Anything for the corporation

I'm learning quickly that corporations are all like military branches. The military has one rule "performance is everything" that's all they care about. How good you are for business, and in truth that's how every job does it too, the more business deals you make, the more money you get, and so on and etc.

I'm out of the loop. Nobody's using me to make money and I'm not married nor a student, so I have no status with the cool kids in this society. Life isn't fair in that, because you're born with certain genitals, you're supposed to become either a husband or a worker bee by my age, and if you don't, then frankly "fuck off" is all you're going to be told.

women have every right to stay home and make babies if they're so disposed and in fact many do just that. Like before I signed up for the airforce, my sister and her boyfriend bombarded me with "oh you'll have a wife and kids now. How great." and shit. I'm thinking, dude, i don't even know what sex is all about or even if i can do that yet, and I'm being told all this nonsense.

And now it's clear to me that my generation is severely pissed, not too pissed, but pissed enough that a person like me can exist who isn't playing by the rules, finish school, get job, start family. I wish it were that simple. I really do. I wanted nothing more than to become a normal male while in high school. I dreamed about marrying my woman, then taking care of her and my family. Then i got kicked in the face by reality. Women are not worth it. Really I'm being hounded by the guys down at lackland for not getting married, but what purpose would there have been to that? It's just for sex, not for love, and girls today are not the same old 50s housewives anymore so why do you expect me to return to that old role.

Furthermore, I watch movies from the old days vs movies today and it's striking to see how different and how hard it is for people to accept nowadays a man standing firm against a woman and not bowing down and begging for her pressence. I'm like... if I get angry and man up and don't take shit from some dick head, people jump on me and say "You're being too aggresive." Then the flipside is that if I turn all gay and act like "ok well you win, you're bigger than me." people say lol what a pussy, can't stand up for himself in an argument or whatever. Really the world's a big pile of shit when you get down to it. So ya know, bring kids into it if you want too I guess...