the intelligent children

I was browsing youtube for some reviews of the buzz lightyear action figure from toy story 3 and by god I didn't know there were so many tiny kids having free reign to post whatever shit they wanted onto the internet. I'm shocked because this is a pedo's dream come true to have such easy access to them. I hope youtube's got people watching these kid's channels to ensure their safety. Having been harassed online as a kid, I know what it can do to their minds... the internet is a drug to them, to rip it away from them, to make it no longer a safe haven away from school etc, is soul crushing.

but other than that I'm thoroughly impressed by their eloquence and show of intellect for such a young age, naive for sure, but not dumb or childish, certainly destined for something better in life than the garbage I do.

I ask myself a lot, why do I keep giving a fart about these low level dead end jobs? I'm way too smart for them. It's a waste of my time...and the money's nothing. I'm still here at home because this shit is bananas how none of these high school diploma level jobs are good enough to support a basic lifestyle... and being black doesn't help either. fuck obama, nothing will change. You think this world is easy? of course white people don't want to give up their power, oh hell no.

scratches head... I mean, it's about to get real bad at delta. Yesterday I worked so hard to get those flights out on time etc. because things are getting busier with the spring break upon us. Mind you, I'm not getting paid more and I'm working twice as hard to fill cans. and it's going to get worse as summer approaches... "just quit and find a better job you fucking idiot" Easier said than done...

Just look outside and see the millions of people in this world... what reason do some rich white folk have to give me a good job? None, none at all. If they can keep blacks tucked away in a corner somewhere doing crappy jobs, they will, nuff said. I can apply all day, won't make a difference. Kinda like trying to get a girlfriend in my current state... sigh... delta done know they have a guy like me by the balls. black guy, desperate for money, no chance of getting a cushy office job without some very good friends up top... might get there thanks to the affirmative action thing though... emphasis on might. They'll take any black guy honestly. doesn't have to have a brain. but my point is that there's not much else I can hope for but to continue shoveling shit for them and making my pennies.

I hope tsa calls, oh god, i hope tsa calls. I refuse to end up like my coworkers, very much stuck where they are till they're dead. Just a waste of what I can do, you know...