all the way to another state for some guy, I'll make maybe 300 bucks. Only thing that scares me is that I've never driven long distance and can't really imagine how long it would take, maybe hours of straight driving on the interstate and lol never done that shit. But yeah, get a hybrid car and you're all set with that.

Got to at least start working harder on this damn movie thing. I don't want to be struggling to wing it all together in september and lose all this nice summer sun shine. So yeah my frustration is understandable isn't it.

Saturday, August 19, 2017

Traffic laws and Flaws

I drive a lot, too much in fact. One thing you come across having to deal with this much driving is a lot of idiotic traffic nonsense... we all do. I mean we all must kinda feel frustrated by the lack of good drivers and narrow impossible to pass streets, garbage trucks blocking the entire road etc.

The thing that irks me most is that people simply don't need big cars to get to work every day. And it's stupid and most people are not traveling long distance, just going to the store or something, yet for just that purpose they have to drive a full sized car to do it. If indeed the smart car thing was mandated that if you didn't have a family you had to roll with a mini car if you live in a city, that might see a dramatic change in parking availabilty etc. The tiny golf cart sized smart car is actually all most people need in city living, but unfortunately they don't seem to be selling or some bull crap.

I think we should think about it, getting people who don't have families to be forced to drive small cars just to see if it'll change things. I see no reason under the blue sun for someone who's got no kids no wife, nothing to be driving a big ass car and taking up tons of space, makes no sense.

Another thing is the whole computer traffic ticket. Already an article on gizmodo about this subject...

this: http://jalopnik.com/heres-what-a-perfect-mclaren-f1-is-worth-today-1798037414

Haven't been targeted yet, but I agree with a lot of the comments that every traffic system needs an appeals process. Was just driving and thinking about it, there's a million different reasons why we drivers speed, some cars need a boost in gas and speed before they reach the speed you want, so you'd only be going over the speed limit a little while until you slowed down to the speed you want. How many people do this that I've seen and it's not wrong in anyway, just natural for a driver to push the engine faster to get it up and alive and kicking, same with my car especially when it's barely got gas in it, you got to push it hard before it wakes up and stays at a steady speed...

Another issue is the terrain itself making you go faster than you want to. I've gone down hill plenty of times and gravity makes me go faster, simple as that. It's not my intention to speed, just suddenly start doing so. If I ever got a ticket for that, it'd be such bullshit.

Lastly, asshole cops. I mean, forget about trying to prevent accidents and keep drivers in check, some cops are so bored today that they will actively harass you while you drive, and that shit's awful. I'm black if you didn't figure it out. One thing I've experienced so far as I've gone along for a while in my older years is that yeah all of it is true, all of it, you WILL get fucked with by cops if you drive around anywhere. They'll annoy you with the horn, flash their lights, whatever and it's just such a sad state of things when grown men act that way. And shameful as hell, but when it's a black guy who cares right, so bad... All you can do really is catch everything on camera and try to be on your p's and q's. Sadly none of that matters, they'll fuck with you anyway or worse just shoot you.

Such an annoyance. I have no intention of getting into it with cops at all. Just want to get the job done and go, but it's like playing a video game, cuz you just know a cop is hanging out looking to start a ruckus even though they turn a blind eye or are not aware of a million traffic violations every single day, that one thing YOU did is the end of the world and you need to get a ticket, omg.

Another thing, jut impatient retard drivers. I just gotta say, having the luxury of sitting in a nice comfortable car and weaving through traffic is too much for some people, they should be forced to take the fucking bus instead or subway just to get humbled. I mean, this one jackass sees me stuck behind a garbage truck, he's so badass he's going to jump around my car and pass the garbage truck cuz he's so badass at driving, finds out real quick garbage trucks kinda are huge, and has no choice but to wait, same as me. That was just, fuck you dick head.

Another instance, goddamn, this dude sees me turning, knows I'm turning, he's behind me and knows I'm going to turn, then he tries to cut me off WHILE I'm turning and quickly discovers, OH SHIT I have to wait for the guy in front of me to turn so we both don't hit each other, really, dumb fuck .

Just recently on the way back home, a guy is coming down a two way street, I'm going down my lane fine, he's coming down BOTH dead in the middle.I know he's on his cell phone, then just before we have a wonderful accident  he looks up and corrects his car's path before he kills us both. So yeah, welcome to the wacky world of driving.



