I thought I was ok with the money in that account but nope, I barely have anything left after purchasing uncharted 2, which is a hell of a fun game, bought it because I played a demo at best buy and the graphics were insane, they really put a lot of effort into the game's design, it prettymuch looks photo real, which is amazing, but then it has online multiplayer so I can play it beyond the main mission. What else...
I'm thinking about getting back and forth to jfk again, I'm pretty sure this is swissport at jfk and it wasn't some error on craigslist. I'm bothered by it, but then again, I'm kind of used to jfk, so it's not that bad. Just fucking far. I'd be fine with a closer spot to the damn airport. I'm hoping the company pays more so I have some kind of incentive to keep getting up each day. It's just retarded to work at a place that miles and miles away yet pays crap.
Once you get the money though you get the pussy. Sucks, unfair, but that's they name of the game. Like if I stayed in teh military, basically the only reason they figured I'd want to work for them is because they have some gorgeous girls on staff who want to get fucked on a regular basis after work, so they figured I'd go for it full throttle, seeing how they're all about marriage this marriage that, but fucking slow teh hell down already, god damn. Marriage to the wrong person is a bad idea. gotta test people out, like cars. Try a little bit of everything before making the right purchase for your needs.
aight then got to go
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Got the job
Made it this time, though I'm confused about where I'll be working. The damn craigslist posting claims they're hiring for jfk then part of the post says laguardia location, which is what they were hiring for last week. I'll ask if they having openings at laguardia, because jfk really is too fucking far to travel. It's money and I shouldn't take that lightly, since we're in a recession and any shitty job is worth a damn, but to work at lga would be perfect. It's right across the river from the bronx. All i have to do is go to manhattan and take the m60, where as to get to jfk, I'll have to give myself a good 3 hours to get to and from work. I don't know... it'll kick asig's ass though. Warehouse work, they got there, not necessarily ramp operations, we'll see.
I hope they pay well too. Then maybe if the pay's good I can get an apartment in queens and just work at jfk, to hell with lga, but if it's in lga, then I'll be fine and dandy, just hop on the train every day and no bullshit, just get the work done and get paid. yes...
I hope they pay well too. Then maybe if the pay's good I can get an apartment in queens and just work at jfk, to hell with lga, but if it's in lga, then I'll be fine and dandy, just hop on the train every day and no bullshit, just get the work done and get paid. yes...
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Can't sleep
got to though. Interview is at 830, 7 hours from now. I'm going to be there all day and I need to look like I'm eager as fuck to work for these guys or they'll think I'm going to waste their time.
Once I get teh money I'll feel at ease. Might just work at this fucker forever. I'm not looking for the big bucks like other people. And if you don't have kids to feed, you'll definitely not need them. I just wish I didn't feel so alone, going up against the big bad world. I mean If I have to, I'll kick your ass, but I'd prefer not to... that's all...
I've done quite a few hentai sketches of my old ronda characters, nothing fancy, just all planning stages. i'm serious about this, I really want to put this project together. I'm not ashamed to say I LOVE naked girls, specifically when they're in catfights, and if I knew better years ago I'd have saved my Fucking big box of naked girl drawings that I did while going to high school, horny as shit. I'll use this blog to publish the Ronda vs Bog Beast joint I did probably last year or so. It's the 3rd time I've done the story. It's a callback to my original inspiration for ronda, the shadow skill series, that came on starz when I was 13. I was just floored by how sexy the girl was in the bikini costume, and the fact that she kicked guys asses while sporting it, so I had ronda wear the same thing and because I wanted to see what would "really" happen if a girl fought a giant monster, I of course had the monster rip her top off, then fuck her, then fill her with so much semen that she poops and vomits it all out in the end, then stands around naked as everyone applauds her victory. The original is gone now, fucking great artwork in that. I was young, experimenting with drawing comics, and I did a lot of good stuff, which I regret throwing away. I mean, that's the kind of art that's the best kind, when you don't know what you're doing so you try your best with it, and I can still draw very well, but I know I'm a lot less patient than I used to be and the pleasure I get from it isn't as strong anymore. I noticed one day while doing the battle between verona and ronda for the eden saga, that after ejaculating, I lost interest in it completely. Couldn't muster the drive to keep coming up with interesting angles. I realize now that I'm not as horny as I used to be. Either that or I'm supposed to be shooting my shit all over a girl's face by this point in my life, certainly would love to...siggh, but ya gotta have the money....
