thawtz on yesterday

My life today is better than it was back in the good ol days of xplay, and sessler, tech tv, call for help.

Can't help but think about where I was back then. Playing dream cast and playstation 2 any chance I could get. Watching hours of tech tv, and above all else, browsing star wars forums like a madman.

I'm still here, only keeping things simple and posting to this blog instead of being a forum brat.

Not going to even begin to try making sense of online world. It's a bee hive. Don't waste your time.

Hate how pissy and limp dick people are. Acting like, everything has to be over analyzed and quantified or the world is over tomorrow. SHUT THE FUCK UP and tell that shit to someone who cares!!! I do not.

Surprise surprise, I LIKE getting money in my pocket as opposed to going to some school full of retards acting like assholes all day. Shit, job world is awesome, man. Fuck school. This beautiful idea of just doing something that gets you what you want in life, whether it's money for rent, or toys, it's a damn cool thing. Why is anyone bothering with school instead of a job? What the hell?

I'm rich, bitch. Frankly they're over paying my ass. I'm a mountain of muscle. I laugh at the idea that I can't handle this bullshit. It means nothing to me.

I'll eat it up and run away with all the money they throw at me. Fools.

Mind you, I do miss it. I miss that innocent nature of life in the old days. Just of course jacking off to shit, yeah, but it felt more peaceful and normal back in those days. I felt at one with the tech world moreso because it was so new.

All of us together were discovering and in awe of the new frontiers in technology at the time. A new game came out that pushed the boundaries of graphics or something, it was so cool to come together as geeks and be like "damn this is amazing stuff" I miss that innocent childlike enthusiasm that was what we were all feeling back then since everything that was coming along was so damn new and different.

Nowadays... Nothing's new. Nothing's innovative or interesting. Everything's a rehash, remake, or sequel. We're in the age of nostalgia pretty-much. Mind you, things will improve, and tech still has a lot of newer more amazing potential hidden away we've yet to see them exploit yet, but it's for me not the same. I mean in terms of the value we applied to what we could do with our time back then. Like I find it difficult to remember the struggles I went through to get cartoons on dial up connections back in the day. Now it's all streaming and easy to get with no effort. I'm just floored. I worked at a single real ghost busters episode for 2 weeks straight through kazaa, now I can watch the whole series in a flash. I'm just... wow...

Shit's changed. I used to play super nintendo, dreamcast, playstation 2 all single player stuff. Just me, the game, and hours of struggling to complete missions with the occasianal gamefaqs guide. Now I'm throwing down in full online sessions in battlefront or battlefield or even gta online. Like it's just the same old thing, click and go. I never dreamed of this shit, boy. I played games by my fucking self. Now I can't go back to that shit. I can't go back to playing single player shit, when I can play against real flesh and blood people any given day of the week. I mean, it's just the reality... I do'n't want to feel that sense of isolation you get playing againt a cold computer. People are more fun. You get to talk shit, do unique team up shit, it's amazing gaming world we're in today.

Never thought I'd see it so soon. I knew it was coming, sure, but never thought, oh, here today I'd have a massive giant gaming session at my finger tips against everyone online reboot style. I'm like, just blown away, man... I can't even remember how I got through games without online multiplay. I try playing an old ps2 game in my emulator and immediately I feel like I'm staring into a wall the whole time. It's so inhuman.