Friday, August 18, 2017

Bannon Banned

Weird shit. So prettymuch everyone Stump brought with him to the white house has left, who's left? Who cares... This truly is like being there watching the Titanic sink...

I mean, I hope the whole thing collapses, it's just the right thing. You don't deserve to be president and act like that, behave like that, just... no...

And the sad thing is, I said he'd yell "We can fix the machine" at the amusement park when the ticket booth machines malfunctioned and he did... he f'n did. I feel so bad watching reporters struggle to figure out what's going on, sad that yeah as much as people want to argue otherwise, the girl died because the Nazis were feeling empowered by the new administration. I play Gta all the time, if you play online or whatever or are aware of what young punk white guys are saying, they're always on there propping up the pres and talking about how he's bringing back the old way of things etc. So it's blood on his hands and I think that if that of all things that he's done doesn't compel the goddamn senators to push for impeachment, then all hope is lost for the presidency and it's higher standards.

Just sayin, there's gotta be a line that when you cross it in such a lofty and highly respected position, you lose it... not that, oh, whatever, fart, tweet tweet shit shit, whatever....

I don't even care about Mooch and that's interesting. I thought I would. I was thinking ok, let's watch these new interviews with Mooch, and yanno, my brain was just shutting itself off while watching the guy talk. He's obviously broken. His spirit deflated. He's like watching a robot.

Just leave, go hang out with a super model in the Bahamas and... leave...

That's all my thoughts. This shit has gone down the tubes far faster than I predicted. I have to give them that, they're certainly very fast to get things done....

What do I think about life and all the issues therein, I try not to. I don't like thinking about like, what's going on between one side of people and the other. I know deep down that a racist kkk guy like he'll be spouting blood and soil and white power, then a freakin hot as hell big tittied black girl walks by and he's like, DAMN... so I'm like rollin my eyes at that bullshit.

We all racist until the titties come out that's for damn sure... I mean my dick isn't racist.

I'm not even jokin. I mean push come to shove, I bet half those guys marchin and all that would shut the fuck up when a big thick black girl ass and titties was in the room.

That's what's so damn stupid about it.

Stupid shit.

Can't wait to get my new camera so I can continue focusing on my static shock movie. I dare anyone to just outright hate what I got planned, cuz I am a trained, hard core somewhat martial artists, slash film maker since I was 5, so I know it's going to be epic. I just wish I could speed up filming, but I do have a lot of it shot now with the action cam and it's turned out to be a good little discovery through accident, I guess. If indeed you want to do wide shots without having to do massively wide shots by putting the camera hundreds of feet away, the action camera will allow that because it always shoots wide shots as if it was hundreds of feet away so that was interesting to discover that I could put the camera just ever so much back away from me and it would appear as if the camera was a block away, that's cool.

Anyway that's all folks, gotta get back to jackin off and watching youtube as usual.





Wednesday, August 16, 2017

Burning of the Flag

Once again I try to get out but current events pull me back in. I'd be a fool not to talk about this bullshit of the moment.

I'm not going to go on a long winded tirade full of emotion. That's for the media to do which is what it's all about now. Lot of emotional over sensitive political spin and rhetoric or whatever it's called being tossed around and swirling in the atmosphere. I don't disagree at all with anti-Nazi sentiment, but there needs to be more to the argument than pure emotional reaction to the Nazi element.

Let's actually pinpoint what the argument Clump was making was, being that ok, the Nazi Dumbshits were being kinda pissed on by the anti-protestors and decided to kill and beat many of them for it.

So he says, eye for an eye as his argument...

Yeah, apparently a few thugs with baseball bats is equal to a car and as many have pointed out, the Nazis had body guards with rifles with them, so who the hell had the upper hand in this. He refuses to call out the egregious and text book Nazi behavior for what it is, pure evil and has practically burned the American Flag in front of our very eyes, yet as I predicted he'll still be given warm praise by his staff and unmovable base...

People are hyperbolizing that USA is now under the control of Russia and the Nazis, and I'd love to think this was nothing but a Joke to be laughed at, but no, for some reason it's actually to me a possibility. It's probably f'n true and that's a horrible thought in the end.

