Just finished sketching out exactly what i described, at least up until the part where ronda's working out in her office. it's hard to tackle this though 'm confident i can since it wasn't as if i was that great to begin with, some of my original drawing were very crudely done. wasn't untl i got to ronda vs verona round 2 that i learned how to properly draw a female body, meaning you have to make girls fat, and curvy, not hard edged like males. looks much better when their abs or whatever fold when they bend over, looks more realistic and watching women in porn, it's clear to me that they look like they're always carrying a lot of meat on their bodies. skinny arms and two big bags of flesh and plump jiggly legs and ass attached to very round wide mid section.
so we go on with the story...
where the fuck was i...
verona fucks ronda up real bad. it's the end for our heroine, or is it! out of no where a vehicle flies through a worm hole opened up in the sky above the bridge and lands on the coast line nearby. out steps a girl with pink hair tan skin, pink outfit and gloves and a utility belt full of gadgets. she looks around, sees the bridge and dives into the water swimming deep down to where ronda lay under the crushing ruble. she grabs the pieces of bridge and lifts it off of ronda now unconcious and gets her back to the surface near the coast line. then she performs cpr, putting her mouth on rondas and pressing her chest until ronda gasps, barely alive. then the pink haired girl whips out a titty and lets ronda drink her breast milk, which has super nutrients only saiyans can utilize and it helps ronda regain much of her strength.
a now more invigerated ronda thanks the girl who is the same age as her own daughter and oddly resembles her. Ronda asks her who she is. the girl tells her that she is her grand daughter eve. ronda collapses from the shock. eve takes ronda into the time machine and flies back to the ad police station. naked as fuck ronda walks cooly to her old locker ogled by all the police men and gets some assless chaps and a tank top to where. eve blushes at her grandmother's weird behavior. ronda's never really understood why men liked seeing her body so much. at a table the two talk about the situation. eve says that the future is a dark place thanks to gero's invention, the evil android eden who has taken over everything and wants to kill all humanity. ronda eats a giant chicken leg while she lays it all out. eve's brother, adam, a skilled scientist invented a time machine in hopes that the android could be destroyed in the past. eve says she never even knew her mother or father, and that ronda was supposed to have died under the bridge. ronda hugs her grand daughter and tells her that she will meet her and both get ready and head off at super saiyan level to gero's hide out to put an end to him.
They arrive this time undisturbed to gero's hide out up in the legion of doom mountains. verona is on the roof sunbathing and gets called by gero because ronda has somehow returned. pissed verona powers up so much her bikini is completely shredded and she flies naked towards the main arena within gero's head quarters. the doors open and let ronda and eve into the massive hall way leading towards an open stadium. ronda tells gero to show himself and return eden to him. a screen appears high above and two glowing red eyes show as gero tells ronda the deal. she can have her daughter back but only after winning his little tournament of ultimate champions. it'll give his creations some excersise anyway and it would amuse him. ronda doesn't like this bullshit but agrees to whoop all their asses only if she gets to see eden first. then eden comes out dressed in a fancy dress and tells ronda that she's ok and asks ronda to win for her. verona looks on and laughs. ronda vows to beat them and the tournament is layed out. crowds gather from all walks of the underworld to witness this. gero tells verona that this is all part of his plan to give his android even greater power since the tournament stage is like a very large conductor which will suck the fighter's energy into the android making all ronda's efforts pointless.
to be continued
Friday, May 28, 2010
Thursday, May 27, 2010
starting eden
i finished ronda's stories, phew, what a long bitch of a thing that was. now on to eden's... the story is about her rise as an incredible counter force to the evil android eden. i decided long ago to keep ronda as the more supportive character and give eden more focus, who learns that she's the key to saving the world from destruction, and is the daughter of ronda's greatest arch nemisis and creator, or so it seems, making her a pivotal part in his plans to create the world's most powerful android which needs the energy of eden to achieve full power.
here's the story.
after ronda's battle with gero's cellula android, she discovers that she is pregnant. 9 months later, she givs birth to a girl of mysterious origin. Ronda assumes she is the daughter of one of teh many men who have entered her body in recent years. Ronda's attempts to train her daughter to be strong fighter are met with resistance as the 15 year old is more into boys than fighting. she soons learns why her mother is training her as she is attacked by an android at school and though she turns to super saiyan level and quickly dispatches him, two more powerful androids arrive and easily capture her.
They bring her to see gero himself who reveals he is her father and that he created her using ronda's body so that she can be used to energize his perfect android, a perfect clone of eden herself. eden is strapped to a device that drains her of her energy and inserts it into the android.
Meanwhile... ronda is at capsule corp doing some pushups with a 1000 lb weight in one hand and then she gets a phone call from her former colleuges at the ad police headquarters where she used to work as an intern, and flies over there to talk to teh chief who tells her that some people attacked eden and took her away. enraged, ronda rushes down to the only person who might know who's responisble, her old opponent Dana now on a life sentence in prison under high level security. Ronda has her chains taken off and Dana quickly attacks her but teh much more powerful ronda easily defeats her. Dana tells her that gero's head quarters is in the legion of doom sector up north high in the mountains. and they must have taken her there.
