Thursday, June 30, 2016

My job is too good

I never thought I'd get here. You go through high school and you wonder, what the hell you're going to do after that shit is done. Shit done... what the hell am I supposed to do. I of course said, yeah, get a job some fucking place, don't care where. My dream job of course was to work at a movie theater. I practically lived in them all my years in school. I loved the movies. Working there would have been monumental. Not working there... but the post office is a win.

You basically get paid to go to the gym all day.

I'm a fitness nut. If I had a regular sit on your ass job, I'd be in the gym anyway.

I got to shovel people's bullshit all day, yes, but it's a good work out. You will lose weight. And the money's nice.

If you get a decent route, you're going to just basically have a smooth run of it and not get too over worked. Other routes, forget it. Gonna be dead by the end of it.

Hopefully I get to stick this thing out long term and get in great shape.

It's perfect for me.

Tuesday, June 28, 2016

what we gonna get in the death star dlc?

What are my thoughts on the bespin dlc.

What you'll find a lot in hero vs villains is people saying to avoid using lando because he's easy to kill and not that good a hero.

Agreed. He's truly better than han as a hero yes, but not by much. He's essentially han with gadgets and shit. Other than that they're identical and just as useless in battle against beast mode better opponents.

So yeah unless you're good with him, and I certainly am not, don't waste your time on Lando. Such a disappointment since I love the Lando.

Overall though the bespin dlc is really quality stuff. Sabotage is a lot of fun and can get intense. They have to make that game mode expand to other maps, should be interesting.

As for the next dlc coming, wow would be interesting if we get a full scale battle outside the death star in fighter squadron. Requiring one to actually fly down the death star trench and shoot the hole to blow up the death star and win the match. I'd kill for that. I've never actually played the death star trench run in a videogame before, ever. Would be epic shit to actually get to do it, and fitting for a "star" wars game to have a space battle in it. One of the most embarrassing complaints aimed towards battlefront, there's no star battles. Why is it called star wars?

Touche...

But yeah the carbon freeze chamber map is my favorite map out of the whole damn game. It's just awesome to look at and actually feels like a shooter oriented map and not some big clunky cheaply made piece of garbage. It's complex and full of places to bottle neck and multiple levels to go up and down and shit, beautifully done and the visuals are like straight out of the film. Imagine having the luke/vader fight in there would be beautiful.

We're definitely going to get obiwan for the death star dlc. Don't know who else they're going to toss in there... on the villain side... Tarkin most likely... Cuz honestly there's no big villains to put on the death star besides him now that I'm thinking about it... Wouldn't mind seeing some of the like new villains show up. That dude from force awakens on the ship, kylo perhaps....just sayin....


Sunday, June 26, 2016

Independence Gay

Looks like a bomb. Wow, thought it would do ok at least. Loved the first movie. Love Jeff Goldblum. Hate to see him return and all only for it to be a big puff of gas.

I'll see it, fuck it. I owe the movie, cast, and directors for making my childhood a blast. That's the thing about me, I escaped into cinema any chance I could get as a kid and that's what made life tolerable. We all did, I'm pretty sure. All of us 90s gen kinda got away from life in movies. And I'm telling you, it's a good thing. Makes you keep your sanity. Hell I still do it. I guess its ingrained in me. I just lose myself in a film from time to time and try to forget all the drama of life if I can.

What am I really posting about, fucking job I got to go to tomorrow.

I hope and pray every day that Phil and Chris want me as Lando. But I'm not going to put all my bets on that shot of luck, hell no.

I am a postal worker.

I take somebody's bullshit and get it to them, and that's all I do. I fucking hate it, but it pays.

It'll help me to lose weight as I endure the lengthy bullshit of the job, and of course the money won't hurt in my efforts to craft and design and create the official static shock live action trailer.

Now that I have substantial money I may actually write and direct a full length episode. But that's a pipe dream. the trailer's the only thing that makes sense. I don't have the big bucks like white folk, so I do what I can.

Interesting to browse facebook. It's an addiction of course. It's like if I'm not checking out the new shit, I'm missing out. Gotta break that habit. I did other things with my time before facebook. I browsed porn sites for one thing.

Here I stand, still living. Got a job that pays 16 an hour and isn't a horror story of a job. Should I consider this a win in life?

I mean I'm a postal worker, even white people take this job if they need to survive... I got my ass in the door. I COULD in time, seek out hire levels of federal employment since I'm a federal employee right now... it's all about sticking with it until opportunity knocks.

