I still look good in this one.
I look better shaved I must admit.
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Running with sixxxers
I'm turning gay. The thing about life you have to figure out after high school is that there is no adulthood. It's just a world where a bunch of fucking high schoolers are getting paid to do some tasks, maybe for their own kids, maybe not, but it's no surprise that full grown adults are always being found doing stupid kiddie crap simply because they ARE stupid little kids just older. I used to believe in a society that rewarded you for your maturity and intelligence. it makes sense. Those who strove to be the more adult and sophisticated would be given the high life, not so. Fags and girls rule the college system now. The military's becoming more feminized too though it's still a male dominated corporation really.
Things don't change, for sure, but some little changes certainly make great big waves before things snap back into normalcy.
The current wave going on right now is feminism, gay rights, atheism, and blacks still hanging around at the bottom of the ladder even though there's a black president and shit.
I'm no longer ignorant to the way the world is nor how the media works or who it's controlled by, a bunch of rich white christian conservatives who want to build a world for their kids to succeed in and to hell with everyone else, but alas their kids are turning fags left and right and forgetting about Jesus and all thag fairytale santa clause bullshit we feed kids because to hell with it, we're all dead in the end, might as well have fun.
That's why we have to take drastic measures, nay go to extremes to survive. Turning gay may save me I think. nobody knows what to do with gay people, nevermind niggers. Gays are so fucked up, they're like the boogey man. You just don't know whether to believe it or not. Hell maybe everybody's gay or whatever but we can't possibly know for sure. I know I have a little faggotry in me from time to time, but I'll be damned if I don't want to fuck the shit out of gorgeous female every day I wake.
Still Sucks so much being male it might be the better option... being a girl isn't bad at all these days.
Things don't change, for sure, but some little changes certainly make great big waves before things snap back into normalcy.
The current wave going on right now is feminism, gay rights, atheism, and blacks still hanging around at the bottom of the ladder even though there's a black president and shit.
I'm no longer ignorant to the way the world is nor how the media works or who it's controlled by, a bunch of rich white christian conservatives who want to build a world for their kids to succeed in and to hell with everyone else, but alas their kids are turning fags left and right and forgetting about Jesus and all thag fairytale santa clause bullshit we feed kids because to hell with it, we're all dead in the end, might as well have fun.
That's why we have to take drastic measures, nay go to extremes to survive. Turning gay may save me I think. nobody knows what to do with gay people, nevermind niggers. Gays are so fucked up, they're like the boogey man. You just don't know whether to believe it or not. Hell maybe everybody's gay or whatever but we can't possibly know for sure. I know I have a little faggotry in me from time to time, but I'll be damned if I don't want to fuck the shit out of gorgeous female every day I wake.
Still Sucks so much being male it might be the better option... being a girl isn't bad at all these days.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Avatar
Jesus christ.
Reviews are coming in on the new james cameron movie. I think it's going to be spectacular, fun, rollercoaster with substance.
Cameron's my hero. Even though I've read horry stories about how much of a tyrant he is as a director and indeed he comes off as a smug know it all asshole in some of his interviews, he's earned it. He's not some jj abrams clown or nolan who basically finds a formula and sticks to it and pumps out a quantified hollywood product. He's an actual motherfucking artist. Straight out of the days when cinema aspired to be works of art and not merely yet another mass produced product like so many other art forms have turned into these days.
That's why the movie will succeed, I feel. It will have fucking tried HARD to push the film medium forward into unexplored territory, I hope.
Film's always changing. It started silent, black and white, then someone discovered sound and people thought it actually ruined movies, but now you can't imagine one without it, then color came about, and it was actually a selling point for films and tv shows. IN COLOR. Then special fx movies came along that for the first time made the impossible seem possible. I was there as a kid seeing jurrasic park for the first time. It's amazing to think back and remember just how in awe I was of what they could accomplish with computers back then. Now a kid today would be like, dude my ps3 has better graphics. Wow man... But hey, that's life. The older I get, the more trivial my past experiences start to seem.