It's so awkward, that yeah, you'd have a hard time wanting freakin ISIS to have the freedom to protest and meet no backlash to it, but oh hell no don't diss those Nazis. Nazis are ISIS, same shit. Literally, Sames shit. They're terrorists.

So that's something to look out for. When the next shit goes down, watch as he's quick to condemn and belittle any terrorist organization that isn't Nazis. Watch...


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Monday, August 14, 2017

I think Lucas is Directing Solo

]Not Ron Howard...

I wanted to tweet to Ron asking him if he has talked to Lucas regarding how to shoot the movie, but I'm a pussy and don't want to bother him, so I didn't...

Hard to adjust to living in a world where your favorite celebs are a tweet away, very hard. It's like if I was still going to school every day back in the 90s and suddenly Hamill showed up at the school and hung out with all of us. Beyond unfathomable. My brain doesn't want to believe things have changed, to be honest. I still think I'm that kid in the 90s struggling to get through a day of boring school, not this 31 year old doing newspaper delivery for pennies.

Current climate in the world is grim. We've gone from one day thinking how silly this new stupid tweet is from the pres, lol moochi booch got fired, to OMG we gonna have nuclear war and people getting run over in a span of a week. I frankly didn't see it coming, it's a hurricane of stupid and none of us are truly grasping it.

Slow down, let the world burn a little slower than this if possible. I'm having trouble keeping up...

So weird these times, I'm confused beyond confusion about it all. I mean, I think the biggest mistake of my upbringing was the limited contact I've had with white people growing up. My own angst about race relations is born from that because I never grew up side by side with them. I know them, I've had a childhood hanging out, chillin, going into hot tubs and playing with white kids on vacation. I don't look at a white guy and say, this guy hates my guts, nope. Grew up with a few who were my friend. I know it's actually doable, being cool with white people. Hell, I'll tell you this little shit that happened in high school. I guess this white girl had jungle fever, but she was prettymuch begging for my dick without saying it outright in class one day. I was just 17, wanted her, that's for sure, she had big ass titties, my favorite kind, but I had bigger things to do, like finish high school. LOL, finish high school, great.... Should have fucked her.

Then there's the gays butt fucking each other all day. What's up with that shit... So I'm just confused, I mean, wtf kinda shit is this world we have here. Very confusing...

Will be working on static shock, right now in fact, going to try to shoot a scene featuring the lightning that makes him static. And, hopefully get a camera. Will be detailing the new camera purchase in future posts... ok,




Sunday, August 13, 2017

So the stuff going on with the white people today

Boring. 

Sad to hear that people died for this shit show the KKK is putting on, that's about all I'm thinking about it... 

I mean, we're not going to go back to slavery days, what do those guys want really? The KKK's never going away, but a lot of what they used to have has been outlawed and changed to fit modern times. 

It's not interesting and I shrug at it all. I mean, where's the Asian supremacists. That'd really be a lot more fun. 

Actually now that Korea seems to have nukes, I do indeed think we got bigger fish to fry... LOL. So strange these times, so stupid these times, so unfortunate these times... 

Friday, August 11, 2017

Just saw Valerian the city of a thousand planets

Not bad. Not great, but not a bad flick to get your jollies in on. Not deserving to outright bomb like it did. What happened there... Comparitively it is a lot like 5th element, not as fun as that one, but if you want to know what you're in for, 5th element, bit of john carter of mars, smidge of avatar, quite a bit of space politics ala star trek, but it worked for me. Not too interested in revisiting it, but it's a fascinating and good little start that could have lead to more fun stuff. Sad it bombed. Not like it's as dumb and pointless as JJ's Star Trek films... Frig...

Thursday, August 10, 2017

Damn

Bone tired, having a gig like this has a huge draw back, NO DAYS OFF. I will never get a job like this ever again. You gotta get a day off, at least a day. I can hack 6 days a week. 7 is unfathomable. I will be giving them my 30 days notice very freakin soon I gurantee you all that shit. I'm not driving a freakin prius. It's inevitable that my car will explode from the stress I'm putting it under daily... And I don't want that to happen... Sadly, once you tell any job you're quitting, you get smashed to shit until the day you leave, some sort of ritual at work places, so I'm expecting the worst when I tell them I must leave and can't move their freakin mountains every morning, sorry.... Even AFTER I take hours to meticulously plan a route that might make the work faster, took me forever to do it and was only slightly better. They're obviously trying to get away with giving us drivers too many damn spots to hit rather than something sane that's managable. Why do jobs like to murder their employees? Why? Just be cool, why try to get away with over working  poor sob at every job. Let a dude make his money without nearly dying, for fuk's sake....

