Friendly security

Alot to say as I relax from work. My job at tsa is now in jeopardy because of my failing of the PSE test they give even though I've been working there under a year. Some new rules and shit have put me in a position to take the test. I did very well to my surprise on the last stuff that included a complicated process to pat down a person with disabilities, then  I supposedly missed a spot on the much easier bag check shit. So now a bunch of shit is going on and I have to wait from word from the FSD to see if I get to keep my job. Most likely I'll keep it because I passed the portion of the test that deals with my actual position there as a CTX baggage scanner. So I may lose my checkpoint certification only and it'll be like losing a chance to get raped in the ass... so whatever...

I hate to wait, but it's the government so it'll probably take a goddamn month to get any word back. They fired 2 people recently though so I'm hoping they're not looking to so quickly lose people so soon... I don't know... to my surprise lga's been pretty low on personnel and shit, so they've been hiring out the ass and I know many who are working in shitty little airport jobs who want in on tsa's hiring spree. Jump on that shit, it's so easy, this job, and the pay's good and the benefits are good, lotta niggas licking up that big gov money, so jump on it I say. If you see a big bucket of money out in the middle of the street, what are ya gonna do, not snag it just cuz people will look down on you for not working hard for it? No, fuck them. they don't care about you. Take that shit.

That's why I'm not totally disappointed by losing all that money I spent on my bike. There'll be more to come especially once I finish building this new one. Gonna have to call those guys on maybe wednesday to see if I can get that shit, or just ya know whatever... I think I can afford the parts right now but I'll see if I can get the price reduced first. Does it hurt to lose 2000 dollars? yes, Have I spent that and then some in owning and maintaing a car for years? Yes. I've lost more than that by paying car expenses anyway, so why the fuck am I completely crushed by this one problem. Stupid...

Anyway, I hope they don't fire me. I'm damn good at my job, because of my personality. I'm a friendly person to everyone and I'm not that kind of tso you've probably come across who acts like they're a cop and bossses you around, no... I only do that if I have no choice, otherwise I just talk normally. People get tiresome sometimes though. It's funny how similar people are, saying the same exact words every day, I never knew how limited our collective vocabularies were until now. I've seen thousands of people come and go through the ctx doorway and yet every single one of them, of all races and ages, uses the same words. Only a select few obviously more intelligent people try to say it differently, but most people speak rather ordinarily. I like to liven things up with a clever quip and shit, and that's how I like it, and that's also how tsa operates. They're like the airforce in a lot of ways,  funny, friendly, but serious nonetheless. I'm perfect for that... as I was for the airforce but let's not go back to that... hell, maybe during basic I wasn't willing to kill people, but I sure am now after coming across so many kinds in lga... ya wonder to yourself sometimes which people are worth keeping around and which are better off dead.


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