Ronda suits up in a tight black spandex suit and straps on a gun and blasts off in a hover bike to get to gero's hide out. watching sensors on screen gero's henchmen warn gero that ronda now approaches. One henchman then leaves to confront her. oh it gets good now. The henchman attacks blowing away teh bike so ronda flies into the air and powers up to super saiyan level. shooting a fire ball directly through the henchman. the android has special healing powers though and repairs himself. the two do battle. ronda's beaten back and ultimately caught in the android's tentacle hand shooters. the android can't resist and kisses a now trapped ronda. using this opportunity, she shoots a massive fireball through the robot burning away its outer skin revealing it to be a machine underneath. they continue to fight but ronda uses a power kick and fucks the robot up through its stomach portion with her leg.
after this she takes a dump to get rid of the tentacle from within her body that the android used the kiss to put in there, but then just as she's about to shit teh rest of it out, the line is tugged by the second henchman and ronda gets whipped into the side of a giant rocky surface and the android flies around it and ties ronda to the thing, then flies in front of ronda and punches and kicks her until she's breaks teh whole rocky thing into ruble, after which ronda pushes her way out of mounds of rock and hitches up her pants and flies off to do battle with the second android.
The second android proves to be much more powerful than teh first, easily blocking ronda's blows. ronda is captured by the robot's tentacle hand shooters, but powers her way out of them. the android then kicks ronda to the ground then just as ronda is regaining her bearings she gets impaled through the butt by the android's out stretched leg and her foot comes out her mouth. the android then decides to kick ronda through a spikey wall, but ronda grabs onto her shirt and just as she's kicked into the wall, ronda rips off the android's top revealing two gigantic breasts. teh android embarrassed removes her leg from ronda's anus and covers up her tits. Ronda tells her its ok to show off your hooters since they're some nice ones. the android reluctantly agrees and lets her puppies dangle free for the rest of their bout. with two hands free she creates two destructo discs and sends them flying at ronda who dodges them and goes to attack the android who's breasts exposed now are easily grabbed. grabbing one titty, ronda tugs hard on it and the android does the same to ronda's tits. then ronda over powers her because she's got the stronger boobs and rips off the android's titty. The android furious forgets the destructo disc wizzing round and then gets slized in half by her own dics. ronda pulls the android'a arms off her tits and begins walking away from the battle when the android attacks her shooting a tentacle from its mouth at ronda's leg. ronda strips her pants off and gets as far from the exploding android as possible as it creates a nuclear blast that sends her flying away.
bloody beaten and tired, ronda hovers in the air and out of no where is kicked by Verona her arch rival now working for gero. a much weaker ronda is no match for her and she runs and flips naked through the city streets to get away from verona. Verona toys with ronda then tosses her through several buildings before flying over to the other side and blasting a hole right through ronda's stomach. Then kicks her into the water where she impacts with a bridge pillar and is crushed by its weight.
Verona then flies away. To be continued....
here's the story.
after ronda's battle with gero's cellula android, she discovers that she is pregnant. 9 months later, she givs birth to a girl of mysterious origin. Ronda assumes she is the daughter of one of teh many men who have entered her body in recent years. Ronda's attempts to train her daughter to be strong fighter are met with resistance as the 15 year old is more into boys than fighting. she soons learns why her mother is training her as she is attacked by an android at school and though she turns to super saiyan level and quickly dispatches him, two more powerful androids arrive and easily capture her.
They bring her to see gero himself who reveals he is her father and that he created her using ronda's body so that she can be used to energize his perfect android, a perfect clone of eden herself. eden is strapped to a device that drains her of her energy and inserts it into the android.
Meanwhile... ronda is at capsule corp doing some pushups with a 1000 lb weight in one hand and then she gets a phone call from her former colleuges at the ad police headquarters where she used to work as an intern, and flies over there to talk to teh chief who tells her that some people attacked eden and took her away. enraged, ronda rushes down to the only person who might know who's responisble, her old opponent Dana now on a life sentence in prison under high level security. Ronda has her chains taken off and Dana quickly attacks her but teh much more powerful ronda easily defeats her. Dana tells her that gero's head quarters is in the legion of doom sector up north high in the mountains. and they must have taken her there.
