Don't know man... the drive to procreate is probably impossible to overcome when you really think about it. Can you stop from ejaculating? No... it's just something that's gotta be done....
It's just so crazy to think about it to me, what'd it be like to be a father... not something I ever thought about. I figured I'd just go to my cubicle job and shit like everybody else. Now I meet little kids at work and I make them laugh and it's not a bad feeling being a parental figure to them.. but shit if I have any idea how to take on that role.
I did help raise my niece and truthfully I still am her crazy uncle and stuff so I guess I've been there done that. She was an extremely cute baby.... I remember we cleaned her ass and all that, fed her. That was a good experience for me, more valuable than going to shitty school. I'm not scared of taking care of a baby because I've already done it, ya dig...
It's just that I myself am still so clueless about life, I don't feel confident passing on knowledge to any kids or strong enough mentally to handle their incessant bullshit. but as I said, it's almost prophetic how my blog is named the same as I intend to name my daughter. Bishop, being the name of a super hero I created, but wouldn't be a bad name for a boy when you get down to it...
Just blowing smoke though. I ain't never going to have kids. EVER.
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