Once I get teh money I'll feel at ease. Might just work at this fucker forever. I'm not looking for the big bucks like other people. And if you don't have kids to feed, you'll definitely not need them. I just wish I didn't feel so alone, going up against the big bad world. I mean If I have to, I'll kick your ass, but I'd prefer not to... that's all...
I've done quite a few hentai sketches of my old ronda characters, nothing fancy, just all planning stages. i'm serious about this, I really want to put this project together. I'm not ashamed to say I LOVE naked girls, specifically when they're in catfights, and if I knew better years ago I'd have saved my Fucking big box of naked girl drawings that I did while going to high school, horny as shit. I'll use this blog to publish the Ronda vs Bog Beast joint I did probably last year or so. It's the 3rd time I've done the story. It's a callback to my original inspiration for ronda, the shadow skill series, that came on starz when I was 13. I was just floored by how sexy the girl was in the bikini costume, and the fact that she kicked guys asses while sporting it, so I had ronda wear the same thing and because I wanted to see what would "really" happen if a girl fought a giant monster, I of course had the monster rip her top off, then fuck her, then fill her with so much semen that she poops and vomits it all out in the end, then stands around naked as everyone applauds her victory. The original is gone now, fucking great artwork in that. I was young, experimenting with drawing comics, and I did a lot of good stuff, which I regret throwing away. I mean, that's the kind of art that's the best kind, when you don't know what you're doing so you try your best with it, and I can still draw very well, but I know I'm a lot less patient than I used to be and the pleasure I get from it isn't as strong anymore. I noticed one day while doing the battle between verona and ronda for the eden saga, that after ejaculating, I lost interest in it completely. Couldn't muster the drive to keep coming up with interesting angles. I realize now that I'm not as horny as I used to be. Either that or I'm supposed to be shooting my shit all over a girl's face by this point in my life, certainly would love to...siggh, but ya gotta have the money....
Fucking time baby
It's time to begin my projects.
Since I won't be enjoying the company of a female for the next maybe 20 years of my life, I'll have to fill my time with other things.
I'm aware that some people want to make me seem like a bad guy for not joining their view of the world but I can assure you that I personally don't give a shit what you think of me.
And furthermore I have many ways to occupy my time that don't involve people or social interaction. One thing I very often do is dream up stories, much like the same I enjoyed reading in my youth. I imagine myself writing mysteries when I'm much older, like the hardy boys and sherlock holmes. Fascinating that a man could come up with such fantastic adventures out of pure creativity but I believe truly anything is possible with one's imagination in full activity. Indeed I can't go a day without dreaming of some kind of artistic project that I'll never accomplish. But I will do these...
The Ronda series. She's my baby, the descendant of Goku from dragonball, and my first love really. I don't reveal her saiyan origin until her battle with verona so doing the first issues in which she's prettymuch a very powerful girl will be fun.
The Eden series. Ronda's daughter, the key to creating the ultimate android, will be next. I did the story already then tossed it in fear that it might become a problem later in life. Although a great loss, i do remember everything and can do it again, this time perfecting it. It's the Z to Ronda's dragonball, I truly raise the stakes, and go to the extreme in a full over the top epic storyline that sees old enemies return in new forms, and similar to Z ronda's daughter is a major character like gohan. The difference being that Eden can't fight worth shit though she gives it an honest try.
Ronda NC. This time the focus goes back to the original character, and now she trains a new generation for battle through both time and space.
Raven. He's my first creation really, long before ronda. Ronda was born of puberty, Raven from sonic the hedghog meets batman and spawn, but whatever. He's his own animal. A boy who becomes a hero in a futuristic world where mobs rule. Left for dead, a raven glides in to save the soul of a boy who wants revenge against his tormentors. In exchange he'll live forever, but he'll always keep the pain from his injuries. In the end he uses his powers to fight crime with aid of a nun from a local church who's the only person who can make him feel human again. I love this story because it's about heroism, and the price one pays for doing the right thing in a world where the wrong is constantly rewarded.
Bostic and Ellis. A short story about two gas station attendants watching the world go by. They enjoy a meal together. After they finish they contemplate the meaning of life, that much like the food, it must be enjoyed while it lasts. I might expand this into a real comic strip. I named them after two criminals I saw on tv one day, just wonderful names...
alrighty that's that for now.
