Back in Action

Looney Tunes ref!

Yes I'm back internet universe. I fought I struggled, I did what I had to do and now I'm back to being a complete nobody online...

I know, you all envy my success in life...

All joking aside, it's over. I went an entire month without doing a daily blog or even doing a ton of insane browsing and net usage...

I have a lot of thoughts on what it all meant, what having my computer back will entail. What's the next step for me etc...

Prio number one is finishing Static. I will be finishing the fx work and getting it out on the date of Glass' release now. The delay was unavoidable and that's just the way it's gonna go....

I've become kinda a different person though... I don't really care about this blog anymore, not as much as I did. Being forced off it made me actually start being myself and discovering myself instead of putting on an act and pretending to be some internet guy online...

It was good. The internet is a black hole. It just sucks away at who you are and never intends to let go. Just turn it off and avoid it and you'll do yourself a huge favor...

I mean that's it, all I really have to say. My comp gpu exploded, fried my psu, caused me to have to live and do things in life for a while and I think I'm better for it... I don't feel beholden to online life as much as I used to. Iv'e gotten into studying and improving my intellect more. Working on finishing things I wanted to finish for a while like some games etc that I typically put to the side..

Indeed, the solitude of it all has led to a lot of self reflection and thinking about who I am. What I want to be in life. Stuff you can't do when you have the internet to crawl into constantly....

Let the mouse and keyboard go, it's not everything... That's where I leave it. I don't know if I'll blog again for a while, just wanted to chime in...

No mo podcasts

I made a good one but sound cloud has its limits. Still no sufficient means to post to my blog daily.

So gonna cut it off here till my comp is back up and running. There are wheels turning to get the money and equipment needed to bring me back up and going.

I have some serious thoughts on things I'd like to share. Get going with my projects and I've begun seriously studying piano again after doing it on and off for years. I've mastered reading notes which is a big step forward. But yeah like I've said sad that people want to discourage a guy from pursuing an instrument cuz derp didn't lern it as a kid zip derp derp... suck my cleft Goddamn this world. I truly love the piano and if I could have dedicated my time to it through school years I would have.

Love music. It's so powerful a thing...

It's helped me to have something to focus on anyway...

That's it I'm gone till maybe seeks from now...

Recorded again

New shit had to redo it

https://soundcloud.com/richard-simms-334445376/blog-3c

New stuff

https://soundcloud.com/richard-simms-334445376/blog2

Audio

https://soundcloud.com/richard-simms-334445376/blog

Trying this podcast thing out...

Computer down

Why my net usage haz bbeen crippled. Its forced me to actually semi turn bacj to  ab90s kid. I cant binge watch stuff... can't play video games. I've mostly been going for walks and cooking stuff and I mean besides hot white girl porno been barely using the web for the usual long winded shit I post here... I'm crippled... but I've gotten forced to be less dependent which is good. Power supply on my pc exploded. I can only hope it boots once install a new one and can finish static.

But yeah there it is. Unless you follow me on Twitter you'd think I just quit blogging. It's a quick divorce internet life. It's so quick.

So when I do stop blogging etc either I'm dead or I just quit. I see it a lot online and inevitably I too will cease to be a crazy online need fucktard. I really don't give a damn...

thawtz on the stabbing of junior

Boy, goddamn son. I've been there, getting jumped here in the bronx. Got lucky guy didn't kill me. Don't know why the fuck you think a little high school fuck like me has money, but you found out real quick my pockets were empty... So from that point forward I always carried a weapon whenever I had to walk the streets here in the bronx. It was my intro to the real world, fight or die kinda shit.

I feel bad for the dude, and he wasn't even the person they wanted to kill. Wrong kid, huh... everything wrong about this case, just a bunch of goons thinking they're accomplishing something and getting a nice dumb ass clear as shit example of their own stupidity by being caught on camera committing murder... They're going down... Hopefully anyway... word is one of them has already fled the country...

The bronx cops are gonna round up black and latino youth just for nothing now that they're in hunt mode, I can assure you.

And the fucked up part of this all is? If he had pepper spray on him, would have survived I bet...

The cops confiscated my pepper spray because technically it is illegal. Not here in the Bronx you dumb fucks. If you don't go out packing some self defense weapon on you, you're in the wrong neighborhood.. These street punks don't give two fucks about you...

I will buy more pepper spray and have it on me, I don't give a F what the police want to think. It's not  a nice world... if he popped some pepper in those guy's faces while they were trying to kill him, would have been a lot less stab wounds perhaps, something...

So I will give you young guys my permission. Ignore the law, buy self defense pepper spray, pocket knife, whatever you can get to protect yourself here in this shit town...

Nobody will be there or care when the gang members jump you. Nobody... Some dick head cop with his head up his ass is not going to show up or give a fuck.... So do what you can to take care of you...

RIP young dude, shit way to go out...