Ronda suits up in a tight black spandex suit and straps on a gun and blasts off in a hover bike to get to gero's hide out. watching sensors on screen gero's henchmen warn gero that ronda now approaches. One henchman then leaves to confront her. oh it gets good now. The henchman attacks blowing away teh bike so ronda flies into the air and powers up to super saiyan level. shooting a fire ball directly through the henchman. the android has special healing powers though and repairs himself. the two do battle. ronda's beaten back and ultimately caught in the android's tentacle hand shooters. the android can't resist and kisses a now trapped ronda. using this opportunity, she shoots a massive fireball through the robot burning away its outer skin revealing it to be a machine underneath. they continue to fight but ronda uses a power kick and fucks the robot up through its stomach portion with her leg.
after this she takes a dump to get rid of the tentacle from within her body that the android used the kiss to put in there, but then just as she's about to shit teh rest of it out, the line is tugged by the second henchman and ronda gets whipped into the side of a giant rocky surface and the android flies around it and ties ronda to the thing, then flies in front of ronda and punches and kicks her until she's breaks teh whole rocky thing into ruble, after which ronda pushes her way out of mounds of rock and hitches up her pants and flies off to do battle with the second android.
The second android proves to be much more powerful than teh first, easily blocking ronda's blows. ronda is captured by the robot's tentacle hand shooters, but powers her way out of them. the android then kicks ronda to the ground then just as ronda is regaining her bearings she gets impaled through the butt by the android's out stretched leg and her foot comes out her mouth. the android then decides to kick ronda through a spikey wall, but ronda grabs onto her shirt and just as she's kicked into the wall, ronda rips off the android's top revealing two gigantic breasts. teh android embarrassed removes her leg from ronda's anus and covers up her tits. Ronda tells her its ok to show off your hooters since they're some nice ones. the android reluctantly agrees and lets her puppies dangle free for the rest of their bout. with two hands free she creates two destructo discs and sends them flying at ronda who dodges them and goes to attack the android who's breasts exposed now are easily grabbed. grabbing one titty, ronda tugs hard on it and the android does the same to ronda's tits. then ronda over powers her because she's got the stronger boobs and rips off the android's titty. The android furious forgets the destructo disc wizzing round and then gets slized in half by her own dics. ronda pulls the android'a arms off her tits and begins walking away from the battle when the android attacks her shooting a tentacle from its mouth at ronda's leg. ronda strips her pants off and gets as far from the exploding android as possible as it creates a nuclear blast that sends her flying away.
bloody beaten and tired, ronda hovers in the air and out of no where is kicked by Verona her arch rival now working for gero. a much weaker ronda is no match for her and she runs and flips naked through the city streets to get away from verona. Verona toys with ronda then tosses her through several buildings before flying over to the other side and blasting a hole right through ronda's stomach. Then kicks her into the water where she impacts with a bridge pillar and is crushed by its weight.
Verona then flies away. To be continued....
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
lost is over
everyone's talking about the final episode of lost now, what did it mean etc. i thought it was one of the best episodes of the series. there was a lot of thought put into it, not just some half assed cheap copout ending. Jack fullfills his destiny to save the island from destruction, a place he's wanted to leave for so long, then dies on it. how poetic. knowing that is going to make all the "we gotta get off this stupid island" stuff from the first 3 seasons hard to watch now. if there was any problem with the finale it was that it should have happened a year ago. but for whatever reason season 5 got made which introduced a lot of weird shit that didn't necessarily impact the final season much. What did having teh losties time travel to teh days of the darma beginning mean in the end as they all simply wound up back in their own time anyway and then got back to business trying to leave the island as usual. *shrugs*
theories are coming in as to whether the entire series was a kind of dream of jacks just as he was about to enter heaven as is seen in the finale. i like the idea that when the plane crashed, they all just died, and teh series is about a bunch of dead people seeking redemption for their sins before they go to heaven. not a bad message in my mind, though the usual anti-religious folks will piss all over any kind of religious subtext.
as for jack's son. i think his son was his father, just younger the whole time. its made clear that jacob can turn into a kid at will. so in the flash sideways verse christian shepard turned into a kid to keep an eye on jack's soul before he finally died and joined him, or something. Damn good show though, like the official seinfeld of teh 2000s, a show that will go down as a classic. well done. and thank you for all the bikini clad shots of kate.
theories are coming in as to whether the entire series was a kind of dream of jacks just as he was about to enter heaven as is seen in the finale. i like the idea that when the plane crashed, they all just died, and teh series is about a bunch of dead people seeking redemption for their sins before they go to heaven. not a bad message in my mind, though the usual anti-religious folks will piss all over any kind of religious subtext.
as for jack's son. i think his son was his father, just younger the whole time. its made clear that jacob can turn into a kid at will. so in the flash sideways verse christian shepard turned into a kid to keep an eye on jack's soul before he finally died and joined him, or something. Damn good show though, like the official seinfeld of teh 2000s, a show that will go down as a classic. well done. and thank you for all the bikini clad shots of kate.