Avatar could do it though, be the next leap in film though we already have 3d movies and realistic cgi isn't really amazing anyone anymore. So what's so special about Avatar? It seems like one of those obscure 80s movies they used to make about weird shit someone must have thought of while taking a shit one day, weird science ya know. But whatever. I'm hoping the movie is not only good to watch but does something new we've yet to see.
Reviews are coming in on the new james cameron movie. I think it's going to be spectacular, fun, rollercoaster with substance.
Cameron's my hero. Even though I've read horry stories about how much of a tyrant he is as a director and indeed he comes off as a smug know it all asshole in some of his interviews, he's earned it. He's not some jj abrams clown or nolan who basically finds a formula and sticks to it and pumps out a quantified hollywood product. He's an actual motherfucking artist. Straight out of the days when cinema aspired to be works of art and not merely yet another mass produced product like so many other art forms have turned into these days.
That's why the movie will succeed, I feel. It will have fucking tried HARD to push the film medium forward into unexplored territory, I hope.
Film's always changing. It started silent, black and white, then someone discovered sound and people thought it actually ruined movies, but now you can't imagine one without it, then color came about, and it was actually a selling point for films and tv shows. IN COLOR. Then special fx movies came along that for the first time made the impossible seem possible. I was there as a kid seeing jurrasic park for the first time. It's amazing to think back and remember just how in awe I was of what they could accomplish with computers back then. Now a kid today would be like, dude my ps3 has better graphics. Wow man... But hey, that's life. The older I get, the more trivial my past experiences start to seem.
Avatar could do it though, be the next leap in film though we already have 3d movies and realistic cgi isn't really amazing anyone anymore. So what's so special about Avatar? It seems like one of those obscure 80s movies they used to make about weird shit someone must have thought of while taking a shit one day, weird science ya know. But whatever. I'm hoping the movie is not only good to watch but does something new we've yet to see.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
pussy
Something's changed about me. I'm getting older and with age comes a realization that death is around the corner, so you slow your roll, take time to enjoy the day more, plan carefully, don't sweat the small stuff though you have to at times before things go crazy... Still the way the world is right now for me isn't so bad. But as I watch my porn to just see how my mind reacts to it, I'm transfixed on the woman's vagina... I want to taste it... I look at her stomach and I want to put a baby in there... I want to be immortal...
Damn, but I must resist it. That's what all people do, they get all horny, fuck, then have a baby and ruin any chance of being a free man again.
I can do ANYTHING I want in life now. No school. Just get a stupid job somewhere that's easy and then do whatever I want besides it, no kids. I can travel the world. Become a pilot or whatever... I'm only 23. I can plan the next 7 years before 30 when a male reaches his prime.
It would be wise to plan it all out. Imagine the possibilities. People want me to go to college so I don't go thinking for myself or anything and cause trouble, plus it's a white man's world in that the last thing they want is a black guy bucking the system and succeeding without college, but my gut tells me it's possible. I just have to take chances and be willing to stumble before my rise to the top of whatever field I decide to devote myself to. It's been a long wait but now maybe, perhaps I can finally be free to pursue my own interests and not those of the fat old people around me.
Damn, but I must resist it. That's what all people do, they get all horny, fuck, then have a baby and ruin any chance of being a free man again.
I can do ANYTHING I want in life now. No school. Just get a stupid job somewhere that's easy and then do whatever I want besides it, no kids. I can travel the world. Become a pilot or whatever... I'm only 23. I can plan the next 7 years before 30 when a male reaches his prime.
It would be wise to plan it all out. Imagine the possibilities. People want me to go to college so I don't go thinking for myself or anything and cause trouble, plus it's a white man's world in that the last thing they want is a black guy bucking the system and succeeding without college, but my gut tells me it's possible. I just have to take chances and be willing to stumble before my rise to the top of whatever field I decide to devote myself to. It's been a long wait but now maybe, perhaps I can finally be free to pursue my own interests and not those of the fat old people around me.
