Raven 2

I feel her inside me. I can't explain it, just is what it is... like she's alive. I don't get it though... what goes through a father's head when he has a daughter, like does he think she's going to become anything great or just another dumb golddigging slut like the rest of all women. honestly saddens me, thinking about the inevitable outcome. I mean, i watch porn day and night, and I wonder what all these bitches getting slammed in their anuses used to think about their future when they were kids. Girls were always the smartest kids in school, how the hell does it end up backwards like this later in life... nature... i guess. Gotta make those babies.

Bosses are Bitches

I've had like 4 bosses so far, supervisors, one a pretty hot asian slut, another in my second job a pretty cool african guy, the other a complete asshole, and now at Delta some jackasses who want to make their deadlines and look good to their own superiors and to hell with me... sigh... what is up with this kind of attitude from people lately, oh we'll whoop your ass if you don't do what we want... I just recently got a taste of their bad attitude, much like in the military, jobs don't care about you, you're just a number, everything is paper work, period.

Alright first of all, I love how most of the guys working in these bagrooms are black and hispanic and the people above them are mostly white, granted we for some reason have a few white dudes sprinkled about on our mostly black dominated bagrooms and ramps, mostly because this is all they have, or they can't get any other kind of job due to some problem, or whatever... but generally the racism is all too obvious.

which makes the fact that my black boss is making threats at me kind of sad and sickening, just how desperate he is to keep his position in society that he's willing to suck the dicks of the white guys above him. Incredible, but not unexpected since that's just the way things are really. Men don't care about other men worth shit. As long as i got my house, and my pussy, fuck you.

I guess this is why we have unions. Like, the reason i'm posting this is because yesterday at work, the dude who's been 'faking' being nice to me, flipped the switch which I knew he would, when he jumped to the conclusion that I was avoiding work, which I wasn't. Another supervisor told me to do the arrivals, which is what I was doing all day. This jackass, scared shitless that he'd have someone breathing down his neck for a lack of work getting done, practically loses it and tries to hammer me, before realizing he was full of shit, and assigning me to a pier. I'm telling you without a union stupidity like this would likely lead to you getting permanent shit on your record you can't fight... i guess, i've honestly lost faith in good winning out...I know you're worried about losing your job asshole, but think before you go looking for someone to blame.

This happened before too at my last job. I work at a fucking airport with ear protection, so it's hard to hear what people say. So when i didn't hear someone tell me to guide my co worker in to the aircraft, which I've never done before and don't really know how to do anyway, they usually do it without a guide even though it's not right, it's not always done, fucker goes nuts when his own superior takes issue with it and he immediately turns on me as the sole reason for anything. Then there's just the general fact that at swissport, you really are nothing to them, just a dog or horse to get work done and if you show signs of not being happy with their constant abuse, they scream and yell and bang the walls like children wanting a new toy, it's the worst.

WOW. anyway, some say get a college edumacation to avoid dealing with retarded asshats with too much power, but it's bullshit. 1. college is just another business that exists to make money. 2. The fuckers telling you to go there just want you to either be kept out of the way or become a better potential employee for them. As a male, you're meat to some big business that needs to hire a body a human resource and put him to work so his little wage can pale in comparison to the profit being made. Honestly, what are you going to do if not sucking on the dicks of the wealthy upper crust? things have been made as such that you don't have a choice. You're just a modern day slave. But they call it a job and you get paid with money rather than well, not getting food and shelter from your overseer.

went to island of adventure

shit was great. i wish i went there years ago when we had the chance, back when I believe my father, sister, and I went to grandma's house in orlando. We went to the old park because, well, it's the orignal, must kick island of adventure's ass, right? NOPE. If you're wondering which park to choose, definitely go to the islands of adventure, you will not be dissappointed. cost 82 bucks, but it was worth every penny and more considering the great attractions and rides, just amazing stuff.

Tron rebooted

gotta say although the main character in it reminds me too much of a faggy backstreet boy, the film looks interesting. Finally sat through all of the original Tron, and I gotta say, i like it... yes, kind of convenient that at the same time a supercomputer goes crazy, they also just happen to have a honey i shrunk the tron, whatever, I rolled with it... it was the 80s, time for crazy scifi shit, and the movie's actually quite good. visually the fx still hold up, really excellent excellent craftsmanship and animation, should expect no less from disney back then really. There's depth to the film, a message about the dangers of becoming too dependent on technology to handle everything. Having taken the original journey, I DO want to see what happens next after flynn takes over encom. Apparently he somehow gets sucked back into the game grid again, which is just fucked up honestly. He should know better. we'll see.

and I keep seeing girls all over the place... interesting, to be so close to something you want, but yet so very far. Saw this girl though on the bus, just had this toughness to her, ya know, like she was a warrior at heart, got to me, that did.

bought a piano, gonna learn it since my fingers are big enough now to reach all the keys. I know I can because I taught myself to draw, I know quite a bit of spanish now after studying it for a while, and I'm typing rather effortlessly after having been doing it for years since i learned how way back as a kid.