Thursday, May 20, 2010
coco butter on my penis
seems to be working. I masturbate like this, just rub my dick into my bed sheet a whole lot until ejaculation then my daughter comes shooting out of me onto my sheet and I shake uncontrollably from it. which feels good then I realize I just did some damage to myself since rubbing your skin on rough cloth all the time isn't the best thing for it, so yeah it's been scarred, ok. wish i had a puss to put it in instead, but don't got it like that yet, not until I get the money...
so I put coco butter on it to help heal it and I'm looking at my dick now and it looks a lot better, smoother too, some of the scarring is gone. not bad... not bad at all.
so I put coco butter on it to help heal it and I'm looking at my dick now and it looks a lot better, smoother too, some of the scarring is gone. not bad... not bad at all.
basketball court stories
thinking of doing a comic series or short story series of life on a basketball court. All I ever do is play basketball down by the court. Sometimes against kids half my age, literally. I often see a 12 year old kid there. Very interesting to see him tackling life so young. Learning the sport of basketball same as I did around that age, just playing playing and playing again until your body gets used to it and learns ways to subtly adjust itself well enough to get a better shot.
I reckon he loves playing the game more than all that fucking home work. Heh, he love something else in about 2 years time. I hope so anyway, this homo shit is just really weirding me out.
I reckon he loves playing the game more than all that fucking home work. Heh, he love something else in about 2 years time. I hope so anyway, this homo shit is just really weirding me out.
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
The most important message in this week's lost
Not the best lost episode, no way, hopefully that is the finale, I mean I hope they saved every last bit of artistic excellence within them for the last one. I know if I push myself to my limits I can move the world with my creations.
Anyway, enough showboating though my talents are extraordinary, this episode was great not because of the violence or nothing, but because of jacob. Having been in the military, met the people in charge of millions of dollars worth of nuclear weapons, seeing them stumble over themselves from time to time, or make very human errors, its become clear to me that it's essential never to forget that no one is perfect. Not even mr. jacob himself, the man who up until now everyone on lost thought was a million miles ahead and knew exactly what he was doing. Though very smart, wise, etc. he admits the only reason he brought them to the island is because they're just as fucked up and human as him.
That's a good leader right there, one who isn't afraid to admit he himself doesn't have all teh answers. All he can do is hope, perhaps pray, that he's making the right decisions.
That's how I get through life anyway.
Anyway, enough showboating though my talents are extraordinary, this episode was great not because of the violence or nothing, but because of jacob. Having been in the military, met the people in charge of millions of dollars worth of nuclear weapons, seeing them stumble over themselves from time to time, or make very human errors, its become clear to me that it's essential never to forget that no one is perfect. Not even mr. jacob himself, the man who up until now everyone on lost thought was a million miles ahead and knew exactly what he was doing. Though very smart, wise, etc. he admits the only reason he brought them to the island is because they're just as fucked up and human as him.
That's a good leader right there, one who isn't afraid to admit he himself doesn't have all teh answers. All he can do is hope, perhaps pray, that he's making the right decisions.
That's how I get through life anyway.
Megan Fox out of transformers
What the fuck. Seriously. What the fuck. Not that I give a shit about her character. This might finally give us a film that actually feels like an episode of the show without extra omg since titanic did it, every actiony movie has to have a love story, fucking crap bla bla bla in it. But jesus they REALLY made a big whoop out of her and sam kind of having relationship trouble then having it get all patched up by the end. Whatever I say, but still it just makes all her scenes in that movie bullshit now.
Where was I. Yeah lots of sites reporting on this kind of 'non-news' Why is it non news? Because who cares about mikela? She's not from the toon. And she really wasn't pivotal to teh story besides some shoe-horned girl power moments.
I must say this has perked up my interest in the next movie a lot more. Without her getting in the way, we can explore more of the robots hopefully.
Where was I. Yeah lots of sites reporting on this kind of 'non-news' Why is it non news? Because who cares about mikela? She's not from the toon. And she really wasn't pivotal to teh story besides some shoe-horned girl power moments.
I must say this has perked up my interest in the next movie a lot more. Without her getting in the way, we can explore more of the robots hopefully.
Monday, May 17, 2010
God damn
what a day. Saw a beautiful girl on the train today, super model looks, you catch them from time to time. I'd forgotten how attractive breeding aged females were in the flesh having been so into the porn, but yeah just the sight of this girl's midriff just above her ass, I kept day dreaming about grabbing it and plunging my dick into her butt hole. That's all my life has been for the past 11 years since i've hit puberty, sitting back and watching girls who have all the necessary equipment for procreation, and like every other male thinking of fucking her brains out etc. that's exactly why I don't give a damn about what some bull headed jock fucker thinks about me... I know exactly what I can and likely will be doing when I get the opportunity...
but.
Little did I know people who are all about marriage would be pointing a gun at me and threatening me with death if I didn't conform to their life style choices. It sickens and saddens me that that's who's in charge of this world, some bible thumping nutters. I know death is scary, but hold off on the zealous religious shit for a while goddamn... do you not see all the big tits all over the place and you want a nigga to stick with just one set?
lol to that.
Skinny as shit white girl on the train though, eat some cake and ice cream bitch, what the hell, I feel sorry for her boyfriend if she has one, fucker must have to put a pillow between himself and her when they're fucking.
Swissport. swissport. what the hell am I doing working for you ya nothing job. It's just a backup plan anyway. God if you are still with me, help me get into laguardia. That's like a 5 minute trip. Please jesus my savior help me. I'll do some good deeds I promise.
but.
