Sunday, April 12, 2015

Why does life have to suck after school is over

Sadly and pathetically I'm infinitely getting tired of the abuse and mistreatment you get once you reach adulthood. It's as if yeah people think it's ok to treat someone like shit just because they're older and all that. I'm not saying I want to be treated like a kid again, no but the thing that pisses me off is that it's like my life as a kid SUCKED and now my life as a man sucks more... the shit you get from people seems to never end does it... and then what, what the fuck are you suppose to do in this world, just constantly feel like you got a gun to your head all day...

I don't believe in that. I don't believe people should walk the streets feeling like they're going to get stabbed all day... what kind of world is that?

Technically you should have an opportunity to live feeling safe and secure in your goddamn life, am I right?

It's like damn. I go to work and today's just another day, nothing special, but the guys there are like always hounding me trying to make me feel like I'll get fired.

NO I won't get fired. I do my job straight and clean. I get it done nice and nobody can complain. You don't have to threaten and belittle me and make me feel like I'm not a good person just going to work every day.

Isn't that what you're suppose to fucking do in this world? Get a goddamn job and be productive? Or what?

Ultimately and sadly I think yeah it doesn't really matter. If you get a job and work hard and be good at it, you'll get shitted on. If you go rob a bank and rape girls and be a complete shithead, you'll get shitted on too. Either way, you'll get shitted on.

It's hard to hold on to my old beliefs that if you did the right thing and finished school and all that shit you'd get a reward and live a decent life. I was wrong....

It was all a trick. They just wanted to make me run around doing retarded amounts of school work for their own amusement. Wow ya got my dumb ass.... you really did.

I don't know. Sad thing to deal with constatnly being threatened with a firing all damn day. I'm trying to concentrate on getting these planes out without issues and all I got is this heavy burden on my mind of what I'll have to do to find a better job or some shit. Here's an idea, just let me do my job and shut up. How about that...

These guys got to get their heads out of their asses. Nobody gives a SHIT how tough you are in front of some little black virgin boy. NOBODY.

You really BEAT me down. You really showed ME... you gonna fire me from some bone crushing heavy manual labor job that I'm waaaay over qualified for, you got me...

Oh shut up...


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