Never really thought much of it... If he was in the right place where what he did was legal, it'd be ok. I know, I'm a pedo sympathizer bla bla bla, but that's the reality isn't it... Anyway, of course he's going down and well, damn all I can think is that ya shouldn't have taped that stuff man. That's the awkward part... I'm not giving a piss about who he's screwing or whatever, but to tape it, knowing that what you're taping is going to be a big piece of undeniable evidence against you, oh damn son.... that's so beyond idiotic.
It's a messed up case... very much an issue of race as well. It took this long to give a crap about him going after high school girls because it wasn't like he was boning anything but dirty black apes from the jungle. who cares?
Let's be real... no one cared because he was messing with fugly looking black girls. Yes, I'm telling it like it is...
People still don't care. Yeah he's getting lynched publically but this is how it is, I'll give it to you raw. No one gives a crap who black people are screwing or what age, none of that... no one cares...
that's kinda why he thought no one would give a damn about him getting that high school buns, he's not wacking his dick around some white girl or nothing like that... he's a black guy pounding black booty. It's like, good for her, somebody wants to... pfft. Yeah oh my god did this dude just say that.
I grew up in black land, you'll never understand how complex black life is, black people are, black development is... it's different. It's no where close to white/hispanic/asian life and development it's a whole different universe...
And the funny thing is no one wants to understand it. The thing you get to realize all too clear one day being the black guy hanging out in this world is that, yeah, the rumors are true, this world doesn't give a damn if you get hit by a bus tomorrow.
and it never did...
This should be interesting to watch, as a bunch of people parade around feeling offended by something they honestly don't care about in the least bit, black sexual life.
Bottom line am I ok with what R kelly did? I honestly don't know right now... I don't believe he was intending to hurt any of the girls he was with and I've seen so many black girls plan day and night to cry rape against a guy they don't like, so I'm not going to feel strongly on their side myself, But I will say R Kelly's a damn idiot... that is undeniable.
Saturday, February 23, 2019
Friday, February 22, 2019
current events and future events
what future? Honestly don't think I got one... but hey not dead yet, that's one thing...
Not going to get into the politics stuff cuz it's stupid, what's even more stupid, what's been on my mind recently is this smollet, whatever his name is thing...
It's bad for black folk in this world already, we REALLY don't need this dumb shit from him if indeed it's true...
whatever, like his fanbase will support him no matter what, but to me, it's probably damn true he staged this shit. At first I thought he got killed... even billy dee commented on it, I was thinking, oh poor guy got killed by the kkk, but then a few days later he's alive and well. I knew something was up. Not one scar, not one cut, nothing. do you really think hardcore kkk fuckers would leave you clean after abducting you? Serious?
So here we go again, they got this to fuel their agenda. Next black person says anything about police brutality or whatever, immediate pull the smollet card. I hope he goes to jail or something, go think about what you did in there idiot. It's not just about you. All of us blacks are in this shit together, only people we got is each other. No white people going to stick their necks out for any one of our asses when shit hits the fan...
Just sayin. Dude went and made shit worse than it needed to be and despite people being smart enough to know there are real cases of this stuff that needs to be taken seriously, any time doubt can be cast they'll use this retard's actions to justify their arguments for it being false. That and the duke's lacrosse, how many bad behavior from blacks do the kkk have on record to use as a blatant mark against them.
I don't know what to think... I mean I would if I had it my way make it true. Yeah I'll admit that's my thoughts. People need to take black abuse and attacks seriously not just dismiss it. If it takes a fake one to get that to happen, then so be it. But no chance now... this fool made it infinitely harder for blacks to get their voices heard by the courts and media when it comes to any kind of stuff like this. Dude... why... you ruined more than just your crappy career...
As for me and where I'm going and what I'm going to be working on... I do have Static 2 planned and want to get working on it some point. God if I had it my way I'd make it so much more than the first movie, with actual real cast, not just me...
Still got to do the chun li edit, been neglecting that shit for too long...
Don't know, just want to learn how to goddamn play piano like i've always dreamed of doing really.
Back to it...
Not going to get into the politics stuff cuz it's stupid, what's even more stupid, what's been on my mind recently is this smollet, whatever his name is thing...