Little did I know people who are all about marriage would be pointing a gun at me and threatening me with death if I didn't conform to their life style choices. It sickens and saddens me that that's who's in charge of this world, some bible thumping nutters. I know death is scary, but hold off on the zealous religious shit for a while goddamn... do you not see all the big tits all over the place and you want a nigga to stick with just one set?
lol to that.
Skinny as shit white girl on the train though, eat some cake and ice cream bitch, what the hell, I feel sorry for her boyfriend if she has one, fucker must have to put a pillow between himself and her when they're fucking.
Swissport. swissport. what the hell am I doing working for you ya nothing job. It's just a backup plan anyway. God if you are still with me, help me get into laguardia. That's like a 5 minute trip. Please jesus my savior help me. I'll do some good deeds I promise.
Friday, May 14, 2010
enough to fit in the stomach
lolz got cussed out by someone in the military because I called them like i see it, that yes you might think they're all about perfection and getting things done right, by the book, but HELL NO, they're just a bunch of horny fuckers like you and me but they have nuclear weapons at their disposal and bibles. Maybe they have guys in there that can't feel pain or something, but let me assure you that the mil is just a job, you got guys who sweep the floor and guys who build space ships all in one place, that's all.
anyway, got a call from swissport which is fine, shrugs, want me to do finger printing. Took them several weeks it seems to get my drug tests in, now its time for the criminal background check. Then I do sida training for my ID card, then I start working. Probably in the bag room, cuz the ramp can be dangerous.
If I do start working there, It'll be temporary until I get a call in from the laguardia job, granted they don't call me immediately, which would truly be the deciding factor in whether i continue at swissport or not.
what else. I think I figured out how to drink water properly. i used to drink it all from the bottle at once, but now I think I know why I usually just pissed it out. The stomach isn't that big. So if I drink maybe half a stomach full, the water will get absorbed into the body better, which seems to be the case since after drinking a little bit of it, i feel my veins pumping water into my brain or something. that's much more favorable.
anyway, got a call from swissport which is fine, shrugs, want me to do finger printing. Took them several weeks it seems to get my drug tests in, now its time for the criminal background check. Then I do sida training for my ID card, then I start working. Probably in the bag room, cuz the ramp can be dangerous.
If I do start working there, It'll be temporary until I get a call in from the laguardia job, granted they don't call me immediately, which would truly be the deciding factor in whether i continue at swissport or not.
what else. I think I figured out how to drink water properly. i used to drink it all from the bottle at once, but now I think I know why I usually just pissed it out. The stomach isn't that big. So if I drink maybe half a stomach full, the water will get absorbed into the body better, which seems to be the case since after drinking a little bit of it, i feel my veins pumping water into my brain or something. that's much more favorable.
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Things are looking good
fucking fuck balls I saw some gorgeous probably 16 year old girl on the train today. Legs were so soft and ass was ready baby for well, what else, baby making. She'll be pregnant by at least 20, a girl like her, total ditz too, either she'll be a porn star or get married and never work a day after that. I have no more whatever it's called, fuck, but you get it, I no longer think females are these wonderful great angels I used to think they were. Nothing they like better actually than fucking around with a guy and getting away with it because they're female. Too bad their one weakness is dick, just like kryptonite, all girls and young women are powerless against the penis' appeal to them, granted they're hetero.
You won't learn that shit at college. In fact I see young men all the time, clueless mother fuckers who don't know what to do with their lives. I feel sorry for them because they don't know what I know about surviving in this world yet. Part of me wants to help them, the other part remembers how much I was tortured by other males and doesn't give a fuck about them, but they are just stupid kids. I could have used someone, a father figure, taking me aside and simply displaying that he gave a rats behind whether I existed or not. But that's unfortunately very very rare. Boys need fathers, but most won't have them because boys are hard to deal with, they're ugly, they seek to challenge you every chance they get, hell no it's not easy to take care of boys. Girls ain't shit, just sit there being pretty, that's all they need to get paid and survive in this shit.
speaking of getting paid, I applied for a really good job at lga. Even though I still have swissport on the back burner, I HAVE TO get into laguardia. It's the airport I wanted to work at, but I stupidly kept applying to jfk. I estimate that it would take me at least an hour to get to lga and that's by public transport. 2 hours to get to jfk. There's no comparing the huge benefit to working at lga instead. 9.62 an hour pay as well. That's the highest salary I've ever had, excluding the military which was 11 an hour. Still with that kind of money i'll have a car in no time. Probably after working there a while I can think of going back to college to get that bullshit degree thing so I can work on getting paid shit loads more, and its all dependant on if I can skim off a hell of a lot of time by working closer to home. I pray I get this job because well, it's my last hope really of being able to, well, get fucked. I got a hard on every morning, and you know what, the only way that i can go to my grave without being stuck like this is to have money, since that's all women want, white, asian, black, blue, purple, don't matter. I have no misconceptions, there's the word, about them anymore. You got a good job, they practically come to you, they just won't directly do shit. Like just going to work on the train, white girl asked me directions with a fat ass grin on her face, little did i know they consider that flirting, then a black girl tells me to stop picking at my beard as if she knew me for years, another form of flirting.