Then they can't keep guys, then they have to have a new person struggle to learn the route, wash rinse repeat. It's not an awful job. I'd gladly keep at it for reasonable pay and a f'n day off to get my head on straight and do maintenance on the car, but they're insane. Do not get a job like this even if you're desperate like I was. It's going to be too much bullshit.

As for my main reason for wanting to post. I know I said I'd stfu about Glover and the Han Solo movie. I'm getting the eerie suspision that it actually will bomb and no matter their best intentions, the only way it'll possibly work out and maybe earn back its budget is if it's some kind of actually great film. But who knows... Word of mouth will be the deciding factor on it.

New story up, (Here) someone interviewed Glover to get his thoughts on the director shake up. He provides I guess honest answers about how it was a difficult adjustment to make for him and goes on to praise Howard. Lord knows how he REALLY feels in his head vs the nice safe answer he gives of thinking Ron Howard is super great as a director.... No he's not. That's like saying Chris Columbus is a great director. No... He's not. Is he good, serviceable, gonna make a decent film, sure... Great? Far from it.

He then goes on to say he knows and acknowledges that Howard didn't choose him for Lando at all and he's like this bastard chid leftover from Lord and Miller's film, not his exact words but expresses it like that. And it couldn't be more true. If Howard had the film make from scratch you bet your ass he'd have not chosen Glover and Glover I think knows it. It's going to be very kinda tragic to see him playing Lando even though he knows deep down he was chosen for the part by the original directors to fit THEIR interpretation that we will no longer be getting.

sad shit. He's feeling sad about it, but the paycheck is still ridiculous, so WHO CARES...

Oh God, what could have fucking been...

What could have fuckin, been...



Yep. I grew up worshiping STAR WARS. AND Look EXACTLY like Lando Calrissian.

Good Job, idiots.



Tuesday, August 8, 2017

thawts of the day

Hate driving thru the bronx, bad bad bad traffic. Sad that we in this country want to live it up, everybody having nice cars, then literally you'd get to where you wanted to go faster by walking because there's so much traffic up everyone's ass. Can't believe people are raising their kids in the bronx. I mean, one wrong move when I'm driving and your kids are pavement gravy. Almost hit like 10 of them today alone. Can't imagine what the rest of my time driving here will be like...

On that subject, kinda interesting to see schools taking kids out and into the streets to do stuff. Never did that as a kid. It was stay in school, that was the message. Yunno why? Cuz Kkkops will shoot your little black ass, not only that but it's just a bad town. You are safer in school than on the street where you could get mugged, raped, whatever... But it's much better to get out and be actually getting experience being part of the world. It'd make you dare I say more prepared for living in society! What a novel idea!

People complain about my generation being less tough and ballsy than the last. Well, I was taught to NOT go out and take on the world. Be obedient, stay indoors all day, don't go out and talk to people engage society, man up and go out and grab a pair of milk balls. None of that shit.

So surprise surprise my generation has been neutered, guess the brain washing worked?  I mean I'll tell you straight, from a race perspective, black kids NEED to go out and engage society and learn how to live in it as black people. That's what I never got. I've had to learn how to handle being a black guy only in the last few years. You get treated like dirt, but you don't intimidate people as much, it's a delicate balance being a black guy. Especially and most shocking of all, the complexity of being around white people every day. That shit needs its own educational curriculum. I mean on a sexual level. Black guys and White guys can hang out all day, there's nothing racial between two men, we're like different shades of the same shit. But like my experience working with white women has been eye opening and I wish I grew up with white girls, not just watched them on tv. Cuz yeah it's been a hell of a learning curve to learn how to deal with them. Cuz the thing you don't realize while watching white girls eating fifty dicks in a porn movie, is that they're fucking really bright black girls. It's not that they're different at all really. They're just as dumb. Just white and have power over everything.

