strange

to once again get a second chance at life. i wont go into details. hell my job at jfk is such that i've nearly died numerous times, but at least those i didn't literally SEE coming and had no way of stopping it. luckly God himself stopped it. cuz i certainly didn't, wasn't quick enough but fortune prevailed and for some reason i still live, at least i think i am. i don't know what to think. being former military, i feel like i should suck it up and move on, but i can't ignore the shock from looking death straight in the face. i'm broken inside. like what it must be like to be a zombie. i wish it never happened. roll with the punches indeed.

one mans ass is another mans pleasure

so the dude that got caught fucking another dude by his roommate jumped off a bridge and killed himself. really? because he outed you on the internet? loads of peeps in the comments on this story is showing such pity for the guy but not me. good. another ass crammer gone. i'm tired of the violent and hyperbolic defense of homosexuality, even comparisons of them to african slaves as if they even come close to that blight on humanity's history.

i remember it well, i slyly remarked that bryan singer sucks dick and had a mod blast me for it. yeah he sucks dick and i think it's stupid. what the hell. i grew up seeing nothing but girs and boys playing their natural roles, then later on all i get is fucktards screaming till they're dead about how awesome skeeting into a butthole is. probably is awesome, if it's a girl's asssss.... mmmm i love them. every time i get horny i look at a good looking girl at least over 16 and see them as future wife material. sorry but fuck off, fags. stop confusing the straights.

delta flight landing on 2 gears

miracle.

either that or one damn good pilot. met a few, they're a bunch of cowboys, real old school males from that kind of time. too bad we don't appreciate them much.

even though i work for them, i still stand behind delta because they're serious about taking care of their customers with good wel trained staff, i've learned more in 2 weeks about aircraft than i have in 3 months working with swissport which basically treated me like a piece of meat, i mean a girl died while i was working there, just some young woman, got fucked up by an engine i think, though i never really knew. i nearly died several times for my meager paycheck there, they preach safety but that's as far as it goes, it's all about making money...

back to the flight. i always thought as i starred up into the fuselage where the wheel is housed, that it looked very unclean, rusty, old, so i figured if this son of a bitch locked up on them in flight that'd be why, so much shit in there, and here we have it. I'm guessing it just got over stressed and failed, which is huge. i guess it's possible after all to land on just 2 of them by balancing the plane and landing like a roller blade, but as you all see the wing still tipped far enough to scrape the runway. fucking lucky fucks on that flight.... would have been cool if i was still training and this happened...

Ronda X

my next series ive come up with, it's the new ronda, like a ronda from a different dimension, like ultimate spiderman or some shit like that. What happens is the original ronda exceeds the power limitations of her own universe and is ascended to godhood through the... hold on, i'm just sick of this. cleveland show is crap, i hate it, and fuck you if you like it. it's just so bland, stale, shitty, stupid, family guy light. whats the point? it doesnt even play with the fact that cleveland's black, he seems pretty content with his life despite the way society prettymuch hates him off the bat, what a joke. stick to the boondocks. it kinda scratches the surface of real middle class niggers.

ok back to my ideas. well she's re-born. what happens is ronda fuses with a queen of an african tribe in order to defeat the godlike beings and she achieves super saiyan 4-ultimate, aka ss 5. from here she's gone beyond the current dimension and must travel to the next where she'll be amongst peers of similar power, but she gives birth to herself out her butt, like a side effect of her incredible powers. This new ronda wakes up with no memory of who she is. God ronda goes on to the next dimension. And the new story takes place following Ronda as she travels the world and reunites with old allies and takes on new enemies. she feels connected to her older self, but she's not the same person anymore. her power is still formidable although it's more difficult to achieve super saiyan form. although she can go further she prefers to stick to ss 1 and 2, and eventually she ascends to ss 4 once again and masters ss 5 fully.

its ambiguous whether we're seeing a reborn ronda or just a ss5 ronda going through to the next dimension and being challenged by the gods before mastering her powers. it'll be cool.

yeah i really work for delta

Really, start training on monday... This could lead to better jobs at the same company, no doubt they prefer to hire from the inside similar to how they hired me because I already work at jfk in a similar job. 10.82 pocket change to some people, more than enough for me. Sure I get no benefits besides flight priv, but I got my foot in the door, only thing left is to climb the ladder over time. I reason that me being a young male with nothing to lose will look good to the company since they likely will need to fill any future openings and need someone with experience. Hopefully the money is enuf to get me started...

delta

Aaaahhhh.... Im now an employee of delta air lines bitch. Well not yet but out of nowhere they called me a month or so after I applied online, went for the interview and passed it, so all thats left is urine test etc... Then I jump on over to the big leagues, a real airline... Ahhhh fuck am I happy. Didnt expect a call but I guess they need more man power... This job suks so I mite as well be paid well and get flight privs for it, and if tsa doesnt work out I can probably move on to ticket agent, make the big bucks... This is what a lot of folks around these low paying sub cons can only dream of... I cant believe some of my coworkers plan to stay where they are and not go after an airline, same shit more money, but maybe they cant... Oh well, time to travel the entire world... Heh

Protein

why the FUCK is this not taught in schools as STANDARD core curriculum health studies... maybe it is in better schools, for white kids maybe... my schools were prisons for kids, all of them. Just gotta keep us occupied until we can get a job somewhere.

Here's the discovery. Right i've been trying to quit masterbating since about 2005 when i turned 19 and it stopped being such an immense sensation that i couldn't deny myself. still cant but i tried because it wasn't fun anymore, not only did it scar my dick up, but it hurt my brain to constantly feel tense and withdrawn from the chemical high you get from ejaculation.

hear this, if you're still stuck in high school or you're just a young guy struggling with the same problem. Eat protein. That means eat chicken, beef, ham sandwiches, just go for it. i didn't know that the body NEEEEEEDS the stuff so badly. i tried to diet by eating nothing but vegies, my dad tellls me that's not a good idea because you need to eat meat, and i shrugged it off, but he's right. And not just a little meat but a lot, fill up on the stuff and you'll feel much much better because protein heals the body faster. i thought everything was carbs, but that's just for energy, to actually generate new body tissue, it comes from protein, meat being the best source.

fuck goddamn i hate having to learn things the hard way. i hope this helps any clueless fucking kid or whatever out there. keep consuming meat, not too much fatty shit though, try to get the low fat stuff and you're good. i masturbated twice today and because i had chicken i'm feeling ok cuz that shit must be rejuvenating my sperm faster than before... good lawd.