I mean, come on, I grew up talking to girls as if they were just fucking normal people, now they have to be all cute and girly to get cocks in their booty hole? stupid. My woman won't be a pussy, that's for sure. She'll ask ME out. Then I'll die for her a thousand times, seriously, that's what'd perk me up. Can't stand the hypocracy.
You won't learn that shit at college. In fact I see young men all the time, clueless mother fuckers who don't know what to do with their lives. I feel sorry for them because they don't know what I know about surviving in this world yet. Part of me wants to help them, the other part remembers how much I was tortured by other males and doesn't give a fuck about them, but they are just stupid kids. I could have used someone, a father figure, taking me aside and simply displaying that he gave a rats behind whether I existed or not. But that's unfortunately very very rare. Boys need fathers, but most won't have them because boys are hard to deal with, they're ugly, they seek to challenge you every chance they get, hell no it's not easy to take care of boys. Girls ain't shit, just sit there being pretty, that's all they need to get paid and survive in this shit.
speaking of getting paid, I applied for a really good job at lga. Even though I still have swissport on the back burner, I HAVE TO get into laguardia. It's the airport I wanted to work at, but I stupidly kept applying to jfk. I estimate that it would take me at least an hour to get to lga and that's by public transport. 2 hours to get to jfk. There's no comparing the huge benefit to working at lga instead. 9.62 an hour pay as well. That's the highest salary I've ever had, excluding the military which was 11 an hour. Still with that kind of money i'll have a car in no time. Probably after working there a while I can think of going back to college to get that bullshit degree thing so I can work on getting paid shit loads more, and its all dependant on if I can skim off a hell of a lot of time by working closer to home. I pray I get this job because well, it's my last hope really of being able to, well, get fucked. I got a hard on every morning, and you know what, the only way that i can go to my grave without being stuck like this is to have money, since that's all women want, white, asian, black, blue, purple, don't matter. I have no misconceptions, there's the word, about them anymore. You got a good job, they practically come to you, they just won't directly do shit. Like just going to work on the train, white girl asked me directions with a fat ass grin on her face, little did i know they consider that flirting, then a black girl tells me to stop picking at my beard as if she knew me for years, another form of flirting.
I mean, come on, I grew up talking to girls as if they were just fucking normal people, now they have to be all cute and girly to get cocks in their booty hole? stupid. My woman won't be a pussy, that's for sure. She'll ask ME out. Then I'll die for her a thousand times, seriously, that's what'd perk me up. Can't stand the hypocracy.
Saturday, May 8, 2010
Monday, May 3, 2010
just finished watching spawn
the animated series. Got it on a forum through one of those big ass collection of rapidshare links. Turns out there's a program called jdownloader that I guess uses proxys or something but it can download any amount of rapidshare links that you want consecutively without limitations. I was just blown off my chair by this because for so long I'd avoided any posting on these sites with too many rapidshare links. By all means post a billion of them. jdownloader's eating all of them up like nothing. love this fucking thing.
Bought 2 video watches today and yesterday too. I needed a watch for work right, working at an airport so time is EVERYTHING. And I was curious if they had watches like i'd always dreamed of years ago as a kid, ones with a tv built in. They got something like that. No built in tv, though I believe that's coming if it isn't here already, but the thing has an fm radio, can play videos, mp3s, view pics, and of course tell the time, all for under 60 dollars. They're not mainstream watches, real rare imported stuff from china. Can't wait to fill them with porn.
I grew up on gray scale gameboy games and now I'm capable of watching porn on my wrist. the future is here mother fucker.
here it is:
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItemVersion&item=260571626387&view=all&tid=581578879016
This and a few others were the only ones I could find on ebay.
Oh and what a shock the spawn series ends on a cliffhanger ending and we'll never know what happens next because it was cancelled or whatever... waste of time damnit, should have watched it on youtube. Why do they keep making long as hell series with cool stories then fuck us with a cliffhanger, I'll never know... then again I do know... it's impossible to end a comic book. same for the series too i suppose.
Bought 2 video watches today and yesterday too. I needed a watch for work right, working at an airport so time is EVERYTHING. And I was curious if they had watches like i'd always dreamed of years ago as a kid, ones with a tv built in. They got something like that. No built in tv, though I believe that's coming if it isn't here already, but the thing has an fm radio, can play videos, mp3s, view pics, and of course tell the time, all for under 60 dollars. They're not mainstream watches, real rare imported stuff from china. Can't wait to fill them with porn.
I grew up on gray scale gameboy games and now I'm capable of watching porn on my wrist. the future is here mother fucker.
here it is:
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItemVersion&item=260571626387&view=all&tid=581578879016
This and a few others were the only ones I could find on ebay.