K, I'm so freakin tired after a long day of ass fucking garbage in New York as usual. Trying to find another job asap. I took this job cuz it's the only place that hired me. I'm loyal to them for that honestly. It's too tough a job and the indeed reiews for it are spot on. The company is a scam trying to fuck its workers over, but I've been struggling to find a job and this place gave me some kind of respect. I can't say I feel any ill towards  them in that light. But they're ruthless and not very well run sadly. If they actually freakin cared about their workers, it'd actually be a nice little gig. I run newspapers every morning, thankless, sad pathetic job for people that just got out of jail and will take anything or something. Make pennies, destroy your car by driving all over the goddamn world. Makes no sense, but I need to get my money on... Having shit is no good.

Barely above janitor, I'd rather toss garbage as tough as balls a job as that is, those guys probably have fucking nice condos and seriously nice toys at their houses or apts, and they get to work out and build muscle every day and look good for their girlfriends, where's the downside, ok the garbage smells like shit and understandable, but still, I'd do it...

Will be applying and hoping to get out and find a real job, not this insanity. I'd love to get back at Delta, or work ramp at Jet Blue, but it's for whatever reason seeming like too tough to get a job back working an airline again, weird shit.

I don't like the system. I'm not a dumbass guy. But I feel like I am getting dumber for having to get these bottom barrel jobs that require no intellect whatsoever.

That's not right. Isn't it supposed to be that your education level determines what jobs you have access too and therefore the smarter crop of people get better smarter jobs? Or is that system bullshit and no one told me...

Alas, I was indeed lied to. Told to go running around reading studying and working hard as hell through out my childhood for nothing... I'm just a black piece of meat to go shovel shit all day as has been this country's tradition since it started.

Well, I'll still look for better shit, which means what honestly, the people running the job world are pure 100% assholes who don't give a shit about me. I mean, I can't end up just doing meaningless dull manual labor nonsense for the rest of my days, with the brain I have, with the dreams I have, artisitc skills I have. Makes. No. Sense... And if there's justice, those running the system will correct its massive discordance with reality and the simple needs of young people who deserve better after playing by the rules.

I look around at black guys hanging out looking like gangsters and trouble makers and wonder if they're in the right, not me.

Maybe they know it won't mean shit if they do crack a book and don't bother...













Friday, August 4, 2017

Got to get a new camera

Will be purchasing a new camera so now the static shock project is in limbo at the moment. The old one is gone to shit, I pulled it completely apart and tried to fix it, but nope, whatever is telling it to not read the lens input, I can't fix it...

I'm like trying to figure out how to shoot the final fight scenes with both a regular camcorder and my action camera so I can really kinda create a unique and immersive style to it. You'll see. I do miss the old camera. I bought it for 50 bucks, it's worth 300 dollars and is one of sony's best most profitable cameras. It's amazing really what kind of shit you can do with it... Too bad it's so easy to break.

Quality vs Price. Do I want super high quality, not really. The official final film will be standard 720p 30fps. Then my director's cut will be 1080p 60fps with maybe some additional footage and stuff.

I'm only hoping to finish this goddamn dream project while I'm still in decent shape and all that. Not trying to create a genius masterpiece so don't expect that at all.

As for the current news of the day... So weird the shifting back and forth on polls and approval on Stump. There's NOTHING to approve. All I know is that there's proof in writing that russians were involved with the goddamn current administration in charge of the USA, that's not right. There's a weird disconnect between the wild unctontrollable tweety bird in the white house and the military, how's that good? Obviously nobody can keep their job when they're hired for anything. Any doubt that this is the worst white house we've ever had, has gone right out the window to space at this point, pass jupiter and your anus.

 We're kinda boned, hope I finish my movie before it's all over...

Wednesday, August 2, 2017

Alyson Court talked to me...

Yeah cross that off the bucket list....

Gotta love twitter, gotta...

This is how I know her. My family went to canada for some sort of trip to see the tower with the glass bottom etc. It was the bomb, that time in my life. Not much to watch in the hotel room but one show that kinda caught my eye was Big Comfy couch. I thought it was stupid... But I'm into weird shit so I was into it and honestly it was all I had to watch in the hotel....

