shiiiiiit

got an 85 on the customs exam. so I'm in. FUCK YOU TSA, gonna make the big bucks now bitch. I'll be like a cop now I guess... not going to become an a-hole about it though, I'm just another guy doing a job he hates. Money money money, that's all it is...

What was I thinking about. I don't get it. As kids girls are so different, not like the crazy whores they become. I mean I love that a lot of girls are very sexual these days and just whip out the tits and shit online and you can see them doing all sorts of stuff, but it's awkward because I didn't grow up thinking they'd turn out like that. Girls were smart, serious, often boyish as kids. You dare not hit a girl, but other than that they were just people. Now... shit, it's hard to figure out why they all of a sudden become sluts and are seemingly proud of it. I'm not going to attempt to understand it... it is what it is.

Childhood = a lie. It's not going to make a damn difference later. All those dreams you have, the way the world seems from that age, no way. All the world is is a bunch of people struggling to figure out how to deal with their animalistic urges.