It's bad for black folk in this world already, we REALLY don't need this dumb shit from him if indeed it's true...
whatever, like his fanbase will support him no matter what, but to me, it's probably damn true he staged this shit. At first I thought he got killed... even billy dee commented on it, I was thinking, oh poor guy got killed by the kkk, but then a few days later he's alive and well. I knew something was up. Not one scar, not one cut, nothing. do you really think hardcore kkk fuckers would leave you clean after abducting you? Serious?
So here we go again, they got this to fuel their agenda. Next black person says anything about police brutality or whatever, immediate pull the smollet card. I hope he goes to jail or something, go think about what you did in there idiot. It's not just about you. All of us blacks are in this shit together, only people we got is each other. No white people going to stick their necks out for any one of our asses when shit hits the fan...
Just sayin. Dude went and made shit worse than it needed to be and despite people being smart enough to know there are real cases of this stuff that needs to be taken seriously, any time doubt can be cast they'll use this retard's actions to justify their arguments for it being false. That and the duke's lacrosse, how many bad behavior from blacks do the kkk have on record to use as a blatant mark against them.
I don't know what to think... I mean I would if I had it my way make it true. Yeah I'll admit that's my thoughts. People need to take black abuse and attacks seriously not just dismiss it. If it takes a fake one to get that to happen, then so be it. But no chance now... this fool made it infinitely harder for blacks to get their voices heard by the courts and media when it comes to any kind of stuff like this. Dude... why... you ruined more than just your crappy career...
As for me and where I'm going and what I'm going to be working on... I do have Static 2 planned and want to get working on it some point. God if I had it my way I'd make it so much more than the first movie, with actual real cast, not just me...
Still got to do the chun li edit, been neglecting that shit for too long...
Don't know, just want to learn how to goddamn play piano like i've always dreamed of doing really.
Back to it...
Saturday, February 9, 2019
so much going on
I guess I better get my thoughts out... or just let them sit in my mind rotting away...
I mean I like to just sit here and watch naked white girls and enjoy my damn life... why are there people in this world who want to stick it to some poor smuck at the bottom of the ladder... why? What does it do for you?
Frankly yeah, I've been fined a whole ass 100 bucks for missing about 60 cents for a bus ride... I've been trying to make sense of this massive over-kill penalty all day even when I tell myself forget it and just move on with life... Something has got to change here systematically... some damn thing... I will from now on be hard dead set against taking public transport if I can find an alternative. It's become clear to me that it's a money making scheme, nothing else.
I friggin paid, then was searching my pockets for a few cents if the driver insisted I give the full fare, (sometimes they care sometimes they don't.) I actually freaken found the exact amount needed, but then the badass bus patrol squad jumped a guy over a few cents to meet their ticket writing quota for the day..... I feel terrible knowing I got raped by those people who are getting my tax dollars... I wouldn't mind it if they suddenly got shot or something...
I'm that freakin livid. If you want a war with me, I will find a way to kill you. But I'm holding myself back... I'm not going to be pushed to go crazy and end up making things worse. So damn tired of the jackass patrol out there in their tight ass uniforms... Go squeeze into those girl pants in the morning and parade around in front of someone who gives a damn... You're a disposable toy, mall security, nothing more... love to see them without the gun, would be a different scenario... I'd wreck them, I swear to God.
Any dumbass can point a gun around and pretend to be somebody, any...
any...
Well that's my release... As much as they tried to make me feel like I was in the wrong for missing out on a few cents for a bus trip. There have been days I've paid less because the driver wasn't an asshole and (knows there's no metro card machine at the bus stop.) I've NEVER not paid. I've had days I've put too much change in so I actually have already paid my fare and thensome... But sadly none of that matters. 100 bucks for 60cents... it's asinine. should be a warning, or a damn reduced fine, plea bargain sort of thing. 100 is egregious.
But keep it up. I hope they keep it up. People will get together and vote the wrong people out who are making these decisions and we'll get things stirred up to have these fines made more reasonable. I've done my research and there's wheels turning, maybe not fast enough, but they're being thought about. It's a tax funded transportation system and yet as a tax payer you have to pay... lots of thoughts on that, and technically, that bus I was going to take THAT DAY would have given me a free subway transfer, so ultimately what is most aggrivating is that that I ended up paying 100 for a bus ride that was basically going to be half price anyway considering my whole trip plans...