Oh and what a shock the spawn series ends on a cliffhanger ending and we'll never know what happens next because it was cancelled or whatever... waste of time damnit, should have watched it on youtube. Why do they keep making long as hell series with cool stories then fuck us with a cliffhanger, I'll never know... then again I do know... it's impossible to end a comic book. same for the series too i suppose.
Sunday, May 2, 2010
second banning
banned from cnn and now banned from dailymotion because of that ashley robbins video, strange, i was under the impression that as long as there was no penetration it was ok to post. they have tons of vids of naked chicks, and i mean tons, and copyrighted clips from movies too, yet my stuff is crossing the line? jesus... I won't fight it. If that's how they roll, whatever. They're not the only game in town. And thank god for that, it'd be a real what do you call it, problem if everything was monopolized with sites like these. I understand now why economics is the way it is. if too much power was given to one business and there was no competition, we'd see them abuse the fuck out of it.
More thoughts on women
Watching some porn now as usual. Gorgeous bitch named Jana Semradova or whatever, aka ashley robbins.
fit girl, probably took ballet when she was a kid or whatever. why don't more women workout. I do and it's not hard as many think. Get lots of water and work the muscle enough then rest up and the next day you'll see the results.
Certain things I realize now at 24 I wish I knew back in high school about girls:
They are ALL stupid.
They want one thing once they get over 18, KIDS.
All of them will accept a man who is a real man, black as coal, doesn't matter.
I read stormfront from time to time. White supremacist forum. Do they even realize how many white girls are in interracial relationships specifically because their parents are racist and they want to piss them off? Lord works in mysterious ways I tell you.
Fucking white girls love me for some reason, guess it's because I look hispanic, I don't know. Too fucking bright for me though. It's like I need to wear sunglasses around them. Give me a big assed, big tittied, black woman any day like Tianna Whaley. She's all good man... Can't get the sight of her out of my head. Never saw a girl that cute before in my life.
Ah who am I kidding, I'd rip that white girl pussy up... wouldn't mind giving it a try that's for sure. Gotta have ass though. Flat booty just won't feel as nice.
Anyway where was I. Yeah the whole baby thing. That's really the end all be all to a female when you get down to it. Just like I predicted, although fiercely persuing a law degree, she'll end up pregnant and all that shit just like every other girl and expect the man to take care of everything. That's why people say nothing changes.
And also why I'm never ever going back to college. gave it a try, didn't like it, life goes on. I'll just do some menial job. What the hell, I mean I've learned so much more and am more confident about my ability to survive in this world as a black man than I would have ever learned from a bunch of politically correct instructors at college. I don't even know why we still use the damn thing. When i do become the boss at whatever place I work for the next 20 years, ya know what I'm going to do? Not give a damn if you don't have a diploma or degree. Are you a fag? Or are you a decent person looking to make a living and start a family... Then we'll start talking. No amount of bullshit accolades can equate to a man's willingness to do anything for his woman. Not now not ever.
And that ladies and gentlemen is what women truly want, a man. Poor kids, been taught all their lives about women being capable of anything, then find out the world doesn't work that way, never has and never will. they really just want to stay home, suck lots of cock, and make lots of milk for the babies like every female in the animal kingdom does. I love it.
fit girl, probably took ballet when she was a kid or whatever. why don't more women workout. I do and it's not hard as many think. Get lots of water and work the muscle enough then rest up and the next day you'll see the results.
Certain things I realize now at 24 I wish I knew back in high school about girls:
They are ALL stupid.
They want one thing once they get over 18, KIDS.
All of them will accept a man who is a real man, black as coal, doesn't matter.
I read stormfront from time to time. White supremacist forum. Do they even realize how many white girls are in interracial relationships specifically because their parents are racist and they want to piss them off? Lord works in mysterious ways I tell you.
Fucking white girls love me for some reason, guess it's because I look hispanic, I don't know. Too fucking bright for me though. It's like I need to wear sunglasses around them. Give me a big assed, big tittied, black woman any day like Tianna Whaley. She's all good man... Can't get the sight of her out of my head. Never saw a girl that cute before in my life.
Ah who am I kidding, I'd rip that white girl pussy up... wouldn't mind giving it a try that's for sure. Gotta have ass though. Flat booty just won't feel as nice.
Anyway where was I. Yeah the whole baby thing. That's really the end all be all to a female when you get down to it. Just like I predicted, although fiercely persuing a law degree, she'll end up pregnant and all that shit just like every other girl and expect the man to take care of everything. That's why people say nothing changes.
And also why I'm never ever going back to college. gave it a try, didn't like it, life goes on. I'll just do some menial job. What the hell, I mean I've learned so much more and am more confident about my ability to survive in this world as a black man than I would have ever learned from a bunch of politically correct instructors at college. I don't even know why we still use the damn thing. When i do become the boss at whatever place I work for the next 20 years, ya know what I'm going to do? Not give a damn if you don't have a diploma or degree. Are you a fag? Or are you a decent person looking to make a living and start a family... Then we'll start talking. No amount of bullshit accolades can equate to a man's willingness to do anything for his woman. Not now not ever.