The old grind
Back to the old grind. I'm bored... messing around in comment sections on slashfilm and chud for fun. I know it annoys the webmasters but they need to lighten up and get their head out of their asses imo. I come from a time when the internet was literally about as impactful and powerful as any other silly electronic device. Little did I know that some people live on the damn thing night and day. And when some douche bag teenager comes in hollering they take it as some kind of real life disturbance.
Me, I have nothing else. If I had a job, I'd be better off but I'm having a lot of trouble finding one. I could join the army but it'd be wise to join when the war is over. During BMT some of the guys down there were a little batshit because they'd been in the shit for real and likely expected to go their whole career never seeing gunfire. They knew I couldn't handle it. Especially having never gotten laid. That's huge I think to fuck before going into battle.
I played the good little boy. I stayed the hell away from girls as I'd been taught by my mother, and of course I'm a pussy for not becoming a Man over night and ripping a girl's panties off and thrusting my meat between her cheeks like she wants. Heh... I don't know. I guess it's because we're at war that we're so simple minded now and rush rush rush about life. It's a big decision to get married to a girl, man, and who are these military girls who want to go getting with guys who could die the next day? Wtf...
I just don't know what to do...
Me, I have nothing else. If I had a job, I'd be better off but I'm having a lot of trouble finding one. I could join the army but it'd be wise to join when the war is over. During BMT some of the guys down there were a little batshit because they'd been in the shit for real and likely expected to go their whole career never seeing gunfire. They knew I couldn't handle it. Especially having never gotten laid. That's huge I think to fuck before going into battle.
I played the good little boy. I stayed the hell away from girls as I'd been taught by my mother, and of course I'm a pussy for not becoming a Man over night and ripping a girl's panties off and thrusting my meat between her cheeks like she wants. Heh... I don't know. I guess it's because we're at war that we're so simple minded now and rush rush rush about life. It's a big decision to get married to a girl, man, and who are these military girls who want to go getting with guys who could die the next day? Wtf...
I just don't know what to do...
Lady at the store
I live next door to a woman who seemingly is raising a bunch of kids by herself. She's a witch though. I went to the corner store today to get some yo hos because I like yo hos and she's there berating her son or whoever the kid is for not standing near by. It's sad to me because the kid's very likely going to end up fearing women later in life or gay, whatever after being raised by this crazy bitch.
When I got home I started thinking about how many households are like this, that just have a single mom raising boys and the father's off somewhere working his ass off to pay child support. Truth is the courts always side with the woman in this world we live in. Fathers are inconsequential. But it's wrong to take a male rolemodel away from a boy I can assure you of that. It's just that people are afraid of men so they prefer women be given sole custody. But women are just as bad.
This woman especially exhibited to me an irrational hatred of men and boys she's been carrying with her since childhood. She's like my mother in a way. My mother accused me of becoming a rapist constantly during my fucking childhood... telling a kid he'll rape girls, how about that... and really she just hates boys. She hates being female. And she hates men so much she'd prefer I remain a little boy forever. This world is THAT bad, man. A lot of women I feel fear men's power so much that they don't want their sons to grow up and become dominant no bullshit men.
It's going to destroy us all.
When I got home I started thinking about how many households are like this, that just have a single mom raising boys and the father's off somewhere working his ass off to pay child support. Truth is the courts always side with the woman in this world we live in. Fathers are inconsequential. But it's wrong to take a male rolemodel away from a boy I can assure you of that. It's just that people are afraid of men so they prefer women be given sole custody. But women are just as bad.
This woman especially exhibited to me an irrational hatred of men and boys she's been carrying with her since childhood. She's like my mother in a way. My mother accused me of becoming a rapist constantly during my fucking childhood... telling a kid he'll rape girls, how about that... and really she just hates boys. She hates being female. And she hates men so much she'd prefer I remain a little boy forever. This world is THAT bad, man. A lot of women I feel fear men's power so much that they don't want their sons to grow up and become dominant no bullshit men.
It's going to destroy us all.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
A generation of men raised by women
I'm watching some porn now since I wake up every day fixated on sex. My body hungers for it, less so than when I was around 18 but still I continue to need my porn fix or else I feel like crap. I suppose this is adulthood everyone goes on about. It's torture to me.