Oh well, you know what, they don't care. As long as we all keep drinking the kool aid and let the MTA rape us, nothing going to change...
As for how i'm coping with this. Tough nuggets pal. All I can say really. Been in pain over it... I have emotions, sad to say, but what can I do. I've had worse than this and lived. I'm well aware at this point, being black in NY is an insta-target for the slave-watch patrol or whatever... Oh I'm waking up to that shit now son...
My thoughts have been with that. What to do to make it in life as a black male... well, shit, can't say I got a clue...
Working on myself. I try. I mean I don't know if this will pan out the way I hope, but I am learning piano like I always dreamed and am not going crazy with it, just casually learning it... It's aggrivating but music is an essential part of the human spirit, it really is. And I connect with it... It's calming my head and it's healing... that's good, try to heal yourself through music...
Don't know what else to say. Life's a bunch of bitter spoiled milk in your mouth some days...
I mean I like to just sit here and watch naked white girls and enjoy my damn life... why are there people in this world who want to stick it to some poor smuck at the bottom of the ladder... why? What does it do for you?
Frankly yeah, I've been fined a whole ass 100 bucks for missing about 60 cents for a bus ride... I've been trying to make sense of this massive over-kill penalty all day even when I tell myself forget it and just move on with life... Something has got to change here systematically... some damn thing... I will from now on be hard dead set against taking public transport if I can find an alternative. It's become clear to me that it's a money making scheme, nothing else.
I friggin paid, then was searching my pockets for a few cents if the driver insisted I give the full fare, (sometimes they care sometimes they don't.) I actually freaken found the exact amount needed, but then the badass bus patrol squad jumped a guy over a few cents to meet their ticket writing quota for the day..... I feel terrible knowing I got raped by those people who are getting my tax dollars... I wouldn't mind it if they suddenly got shot or something...
I'm that freakin livid. If you want a war with me, I will find a way to kill you. But I'm holding myself back... I'm not going to be pushed to go crazy and end up making things worse. So damn tired of the jackass patrol out there in their tight ass uniforms... Go squeeze into those girl pants in the morning and parade around in front of someone who gives a damn... You're a disposable toy, mall security, nothing more... love to see them without the gun, would be a different scenario... I'd wreck them, I swear to God.
Any dumbass can point a gun around and pretend to be somebody, any...
any...
Well that's my release... As much as they tried to make me feel like I was in the wrong for missing out on a few cents for a bus trip. There have been days I've paid less because the driver wasn't an asshole and (knows there's no metro card machine at the bus stop.) I've NEVER not paid. I've had days I've put too much change in so I actually have already paid my fare and thensome... But sadly none of that matters. 100 bucks for 60cents... it's asinine. should be a warning, or a damn reduced fine, plea bargain sort of thing. 100 is egregious.
But keep it up. I hope they keep it up. People will get together and vote the wrong people out who are making these decisions and we'll get things stirred up to have these fines made more reasonable. I've done my research and there's wheels turning, maybe not fast enough, but they're being thought about. It's a tax funded transportation system and yet as a tax payer you have to pay... lots of thoughts on that, and technically, that bus I was going to take THAT DAY would have given me a free subway transfer, so ultimately what is most aggrivating is that that I ended up paying 100 for a bus ride that was basically going to be half price anyway considering my whole trip plans...
Oh well, you know what, they don't care. As long as we all keep drinking the kool aid and let the MTA rape us, nothing going to change...
As for how i'm coping with this. Tough nuggets pal. All I can say really. Been in pain over it... I have emotions, sad to say, but what can I do. I've had worse than this and lived. I'm well aware at this point, being black in NY is an insta-target for the slave-watch patrol or whatever... Oh I'm waking up to that shit now son...
My thoughts have been with that. What to do to make it in life as a black male... well, shit, can't say I got a clue...
Working on myself. I try. I mean I don't know if this will pan out the way I hope, but I am learning piano like I always dreamed and am not going crazy with it, just casually learning it... It's aggrivating but music is an essential part of the human spirit, it really is. And I connect with it... It's calming my head and it's healing... that's good, try to heal yourself through music...
Don't know what else to say. Life's a bunch of bitter spoiled milk in your mouth some days...
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