Just ate a hamberger

Friggin hungry man. 2 days I gotta wait till I can go for the swissport interview. Incase any of you interneters are wondering, swissport is a subcontractor same as asig, which means they're not part of any major airline and therefore pay less and probably don't have any benefits. I don't care though. It's like I can either sit on my ass all day here in my room or sit on my ass all day at work and collect a paycheck for it, dealing with assholes be damned. Any form of money will be useful now. Tis good to be alive with no kids to worry about, thats for sure. The morons who are going to fuck and make kids, good luck to them, never going to be free again no matter how much you enjoy seeing your kids grow. Cute aren't they...

No, nothing better than having no obligations, always wondered what it would be like to do what I want to do without hassle from some old authority fucker. If all works out, I'll use my money to get a membership at the gym down at bay plaza, and get into body building, then if there's some sexy bitch there, lose this damn virginity shit. I want to see her suck my dick, that'd be fun.

Then I'll start learning how to program computers and all that shit, always wanted to figure out how to do that 3d art. I've mastered everything there is to do with a pencil and paper, time to tackle something else... yes...

swissport hiring

This is exciting. If I get a job at LGA I'll be very pleased. Laguardia is a smaller closer airport here in New York. I'm more of a new yorker now at 24 than I ever have been in my life. I've seen the city, but never SEEN the city, walked the streets, delt with the MANY varied people within the labyrinthian metropolis. I'm a new yorker in the sense that I have a tough personality and feel like I can take a lick and keep moving, gotta have that when you could be mugged, raped, insulted, whatever at any moment in a fast moving city like this. LGA though, way easier to navigate than jfk. JFK is a mini city itself. I could live there if I wanted to and no one would know. I could tell you ways to hi-jack all those planes I've been around the airport for so many months, I'd be able to get around their shitty security measures pretty easily, but never mind that, LGA's where it's at for me. I'm going to do ramp operations for them hopefully, probably the same shit they need guys there to toss bags onto belts. Having done jFK, I'm pretty sure lga will be cake, yes, finally a job I can do and not be hassled by some fucker. I feel good knowing I'm not incapable of making some money even after that retardedness in the military. ya know what i want? What any guys wants, money, apartment, sex, would be nice... I'll be back when or if I get the job which I'm confident i will since I've done it already...

Why is smallville still on

Browsing illegal download sites as usual to find movies, games, tv shows to watch while bored and i came across a new episode of smallville, a show that I've been watching since it first aired in the early 2000s. Bitch has been on since the days of the star wars prequels, so it kind of always reminds me of when I was religiously devoted to all things star wars. It's the same basic story line, a prequel to superman's story, same way star wars episodes 1,2,3 told the origin of vader etc. So it's just ironic that the superman prequels continue after the star wars ones end, even though we've had a superman movie requel thingy already. It's just odd as hell that we're still focused on the past with supes. The show is dead to me anyway. Ended right around 5th season, I'll give it that. I reckon it really jumped in the 4th, but I suspect some of the 5th still has some quality episodes on par with the best of the third. The show has no purpose anymore... Though the actors still play the same characters, their not as interesting to watch in the new storylines, some bullshit lois and clark level stuff nowadays. Smallville used to be a deep drama interweaving the story of clark with lex, and their very different fathers. This was fucking genius. Now what the hell is it about. I try to watch the new episodes but they're painfully pointless, heros jump around in costumes now, while superboy wears regular clothes? To hell with all the cock teasing and dawn the suit. THEN the show will be interesting. It's every bit a superman show without superman actually being in it. Tom welling for instance looks frankly retarded still pouting and putting on boyish expressions at his age when he should be playing clark as a grown man. I don't know, maybe in hindsight I'll wish tv were as good as the stuff we're getting now with smallville even as mediocre as it is, lord knows I wish tv today were half as good as some of the merely decent stuff from the 90s. Nothing's going to top some of my favs from back then, namely simpsons in its prime, seinfeld, batman tas, what else... pete and pete fuck load of shit I can't remember. Little did I think at the time that we'd need a 90s retro historical record site, but kids today need to be taught that we came from better, tougher, more creative times. You couldn't just fill a show with special fx and call it quality entertainment, no, no nonononoononononon, if that sumbitch didn't do something intelligent or interesting beyond the surface, didn't get put on air, for the most part.

