you dont get to win

I'm in the depths of withdrawl now from skeetin. It's something I've decided to do because it doesn't work man, skeet and feel good for a minute then go back to feeling like shit. all sorts of thoughts going through my head now, about life, about people I've met taking their anger in life out on me because they know they can get away with it.

I understand the sadistic nature of men, and to some extent don't feel too hateful towards those who have shitted on me at work because frankly I have that capacity too, it's just annoying and unnecessary, and childish shit that we could decide not to do. But I guess they're bored with their lives as they are, what do i know...

Anyway I just was thinking about girls and how i've read some bitch online say "I want the best of both worlds" I mean straight up not giving a damn about unfairness and just plainly making it clear she's an ass.

What does that mean? Simply that if working a job doesn't work out for her, she'll go back to the house wife life. Nice little easy backup plan.

Me I have no such luck. It's just odd, as a man, you bust your ass in school as you're told to do and then you get nothing but a slave labor workman life as a result, fucking around trying to earn enough to survive. Now if you're white, it's a good bet. You black, good luck to yo ass nigga.

Not that I give a shit about other black guys, hell seems like some of them like sucking white cocks, what can I say... so much for a black pres. I wantz to be flippn dem burgaz.

But thank god I have all the power over women. Goddamn cruel irony isn't it. You want to work a damn shitty job get money then have men ask you out so you can take your pick of dick. NO DICE. I ain't going to do it. I've lived this long without a drop of sex and you girls out there thinking you can just sit on your ass and get what you want easily GO FUCK YOURSELF WITH A BROOM.

It's going to funny seeing them cry about where all the real men are when they reach that age when they want to get pregnant and all they have is a bunch of shitty guys to choose from.

Ah, to be me is sometimes most rewarding.