Since I won't be enjoying the company of a female for the next maybe 20 years of my life, I'll have to fill my time with other things.
I'm aware that some people want to make me seem like a bad guy for not joining their view of the world but I can assure you that I personally don't give a shit what you think of me.
And furthermore I have many ways to occupy my time that don't involve people or social interaction. One thing I very often do is dream up stories, much like the same I enjoyed reading in my youth. I imagine myself writing mysteries when I'm much older, like the hardy boys and sherlock holmes. Fascinating that a man could come up with such fantastic adventures out of pure creativity but I believe truly anything is possible with one's imagination in full activity. Indeed I can't go a day without dreaming of some kind of artistic project that I'll never accomplish. But I will do these...
The Ronda series. She's my baby, the descendant of Goku from dragonball, and my first love really. I don't reveal her saiyan origin until her battle with verona so doing the first issues in which she's prettymuch a very powerful girl will be fun.
The Eden series. Ronda's daughter, the key to creating the ultimate android, will be next. I did the story already then tossed it in fear that it might become a problem later in life. Although a great loss, i do remember everything and can do it again, this time perfecting it. It's the Z to Ronda's dragonball, I truly raise the stakes, and go to the extreme in a full over the top epic storyline that sees old enemies return in new forms, and similar to Z ronda's daughter is a major character like gohan. The difference being that Eden can't fight worth shit though she gives it an honest try.
Ronda NC. This time the focus goes back to the original character, and now she trains a new generation for battle through both time and space.
Raven. He's my first creation really, long before ronda. Ronda was born of puberty, Raven from sonic the hedghog meets batman and spawn, but whatever. He's his own animal. A boy who becomes a hero in a futuristic world where mobs rule. Left for dead, a raven glides in to save the soul of a boy who wants revenge against his tormentors. In exchange he'll live forever, but he'll always keep the pain from his injuries. In the end he uses his powers to fight crime with aid of a nun from a local church who's the only person who can make him feel human again. I love this story because it's about heroism, and the price one pays for doing the right thing in a world where the wrong is constantly rewarded.
Bostic and Ellis. A short story about two gas station attendants watching the world go by. They enjoy a meal together. After they finish they contemplate the meaning of life, that much like the food, it must be enjoyed while it lasts. I might expand this into a real comic strip. I named them after two criminals I saw on tv one day, just wonderful names...
alrighty that's that for now.
White girls love black guys
What the hell is this. I'm out today going to the library to check out the hot ass up in there. tons of sexy ass there, man. Good lawd, lovely lovely lovely. then I see some teenagers hanging out at blimpy. One of the girls there is this italian looking white girl with some black teen who I'm pretty sure is her boyfriend. I'm just kind of taken aback for a minute because I'm first of all not used to seeing young white girls around my neighborhood, and most of all not ones with black boyfriends. What must her parents think, I wonder. Probably hate her decision to go to the dark side. But I'm not THAT shocked. Sex is powerful mother of a beast. And lord knows I can't control my dick, she must not be able to control her pussy. If this kid can make her orgasm like a rocket ship to the moon she must not give a damn that he's black. My sister told me white girls love black guys, must be some kind of truth to it if this girl is lowering her self, either that or this guy's an alpha male and she couldn't resist him. Makes me wonder what fucking a white girl would be like myself. They're too damn bright for me, but if she's hot she's hot, I don't care.... only thing I'm worrying about is that yeah a lot of white folks don't want their daughters getting near black cocks. Makes sense to me, but it is inevitable. Nobody can truly stick to their own race 100% and that's perfectly fine since diversification is what sex is all about. Just dayum, didn't expect to see what I saw today. Good lawd though, thank you God for inventing females.
Girls girls everywhere
little ones, big ones, slim ones, fat ones. Oh the summer is here at last. I told you all last time that I'd enjoy this summer more than most and I am definitely enjoying it. I just went down to the store to get a patty and immediately I saw a gorgeous girl bouncing her way down the street. fuck yeah, baby. Work that ass. Just boobs bouncing along. I wonder how it must feel to her to know her tits are just jiggling as she walks like that and everyone can see them bouncing, I guess she likes the attention... definitely going to enjoy the outdoors more now...