Sigh. I'm thinking my way through it more than anything. I could shoot my load and get a brief relief from the pain or fight my way through it.
It's an unfortunate revelation to me now that people my age have a "either your with us or you're against us" mentallity as far as sexuality goes. You're either a butt humper or a pussy pounder, no mercy, none of that equality bullshit. People who are setting themselves up for parent hood want you to conform or shut up. All this tolerance is a joke, nobody, especially young women cares about gay people. Young women want babies badly like I've said before and just as I predicted, after they leave high school or college they soon abandon any previous dreams of becoming a tough corporate worker and decide to pop out babies instead.
So yeah, I have what they want and now even though they ignored my geeky self back in high school, they're looking for any clean dick they can get, no aids, nice size, all that. And they THINK that all they have to do is play cute and feminine to get us to be their boy toy. Silly rabbits, I'm not dumb like a lot of guys. Women are ruthless manipulators especially when they realize their looks are soon to fade. Then they bend over backwards for what they desperately want before divorcing you and running away with the riches. It's sad but women look at men as nothing more than money and sex.
I THOUGHT I was supposed to become a good husband, protector, lover, and jedi Knight for my lady who I'd gladly die for, but women ruined it for themselves. That side of me is now completely gone. Women wanted to be men, they decided to raise their sons alone, and now they're wondering why men aren't being the old school chivalrous type anymore. You fucked up. Admit it and stop blaming men for not MANNING UP when you took away their whole entire reason for doing so in the first place.
I think about girls all the time but none of them are girls anymore. It's nice to tell a little girl that she can be anything she wants to be, even a man, but woowwww when she hits 18 she's on her knees sucking cock for money no matter how cute she was a baby. I never really thought about it until now. I was raised by my mother who taught me NOTHING about girl's attitude towards men and so as she grows older she's THINKING i'm gay because I'm not a man yet. Fucking bitch, just makes me want to just die realizing how cluelss women are. They know nothing about how men develope but they don't care, they'll pretend they do. Somebody needs to kick their asses, seriously...
Sigh. I'm thinking my way through it more than anything. I could shoot my load and get a brief relief from the pain or fight my way through it.
It's an unfortunate revelation to me now that people my age have a "either your with us or you're against us" mentallity as far as sexuality goes. You're either a butt humper or a pussy pounder, no mercy, none of that equality bullshit. People who are setting themselves up for parent hood want you to conform or shut up. All this tolerance is a joke, nobody, especially young women cares about gay people. Young women want babies badly like I've said before and just as I predicted, after they leave high school or college they soon abandon any previous dreams of becoming a tough corporate worker and decide to pop out babies instead.
So yeah, I have what they want and now even though they ignored my geeky self back in high school, they're looking for any clean dick they can get, no aids, nice size, all that. And they THINK that all they have to do is play cute and feminine to get us to be their boy toy. Silly rabbits, I'm not dumb like a lot of guys. Women are ruthless manipulators especially when they realize their looks are soon to fade. Then they bend over backwards for what they desperately want before divorcing you and running away with the riches. It's sad but women look at men as nothing more than money and sex.
I THOUGHT I was supposed to become a good husband, protector, lover, and jedi Knight for my lady who I'd gladly die for, but women ruined it for themselves. That side of me is now completely gone. Women wanted to be men, they decided to raise their sons alone, and now they're wondering why men aren't being the old school chivalrous type anymore. You fucked up. Admit it and stop blaming men for not MANNING UP when you took away their whole entire reason for doing so in the first place.
I think about girls all the time but none of them are girls anymore. It's nice to tell a little girl that she can be anything she wants to be, even a man, but woowwww when she hits 18 she's on her knees sucking cock for money no matter how cute she was a baby. I never really thought about it until now. I was raised by my mother who taught me NOTHING about girl's attitude towards men and so as she grows older she's THINKING i'm gay because I'm not a man yet. Fucking bitch, just makes me want to just die realizing how cluelss women are. They know nothing about how men develope but they don't care, they'll pretend they do. Somebody needs to kick their asses, seriously...
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