Thursday, April 28, 2016

What a world

Goddamn, no wonder that zuckerberg motherfucker has so much money. I can't stop facebooking. And I've been on the internet for decades now. I know how to use it by now. I just, it's so much fun to get in touch with celebs and people who matter. I damn love it.

Not bad, the internet actually being a place for people to get together and discuss topics that interest them and educate each other. HOLY SHIT. Never thought I'd see it...

He's an interesting guy, zuckerberg. What's his goal with facebook beyond creating a new form of television. This is what I did as a kid, watch tv all day and night. Now I'm on facebook all day and night, it's kinda making me feel dirty to be so invasive in the lives of the rich and famous. I blissfully lived for years not know what the fuck they did all day and certainly that's how I thought things would go later on. It's unhealthy to have this much exposure to each other's lives. Nobody's saying it because who gives a shit, but it's too much. You're gonna have issues with this much over exposure and already people have raped and murdered on live video feeds. What the hell, how does he feel about being a part of that?

Tricky bitch the internet. I dare say just not even worry about making sense of it. It's like making sense of a jungle. You got to just let life find a way in there...



Monday, April 25, 2016

Finally finished Hensonized Edition

Here's a link, check it out. And remove the awful original film from your collection if you have it.

Friday, April 22, 2016

Celebs following me on twitter

Interesting I guess. I'm not thinking it means anything. I just like the idea of twitter, random blurbs ya got to spout at the moment, no long winded drawn out debates like at forums at times. I like it. What am I going to post on twitter, how much I'm jacking off today? Probably should. Sure enough jacked it a few times today, felt good.

I guess it's a sign that I could end up getting somewhere in that world of entertainment. Small, but a welcome one. I need all the confidence I can get. There's little hope of me landing the Lando gig, which will make me beyond set for life, I mean the money will be raining too much if I get that part.

But I don't know shit about acting and the pressure to live in the spotlight would be murder. I never thought I'd see people acting like babies and losing their ass over every word someone utters. Nobody went to high school or any school at all? Kids are assholes, not news to anyone. Why do people think they change when they get older?

Whatever, just thanks for following.... it's nice to know someone likes me. I'm definitely that same guy who gobbled up hours of tech tv and watched DBZ every day with cup noodles. To suddenly wake up in my 30 year old body ready for a lynching by the KKK is not a fun experience. You don't think I want to chop off 15 years and go back to watching toonami? DO YA???

We'll see how this goes. If I don't get to play Lando for some retarded reason, then at least I have my post office job.


Thursday, April 21, 2016

Chyna dead, prince dead

At least when it's a bunch of random nobodies in an airport being blown to hell, it's another day. But when it's chyna and prince, everybody knows about it. But that's politics, not going to get into that shit.

FUCK. I'm torn. I never thought this man would die any time soon. Only 57, still in good shape, just played SNL not long ago. Why the hell? What the fuck???

Chyna dead too. Even younger, in even better shape? Wow, that makes no sense to me. Just makes no sense.

Wednesday, April 20, 2016

Final Static Shock Costume

Gonna get a yellow belt now that I see how the colors work on it...


footage:


Sunday, April 17, 2016

What am I gonna buy

I estimate I'll be earning a couple thousand dollars every two weeks once I get off my ass and start working.

Gonna get some stuff for the static shock project and of course buy new toys for myself. I work hard for my money and I spend hard. Always have, always will.

Gonna get some new camera equipment. Best camera Sony makes, the Rx-100 as far as I know... Then we start making movies. The camera I got is just a little toy next to that beast. Shit, but when you're poor your options are limited Might actually spring for a really high end professional cam corder.

Let me just say this for the record. It's so sad that I'm 30 years old and hoping to scrap together enough money to buy a camera some white kids get and toss in the trash on a weekly basis.

One thing I've glanced from my youtube travels is the white world. And they got all the good shit first... I mean it's like, just all I see when I look up camera test videos is some white kid testing out some freaking professional camera equipment I could never have gotten at that age. What the hell?

I did what I could as a kid, I just basically played videogames, watched movies, and drew comics. Never had money to get cool stuff so I didn't. And of course didn't have a job back then. Now I will be pulling down massive amounts of money so my life will finally get interesting.

It's aggravating of course, the constant fear and apprehension I often encounter out there as a black male. It's like, yeah you live your life feeling restricted and like everybody is watching you. I prettymuch never I guess appreciated that I looked like a hispanic kid when I was younger. Being that way meant that I didn't have to belong to the black population full steam ahead. But now I do, it's part of getting older, you just lose your youthful looks and shit.

I don't know about whether to care or not. Just want to finish my projects I got and of course make movies the way I know how. Stick to the plan, ignore the politics, I say.

Just, I hate jobs, hate working, hate feeling like I got to be in school all over again. Doesn't life branch out beyond that shit at some point???

Or what?


Thursday, April 14, 2016

got a job

finally, what the hell...

Can't believe it but I did ace the interview. Best job interview I EVER did in my life, son. I was like basically talking about how much I've done the job prior. I can't believe it. Going to be earning substantial money for once. Not bad....