Hate how cops give me the evil eye still like, OMG black guy gonna start trouble. I bet if I became a cop they'd act a little less shitty. But that's not my interest. When does a black dude NOT get shit from cops in this world? I'm a federal employee, I am on their fucking side, working for the government, and they still treat me like some black hood thug. Wow, what do I got to do? I'm lucky as fuck, if I wear a cap I look like a hispanic dude.

You have to take that into account when you try to understand why black people get all kinds of plastic surgery, it's a survival tactic. If you can pass for another race, the cop will potentially hesitate to kill you.

No I'm not kidding.

I try not to be emo about life, but it comes with the package unfortunately. Being black opens up a whole world of SHIT to deal with. If you are white or anything else, you got it too good and don't know it... appreciated it if you can. Don't look down on the fact that every day is christmas for YOU.

Will I get some white pussy and get a boost in status in life? Certainly hope so. Just hope to get any ass to be honest. Can't stand this virgin nonsense. It's truly nonsense and feels like you're just waiting to die off every day instead of doing what you're here to do.

Anyway besides the negative, there's positive to my life. I hope to do a lot of the shit I've been planning for years but never had money to get it done.

Buy a delorean, build a proton pack, make the static shock trailer... Get toys!!!

That's my mission in life. Pathetic? Yes, but that's who I am, mr. pathetic. Not going to lie.







Friday, June 24, 2016

First day on the job

Not fun, not going to enjoy walking all these damn postal routes and there's kids to deal with, which I hate, but if there's a steady pay check in it, fuck it.

All I'm concerned with. Love money. Love it.

Cute bitches around the neighborhood where the route is. Wouldn't have a problem pounding all that ass.

Gonna just make my money and live it up, brother, all I ever hoped for all these long tumultuous dumb ass years of school I've endured.

Now life is definitely WORSE. But at least I can make money now instead of having none and dealing with that fact.


Thursday, June 23, 2016

thawtz on Alexa Vega having a kid

Holy moly, that's what I'm talking about. I grew up with her. Now she's like, starting a family and stuff.

Amazing.

Life goes on, doesn't it... I can't imagine her having a kid. I just can't. Yunno why? She's just so manly, but if she wants it, go for it. Wow, amazing. I never thought I'd see things change so much over the years.

It's just, a totally different world today than the one I came from. I'm still the same tho...

Getting somewhere

Bone tired right now. Not much to impart except for the constant bullshit of life as usual. Life is profoundly tiresome isn't it... Every day, get up, walk about, see a gorgeous girl you want to fuck, wash rinse repeat. Is that all this thing is? How mundane...

Not even going to bother with the ghostbusters movie or the marketing and all that. I have to say, it's going to bomb. I have no doubt of that shit. It's just as much a movie as home alone 3, hell teetering on home alone 4 territory.

Sadly ecto cooler will be removed from production because of the movie's failure.

Nothing will save it. I'm just being realistic.

How's my job going. Tedium is the best description. It's just a waiting game right now. Waiting for the bullshit to take place, for the childish nonsense to commence... As usual. Looking back on my life, it's always been a situation where I go somewhere I don't want to be and just sit and wait for the bullshit to rain on me as I roll my eyes at the idiocy taking place.

I'm no genius, but I'm not of the mind that does things without a lick of sense behind it or lashes out recklessly, never have been. So to see others relishing in it is always a bore. No wonder there's class-ism in this world. It has its place.

State of the world? Strange all these shootings and shit. Never seen so many as far as I've lived. Your standard regular bad behavior sure, but never mass shootings in theaters and such. What a wonderful joyous world this is for children to grow up in, I gotta say...

NOT.






Tuesday, June 21, 2016

Goddamn the wait and the long slog

Can't stand the subway, it's like being trapped in a garbage bin, it really is. I'm done with it.

I've had my fill of that crap, never rocking the subway again if I can help it.


Waiting for my first paycheck. Can't wait to have it, drop it in the bank, get some new shit.

Just got to get through 2 more nonsensical stupid useless days of training and then it's on to my post office to get to work.

But I look forward to it. If we get the goddamn push cart, I don't care how much shit I have to shovel for whitey. At least I won't be damn killing my self to do it this time. That's one benefit.

I'm athletic, 30, can do this job in my sleep. And I want to lose weight and get in better shape. Couldn't be a better set up for me, really couldn't.

Plus the pay is off the chain.

Don't know what I'm gonna spend on first. Gonna just stash the cash cuz in my opinion you should never empty out your account. At least have 500 emergency dollars stashed in there for a bad spot.