Back in the Saddle

Extreme Ghostbusters Reference for ya....

Yes today's the day of days, I finally have my new 3tb hdd and have decided to migrate files off my ssd to be able to install battlefront and get back into the game.

Is it full of hackers? Is it kinda a shitty star wars battlefront? Absolutely, don't know why I'm so eager to get back into playing it... honestly gonna be a time waister huh... but that's who I am in my soul a star wars nut and I've been battlefronting from the first one waaaaay back so I'm not stopping.

I only want goddamn someone else to make the next one, Dice has failed twice, and that's sad to have happen especially with something that didn't need an overhaul. It just kinda needed better graphics, a few fixes to the game system and just do what the other battlefronts did but with newer game types etc... but no, dice had to try to be fancy and just screwed it up... Their battlefront is a polished turd, I mean graphically amazing, game play not so much.... awful halo-lite at best.

Been thinking about stuff lately that has been troubling and depressing... I wonder what to think to brighten things up, well it's tough... I mean typically I have a bad spell, then just wack off to porn and forget what I was mad about, but I can't really do that anymore. Not that I don't want to... but the body does lower the libido when it's going into survival mode....

I'm frankly on the Ketogenic diet and one of its benefits that I really like is that since it puts your body in survival mode, your libido drops heavily and you don't fixate on sex constantly...

It's tough to make the adjustment to not constantly concentrating on tits and ass. And Believe me I still do, it's just yeah I can indeed ignore it and not make it dominate my mind like it would all the time.

I've lost almost 10 pounds.. Gone just flushed it all out, see ya...

F'd up isn't it, Society doesn't teach people about ketosis because the food industry would see massive drops in purchases.... It's the dirty little diet secret they don't want getting out.

Simply put, you don't have to eat every day.

You need water, sure, get some pure clean water in your day, but you can skip breakfast and lunch if you so desire, or not eat at all for the day either...

I have not eaten breakfast and I still woke up walked around got things I needed done, feel alert, feel alive, ready and energized.

Why? Like I told myself, it's not about eating that plate of bacon and eggs. It's about eating the fat on my ass, or the fat around my stomach.

Ketogenics basically makes it so your body is your meal. Indeed. I don't feel an ounce hungry because I'm full. My body has consumed my own fat for its fuel...

So if I can blog post about this new discovery and get others to realize that it's possible to lose weight, it's not a lost cause, and there's a reason some people look so thin and healthy, I hope it helps someone.

This would have saved my life as a kid if I only knew about it. But I was born into an ignorant fat, lazy, typically black family.... which is what it is... I do indeed believe there might be wheels turning out there to keep black people in a shroud of ignorance about proper health and nutrition so they're the first to go down in life.... all kinds of crap out there keeping blacks down, not just that, but yeah... there it is. It's no secret, all over youtube, guides to keto..

It's something that's just a naturally occuring thing when you go in survival mode. If you were not able to get that burger and fries, and just had to go days without a meal, your body will eventually turn to your fat for fuel until you can get something to eat... it's that simlple... but yeah, it's like quitting drugs, you have to go through a massive carbohydrate withdrawl period... Once past that shit, you are gonna be fine and not even need to eat all day or and you'll be shedding weight without doing much...

It's been probably the best thing ever....

So yeah, gonna get back to work on the static project....  lot of bullshit to finish there, get back to playing battlefront, still want to finish bits of gta, but it's a mess to play gta online, lots of griefers and hackers with no lives making it dangerous to do.... what else?

Dunno really... struggling black guy as usual so how yall white people doing things? Got a new car or something? Yeah probably...