So much to think about.

Strange... reviews for avatar are coming in from familiar sources, chud, aicn. So far it's a collective "meh it's okay" from just about everyone. I wonder to myself sometimes honestly if most critics have just outgrown movies of their youth and can't get as jazzed for newer films. Then I remember the star wars prequels and it's more apparent to me that sometimes a movie's just stupidly made and that's all there is to it.

I'm trying to abstain from masturbating now too which is hard shit. I fucking feel terrible. I didn't masturbate all during bmt and it was just insane. And on top of that the people down there didn't care how sex starved I was beyond hopes of marriage. I don't need no friggin wife, shit... I hate how they think marriage is all that, though I'd have married caprice whaley in a minute she was awesome. She reminded me of Alicia, my childhood friend only older and with amazing chesticles, so perfectly plump. I looked her up, she's 25, for goodness sake. 2 years older than me and I don't know, maybe she's got a kid already... lol It's hard to figure out who to be into at my age. I still like them young... damn.

Airforce Smareforce, bunch of assholes running these branches. I wish the world was better in that people really did grow up and become mature but nope. Sure enough we are a civilized society, but we're all still very much children acting stupid on a playground called earth. School's just a place where we get a taste of the real world. I'm content to stay out of the way myself, but damnit if I don't always draw attention to myself out there. i'm glad I'm not in high school anymore. I was so sick of school from 8 years of elementary, then simply I was told I had to go to high school for 4 years, so I said *shrugs* whatever. Little did I know my dick would start shooting slime all over the place during my first year there, and life got more complicated after that. And I'm still being told I'm young and have to go to school. Fucking corporations want some smart niggers I guess to fill their quota. nah, not going to take the bait bitch. I'm done and i don't care about school anymore, bunch of assholes getting paid to teach shit you'll never need to know in life... just tell a kid "dude just get a job and work it until you're 50 and that's all the little bugger needs to know.