Ender Begins

I'm begining the planning stages for the final complete version of my ronda wigglesworth saga. The final opponent in the series will be a character I've invented named ENDER (Experimental Nano Device Evolving Rapidly) or something. her true origins are unknown at first, but we learn more about her later on as ronda battles the 7 galactic guardians in ss5 (or ss4U) mode after she fuses with jasmine, queen of kuntamba, who posseses great mystical powers. It is after all this that ender rises, first against eve who encounters her in one of her time quests, then ender returns through time to defeat the one person who could stand in her way of complete domination, ronda. they both travel through time, impacting the events that already happened, making it seem like it was all destined to be this way. Then we learn ender's origins. It seems that the combination of verona and Lena's blood not only got verona pregnant, but Lena as well, but Lena didn't give birth to a person but a strange entity which didn't seem human and buried it. Discovered by the Galactians thousands of years after they invaded earth she was rejuvinated. This entity then grew under the guidance of the Galactians into ender several years into the future and possessed unbelievable levels of power. Combining with her sister Jade, she becomes complete. And Ronda must summon everything she has to stop this bitch.

I'll try to get it done in like 3 or 4 months if i can.

TS-gay

I was driving from work and hearing on the radio about how the tsa's been going too far with their searches. I thought to myself, why the heck are you checking a pilot's dick for possible bombs? he's the fucking pilot. if he wants to slam that plane into the middle of a school full of kids, he can. stupid, boneheaded practices. They finally wised up and put pilots and flight attendants on a waiver, but to even begin searching those guys for shit in the first place just shows how inept the people in charge of the tsa actually are...

Further more, as a ramp agent, I don't get searched nor go through metal detectors, I can if I choose blow up any plane i feel like blowing up. So yeah, good job.

I don't know what to tell you passengers, try to avoid the pat down procedures if you can, even if it means having to go through those new scanners that leave nothing to the imagination. It means very little in the long run, but whatever...better than having some guy feeling up your penis.

Planes and pains

Unbelievable job, being a ramp agent. I'm at work right now bored since i'm done with my scheduled flights but i don't leave till 8 so i have time to kill and I have to say the way they run these planes like trains in and out non-stop, is crazy. if we dedicated the time and effort we put into shuffling tons of baggage here and there to something that actually matters like feeding starving people or curing diseases, we'd have all that shit solved today, at least that's what i tell myself. it's just ridiculous what lengths an airline is willing to go to to make the assloads of cash they make. It's a numbers game. spend x amount for y amount of profit and to hell with how many people might get run over on the way there...

like in india, they're even crazier. I'm complaining but those guys over there would cut off their right nut to be able to have my job i'm sure. they're insane over there, hell, everywhere. why not, right? why not get a bunch of bottom of the barrel scrubs to do work on a project that will net millions in profit for you. there's no downside to it. And such a practice continues to pay in the bucketfulls because there's ALWAYS somebody out there who's willing to work for next to nothing.

that's sad. if people were smarter they'd hold these companies by the balls and demand a fair wage. but nobody can organize people enough for that kind of shit. there's always some dumb fuck who'll try lifting a car with his bare hands for a measly dollar. It's our own fault really. There's nothing special about the people who own these huge corporations, got to stop thinking they're super humans, they're just people with lots of money. And when you have a lot of money, you can controll people's very lives, get them to work for pennies while you make the real money off their broken backs.

I do this not because I plan to do this till I'm in a grave, or desperate for money, I've always LOVED airplanes, to be in their pressence on a daily basis is a pleasure in itself. However, the way they're run like soulless pieces of tin foil with wings that carry crap from one place to another certainly de-mystifies them for me. It's such a money money money game, faster you shovel the shit from new york to moscow, the more money, stupid and unspectacular. I hope to pilot some day maybe, but hell it's starting to seem like even being a pilot isn't that special either. come on, it's like being a mini-astronaut for god's sake.