The leg stretching and weird mute doll, it was just wtfville that show... Liked it though was sad when I got back from Canada and it wasn't on my regular tv stations back in NY.

And then it happened, I found it... seems like they had slots open or some shit so they tossed big comfy couch on kids tv stations that aired everything stupid and childish.

so I got her back.

Had no clue she voiced EVERY  girl character in ever cartoon I ever watched in the 90s.... Yeesh

Turns out a lot of those cartoons were produced in Canada so she was first up for the role cuz she lived there. Cree summer too. Had no idea Cree summer was canadian. She looked like a regular ol american girl my whole life, she's canadian... Oh Canada...

So I'm like, kinda overwhelmed by the current world we're in. All this instant feedback, instant communication with people you knew from childhood is overwhelming, great, but overwhelming.

That time when my family went to canada truly was some kind of nexus point for me. It was when I first saw apollo 13. My mom and dad went to watch it in theaters and I later walked in on the film and was just blown off my ass as a kid. That's why I like Ron Howard. Not because of happy days and all that, his film meant so much during that time in my life, in fact, it is the reason I intended to become an Astronaut or Pilot later on. I hope he injects Solo: Wookie Nights with that same passion he obviously displayed with 13.... Good luck old buddy, don't let me down.



Return of the Moochi

Shit.

Just Shit.

Should be interesting to say the least. The Mooch will be live broadcasting to the networks his side of the story because we all want to see that? Just wants to have the last word on his dismissal or some shit. Whatever... Always in for a good show...

Why not tweet about what you're planning? Why not shut up and get out of the way, nobody likes you asshole. Wow, politics is a dangerous bedfellow indeed. Doesn't want to go out like a punk.

The twitterverse is eager for this shit show to begin. God, what a fun few days it's been...

Tuesday, August 1, 2017

Good weather

Do what I rarely do and got out into society today be among the people... Haven't done that in a while... Stupid kids all over the place. Why can't people stop having sex. Be like me? Is that so hard?

Only good thing about going out the house is seeing tits and ass. Only good thing at all. I was just kinda having too much fun checking out the booty on the way to the DMV etc.

That's about it, not much knocking around in my head. I just hate the sphere of fear going on. You can't walk the streets free as a black guy, the world is constantly watching you. What a pain in the ass it is.

Sure enough.... sure enough.... I hope to get my car up and running then I'll post vids of me driving around and bullshit. But I want to start driving again particularly because it opens the door to more jobs... I can get to work at my pace, not bound by the flow of the labyrinthian transit system...

But of course comes the BS. Super cops will target you. You will hear that magical Bwoop Bwoop sound one day while driving to ten feet away from your house... Super Duper Cop will find a scratch on your windshield to bitch about and write you a ticket to get his jollies or some nonsense. It's only a waiting game.

But I love driving. One of the thing I like to do, go zooooooooooooooom....

Of course everybody is talking about Mr. Mooch and his short career, broke a record for shortest com chief in history, fuck.

Do I hate the guy? No. He is who he is because this world made him that way. Are there people who come out the pussy hole complete garbage and stay that way till they die, yes. But I'm more leaning towards this guy just being a flip flopping douche bag because that's the only way to survive the corporate dog eat dog world he joined and had to fight his way through...

Hasn't said a peep since the firing, his twitter is dead silent. That's telling. What's going on with these hot shot guys and their twitter accounts suddenly going dark after they get fired and shamed publicly.

First Phil and Chris, now this guy... Yet to have his Hannity exit interview...

Stay the fuck out of the public eye. People will eat you alive if you go putting your face and pride on the line in front of the world. Just do your thing under radar, better off. He went for gold, jumped out into the spotlight, and got shot down, now having nothing and no way to rebound quickly from this. Things work swiftly in the big leagues... Damn, Dog, I don't feel sorry for him because he's an asshole and I like seeing assholes get a fist in the mouth, but things have turned so bad so fast. People estimated he'd get fired months from now. No one thought so soon. So sad. So sad....

I yunno, didn't expect this shit, spicer gone, reince gone, mooch gone, all this shit is just too bizarre to believe. All Hump had to do was be presidential say things presidentialish and play president. Muuuuch Smarter people would work the machine. His pride will be his downfall the fool...