So the ipad's out

What the fuck is this thing. I can't browse any of my usual sites without seeing it, it's a tablet pc. Thing's been around for years, just never really caught on in the mainstream. Why are people going crazy over it as if it's revolutionized anything. certainly it'll be cool little gadget to watch videos on or whatever, but seriously, are you going to use it for browsing the web and all the usual crap. I don't think so. Just get a cheaper laptop for the same thing, and it comes with a keyboard for easier text entry. What's worse is that it's just a big portable screen so good luck not breaking the thing, though if it's any where near as tough as my old palm pilot, it'll have a f'n bullet proof glass screen. I still have that thing stashed somewhere to this day, and I'm still amazed that I can poke the screen all day if I want it'll NEVER get smudged or look all scratched because it's made from extremely tough plastic. Spared no expense back then, did they...

huh

well here's ma plan for da future anyway. Gonna quit porn if I can. Lost my shit last night, got transfixed on two beautiful boobs and couldn't stop myself from shooting my sauce. Helped me sleep so whatever...

I got rosetta stone on my laptop now, so i can finish learning spanish and then start on japanese.

What else... hopefully I'll get an easy ass job somewhere, problem is that people feel they have to go around looking for trouble with folks who don't want any. Not my problem buddy, just go away. I'm not your friend.

Aggrivated

Went all the fucking long ass train ride down to workforce 1 building and I missed the interview. I haven't gone in so long I forgot which train to take, could have really made it. Never mind though. though it would have been a good enough job, I really dont want to work as a ramp agent again. Definitely would be better off sitting on my ass in an office like most people. But how to get there is the question, suppposed to dress all fancy, and chuck and jive for the white man, if you want that kind of job, that's for sure... ironically, that's precisely what they wanted from me in the military, to beg and plead and kiss their asses to get me a good jerb so I won't starve or nuthin. It didn't matter that i was a perfectly healthy, intelligent, young man, who passed all the physical tests, has a hs diploma, no criminal record, no, they're biggest concern was my willingness to marry one of their bitches. What business is it of theirs where I stick my penis? How grown up are you bunch of knuckleheads if you're still playing favorites like kids do on the playground, fuck this world man... doesn't matter, got to just press on...

Bought a new laptop

which is what I'm using now. Needed to get something new because the other one though it works ok, the charging plug was overheating or something and unfortunately for me, the speaker broke, causing me to have to use headphones to listen to my language learning software. On that subject, I bought this machine specificially because it was perfectly suited for the language learning software, right, but I can't get teh damn thing to install properly on it. Not a bad purchase though, for only 299, though the asshole sales clerk in the store kept bombarding me with offer after offer to buy other shit. I stood my ground and didn't budge though because I've seen his attitude before, Oh I'll play nice with you until you show that you don't want to buy more stuff, then I'll treat you like shit. I simply resorted to killing him with kindness so that when he did pull out the asshole bit he looked like a dipshit to someone who didn't do anything to him. Works to me anyway...

Not a bad little machine. Already got a big tittied girl as my wallpaper, about that though... strange thing happened when I first using it. There was no option to set a new wallpaper in the picture viewer, which I thought was weird as hell. This option's been there since I started using computers, how the fuck ins windows 7, newest os, gonna not have it. Through some admittedly exaustive research on the subject, I discovered that my os was windows starter and for some retarded reason microsoft disabled the feature for performance reasons. This pissed me off greatly right away since having spent all the money on this thing and not being able to do a simple as fuck thing as put up a wallpaper, is ridiculous. Truth is the manufacturer thinks these kidns of computers are for kids, so I guess they don't think kids do this kind of shit. Ya got to be kidding me... Nothing kids are doing more than learning how to build computers from the inside out these days. Well anyway, I got so pissed I spent all freakin day figuring out how to overcome the problem... turns out there's a way to upgrade windows 7 through the web, you just need a serial number thing from a purchase. Using my uh google discount method, tee hee, I found a key, and upgraded to windows 7 ultimate, now I can change this fucking wallpaper all day if I want to. THAT's how I ROLL. you can't stop me from having a badass new laptop, bitch.

Now all i got to do is figure out how to install this language program and I'm good. Going to the workforce 1 center tomorrow to apply for a job at swissport. They're going to interview candidates there, then tell us poor smucks where to go. No doubt i'll get this job now I think. After working at asig, you can be dumb as a brick and still make some money. Gonna get a job at laguardia this time though, none of that jfk shit. Not only did I have to endure a 2 hour train ride to and from work every single day, but harrassment from my coworker. Even if the people I meet there are assholes, at least it's lga, jfk is a bitch to get to, never doing that again.