Army guns

I don't know. I feel all emotional now, struggling to make sense of my libido, when I'm surrounded by white folk who could give a fuck less about my problems. Joining the army or navy, whatever, doesn't matter will be the next stage. The airforce discharge wasn't permanent, or maybe it is... doesn't matter. The military takes ANYBODY. It's only the airforce that needs you to have a brain in your skull. I only left because I was horny as hell. My issue is that I'm always willing to fight too much. I need to just let life be life, and not worry about things all the time. I'm a pugnacious fucker when it comes down to it. But you're always going to have a guy standing there bigger than you who wants you to know it, ya know. So when you take a shot at him, then his buddies gang up on you and you're like "but I was defending myself." but that don't mean shit.

Everybody's looking out for their own in this corrupt society, man. Still I have to say my airforce days were the best days of my life. Too bad they wanted me to get married or I would have really dug being in the mil as an airman.