continued ruminations on time travel

This is where the fun begins, as goddamn han solo would say. NOT Anakin Skywalker. I ain't got nothing against you children for liking the new movies. I really don't. Childhood is a fantastic time really, you don't have the same preconceptions and biases as an adult and so shit like the prequels is just another cool movie. Whatever...

Anyway, ya know what's funny... all this whole thing about marriage and kids and shit. Why do people keep getting married these days? It's all a sham, not like you can't just get divorced. My sister's all like "some people get married just so they can have sex for the first time." WOW REALLY? good golly miss molly, what a reason to make that commitment.

I don't get it. I'm remembering now that day when I was at work and this douche bag who was fucking around with me for fun was saying I was doing the world a favor by deciding to live my life childless. I just kept thinking, first of all YOU are black. No one gives a fuck if you EVER have kids. What is up with black people tearing other black people down as if they're white and the world loves them? There will NEVER be a time to come when these big industries and corporations overwhelmingly hire black people, so what the fuck are you trying to say with you pretentious attitude? Second, I'm not stupid. I've known ever since I was a kid that most of the retards around me would end up juggling kids later in life and have NO TIME to chase their dreams.

You don't get it. We're all going to die. So if you want to make the most out of the time you have, you have to make a choice in life. Either you're going to dedicate a great amount of time to raising children which is probably a life long commitment, or like me say "fuck that shit" and be free to do whatever the hell you want to do with your life. Case in point, creating a time machine.

I just need money and I have to learn everything there is to learn about physics and mechanics and computer coding. I think it'll probably take me 10 full years of hard work and I'll be around 36 by the time I've developed my first prototype.

You'll see.