Wednesday, October 12, 2011

darkness before the light

strange... little update. I'm not on the girl's favorite people list or anything but as I hoped by mostly leaving her be, she's stopped being a total bitch, just semi-bitch and I don't know what to do with that except accept it and move on...

right now... wow, like I theorized the way this job is, you can bust your ass all night and day but every flight is considered your first. some dude I've never seen before in my life at delta treats me like I'm new to the job even though I've been working that gate for a long while. I felt aggrivated but he soon disappeared and I didn't see him for the rest of the day and things went back to normal. It's just a real whats the word, sad part of working delta, it doesn't matter how long you work there how good you are, all that matters is when you mess it up. that's all they'll notice. You're disposable cups.

Thank GOD I'm about to get my real job. I think I'll stick with TSA for life. I like the uniforms, they look like a cool organization, at least the tsa people I've met seem like they're more classy and intelligent and not like looking to eat each other alive like on the ramp... that's what kills me really, some people that work these kinds of jobs literally get up out of their bed eat breakfast, drive to work, then look for someone to fuck with to pass the time at work. Seriously, you'll find that's the case because they're bored and they can get away with it. simple as that.

You just finish loading a flight or whatever, you're dead tired, you go to sit down and chill inside then some asshole takes all his frustrations in life out on you. it's too much...

soon though things are going to get a lot better... i feel like I'm on the bottom now but soon I'll forget why I felt so bad.

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