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Thoughts on high school
Been out of high school for the last 6 years. What can I say about the experience except that i still have the scars. I read news stories on kids or whatever, teens, still in high school. I define my experience in 3 words "you're a fag." Little did I know while going that those homophobic slurs would continue to be tossed about immaturely by grown men and women well beyond high school level. Indeed I realize now that prettymuch life beyond puberty revolves around one's sexuality, and more specifically their orientation. Those who are hetero are considered normal, gays are prettymuch black people to the majority. The lepers of society, outcasts. because they don't contribute to the progression of our species.
I don't believe in high school. And if I do end up having kids, they won't be going there, nothing more than a place to be routinely abused on a daily basis. What does that teach them about getting a job, being a decent employee, because that's what life's all about no matter where you go on earth. I look back and realize now that it's a kind of baby sitting service as well as like an identification system, trying to find elite kids. They're aiming lower now I hear, testing kids from when they're not fucked up by sex. Smart move. My education was scattershot, they didn't know what to teach us, so they tossed a bit of everything in the mix. supposedly now the education system is more career oriented. Fools, kids don't give a fuck about school. If they want to do something, they'll do it, whether it be art, music, science, whatever. There's no stopping them. There was no stopping me except for one little snag, but I'm figuring out how this new body works bit by bit and soon enough I'll be ready to tackle my life long dreams, maybe. Becoming a pilot's no easy task and you have be all kinds of mature to do that job.
What else, so yeah I'm kind of confused about why I bothered wasting my time reading and studying when I should have been grabbing all the girl's asses and titties that I was swimming in on a daily basis. Off limits now, though I can hardly tell the difference between a 16 yrld and a 20-ish college girl or whatever. Both ready to breed, so whatever. I guess that's what the older generation wants, to keep us young people with functioning sex organs in kid mode until way later in life or something. sucks. that's all. Like when I was in the airforce, some fat old white bitch, loves talking about her son for some reason, kept talking down to me as if I was a kid. I was ready to give her the finger and say goodbye but I kept my cool. It's strange being my age, old people keep fucking with me. Adult one minute, kid the next. It's confusing as fuck. And on top of that, they go home every night and get fucked. While you are still thinking you have to give a damn what these old assholes think about you like back in high school.
I wish someone told me this back when i was going to high school. If you can't take it anymore... leave. You're practically an adult, you could have your own kids by 16 17, what the hell is one more year. Get a job, and make money, become a supervisor by 20, don't even bother with college. More of the same, old people telling you how to live and the money is ridiculous.
I don't believe in high school. And if I do end up having kids, they won't be going there, nothing more than a place to be routinely abused on a daily basis. What does that teach them about getting a job, being a decent employee, because that's what life's all about no matter where you go on earth. I look back and realize now that it's a kind of baby sitting service as well as like an identification system, trying to find elite kids. They're aiming lower now I hear, testing kids from when they're not fucked up by sex. Smart move. My education was scattershot, they didn't know what to teach us, so they tossed a bit of everything in the mix. supposedly now the education system is more career oriented. Fools, kids don't give a fuck about school. If they want to do something, they'll do it, whether it be art, music, science, whatever. There's no stopping them. There was no stopping me except for one little snag, but I'm figuring out how this new body works bit by bit and soon enough I'll be ready to tackle my life long dreams, maybe. Becoming a pilot's no easy task and you have be all kinds of mature to do that job.
What else, so yeah I'm kind of confused about why I bothered wasting my time reading and studying when I should have been grabbing all the girl's asses and titties that I was swimming in on a daily basis. Off limits now, though I can hardly tell the difference between a 16 yrld and a 20-ish college girl or whatever. Both ready to breed, so whatever. I guess that's what the older generation wants, to keep us young people with functioning sex organs in kid mode until way later in life or something. sucks. that's all. Like when I was in the airforce, some fat old white bitch, loves talking about her son for some reason, kept talking down to me as if I was a kid. I was ready to give her the finger and say goodbye but I kept my cool. It's strange being my age, old people keep fucking with me. Adult one minute, kid the next. It's confusing as fuck. And on top of that, they go home every night and get fucked. While you are still thinking you have to give a damn what these old assholes think about you like back in high school.
I wish someone told me this back when i was going to high school. If you can't take it anymore... leave. You're practically an adult, you could have your own kids by 16 17, what the hell is one more year. Get a job, and make money, become a supervisor by 20, don't even bother with college. More of the same, old people telling you how to live and the money is ridiculous.
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