And that ladies and gentlemen is what women truly want, a man. Poor kids, been taught all their lives about women being capable of anything, then find out the world doesn't work that way, never has and never will. they really just want to stay home, suck lots of cock, and make lots of milk for the babies like every female in the animal kingdom does. I love it.
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Batman 3
Sum mumma bitch, so we're getting this ball rolling. I ain't putting my ass into that mess even though I love batman and think he's the best superhero simply because he's a self made one, not some guy who got magic powers from radioactive shit, but a man who pushed himself to the limits of human perfection and beyond, something I've always wanted to do myself. He's dangerous not because he's the most powerful, but because he's the most determined and fearless person alive thanks to his traumatic past.
Which is why I'm wary of what they're planning to do with the next batman movie. I watched the dark knight and enjoyed it, but having seen it recently it's definitely hampered by its annoying callbacks to batman begins, as if that movie was some really great memorable film or anything, and the serious fumbling of batman's character. Same problem from begins persists, batman's not much more than a very big ninja. He even defeats teh joker not by outsmarting him but by having a handy dandy knife shooter in his gauntlet. fuck that. Then like many online complain, the nigga goes and kills two face, after we spent 2 hours hearing about how he can't kill people, 4 counting begins, and once again they fuck it all up. Love ledger though, probably single handedly saved the film with his wonderful joker. He's in his own movie though. One side it's joker's playhouse, the other it's an average crime thriller. Choose one you fuckers.
If there's anything ledger did wrong it was making joker a little too predictably psychotic though. Joker's not a raging loon like so many other bad guys. He's just weird. Like pee wee herman. And in my mind he kills people because it's hilarious, not because he's just a big jerk. I wish they'd have tried to tone down the whole horror movie freddy kreuger bullshit. joker's not scary, he's weird, which is what they captured perfectly in the burton film despite it being a little too nicholsonish.
So on to batman 3. Make it about batman this time please. His troubles, his problems, his lamenting the loss of his parents, his use of his incredible mind to thwart his enemies. I know it's not popular to say but batman forever and even batman and robin have done a better job at giving us a mature intelligent batman than the nolan series. Make batman grow up, be a man this time. We got that stupid bitch rachel out of the way. I think it's time for catwoman now, this hot shot new secretary or something who has her eyes on bruce wayne and batman.
People online keep saying tdk can't be topped... not true. They just need to do with batman what they did with joker and it'll be pretty easy. Probably even recasting him would help. Bale's so bland as batman it brings down the character's ominous presence. But yeah if they focus on batman this time and I mean not even any more scenes with bruce hob nobbing about with a bunch of his hos, but just straight up, batman thwarting foes, with some bits thrown in of his relationships with girls possibly catwoman herself, and tdk will seem like the overrated bloated mixed bag that it was.
Which is why I'm wary of what they're planning to do with the next batman movie. I watched the dark knight and enjoyed it, but having seen it recently it's definitely hampered by its annoying callbacks to batman begins, as if that movie was some really great memorable film or anything, and the serious fumbling of batman's character. Same problem from begins persists, batman's not much more than a very big ninja. He even defeats teh joker not by outsmarting him but by having a handy dandy knife shooter in his gauntlet. fuck that. Then like many online complain, the nigga goes and kills two face, after we spent 2 hours hearing about how he can't kill people, 4 counting begins, and once again they fuck it all up. Love ledger though, probably single handedly saved the film with his wonderful joker. He's in his own movie though. One side it's joker's playhouse, the other it's an average crime thriller. Choose one you fuckers.
If there's anything ledger did wrong it was making joker a little too predictably psychotic though. Joker's not a raging loon like so many other bad guys. He's just weird. Like pee wee herman. And in my mind he kills people because it's hilarious, not because he's just a big jerk. I wish they'd have tried to tone down the whole horror movie freddy kreuger bullshit. joker's not scary, he's weird, which is what they captured perfectly in the burton film despite it being a little too nicholsonish.
So on to batman 3. Make it about batman this time please. His troubles, his problems, his lamenting the loss of his parents, his use of his incredible mind to thwart his enemies. I know it's not popular to say but batman forever and even batman and robin have done a better job at giving us a mature intelligent batman than the nolan series. Make batman grow up, be a man this time. We got that stupid bitch rachel out of the way. I think it's time for catwoman now, this hot shot new secretary or something who has her eyes on bruce wayne and batman.
People online keep saying tdk can't be topped... not true. They just need to do with batman what they did with joker and it'll be pretty easy. Probably even recasting him would help. Bale's so bland as batman it brings down the character's ominous presence. But yeah if they focus on batman this time and I mean not even any more scenes with bruce hob nobbing about with a bunch of his hos, but just straight up, batman thwarting foes, with some bits thrown in of his relationships with girls possibly catwoman herself, and tdk will seem like the overrated bloated mixed bag that it was.
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