the search for pussy

so i was on the train to slavery... i mean work... and i saw some kids, which i see all the time, and I was kinda looking at them thinking about what some bunch of white kids think of a black guy. I watch a lot of youtube vids and often come across little videos made by some white kids and they're full of racism, so i'm not blind to the attitudes of quite a few if not all white kids. I was teased for being black a little in high school by some white girl in fact... nevermind the racism present in the military... just something I wish I didn't have to think about when I'm around kids.... so tedious and unnecessary really.

I to my own disappointment with myself forgot kids existed, little ones not the older almost ready for fucking kind, I mean small ones. this is something that is both a blessing and a curse, its good to be reminded that there is a next generation that needs to be cared for and guided through life, then of course there's the childish attitudes of grown men and women that can come to the surface when there are no children present to make people act more like adults.

It's hard to figure out what people want me to be as I'm not THAT old, so people treat me like a child, but if I be myself and act like a immature twat, people get ready to send me to jail to get ass fucked. I feel like I can't win really, such is my life, a very thin ice situation.

but then I realize I'm SURROUNDED BY ASS AND TITTIES and I feel a little better...