A generation of men raised by women

I'm watching some porn now since I wake up every day fixated on sex. My body hungers for it, less so than when I was around 18 but still I continue to need my porn fix or else I feel like crap. I suppose this is adulthood everyone goes on about. It's torture to me.

Sigh. I'm thinking my way through it more than anything. I could shoot my load and get a brief relief from the pain or fight my way through it.

It's an unfortunate revelation to me now that people my age have a "either your with us or you're against us" mentallity as far as sexuality goes. You're either a butt humper or a pussy pounder, no mercy, none of that equality bullshit. People who are setting themselves up for parent hood want you to conform or shut up. All this tolerance is a joke, nobody, especially young women cares about gay people. Young women want babies badly like I've said before and just as I predicted, after they leave high school or college they soon abandon any previous dreams of becoming a tough corporate worker and decide to pop out babies instead.

So yeah, I have what they want and now even though they ignored my geeky self back in high school, they're looking for any clean dick they can get, no aids, nice size, all that. And they THINK that all they have to do is play cute and feminine to get us to be their boy toy. Silly rabbits, I'm not dumb like a lot of guys. Women are ruthless manipulators especially when they realize their looks are soon to fade. Then they bend over backwards for what they desperately want before divorcing you and running away with the riches. It's sad but women look at men as nothing more than money and sex.

I THOUGHT I was supposed to become a good husband, protector, lover, and jedi Knight for my lady who I'd gladly die for, but women ruined it for themselves. That side of me is now completely gone. Women wanted to be men, they decided to raise their sons alone, and now they're wondering why men aren't being the old school chivalrous type anymore. You fucked up. Admit it and stop blaming men for not MANNING UP when you took away their whole entire reason for doing so in the first place.

I think about girls all the time but none of them are girls anymore. It's nice to tell a little girl that she can be anything she wants to be, even a man, but woowwww when she hits 18 she's on her knees sucking cock for money no matter how cute she was a baby. I never really thought about it until now. I was raised by my mother who taught me NOTHING about girl's attitude towards men and so as she grows older she's THINKING i'm gay because I'm not a man yet. Fucking bitch, just makes me want to just die realizing how cluelss women are. They know nothing about how men develope but they don't care, they'll pretend they do. Somebody needs to kick their asses, seriously...