girls are stupid

so im sitting on the train to work surrounded by white people and a handful of asians and theres these girls talking about their troubles, 'oh I cant tell if a guy is gay or not bla bla bla...' yeah well theres a simple solution to that gorgeous tight ass asian invasion, suck his dick and if he skeets in your face he's a normal human being.

tired of this. listen, stop whining about being alone if your not going to attempt to get what you want. its so utterly sad to have grown up amongst some very smart females and later notice all that intelligence vanishing into nothing as they get some milk bags. why do we even bother educating women in this society if they don't fucking use it.

I dread interacting with girls at work and in life because I know theyll do something stupid then try to act like Im a dick if I call them out on it. I mean, i cant stand the high and mighty attitude they exude then when they want to get fucked they go insane and pretend to be all feminine and like were back in the 50s. get back to the kitchen where you belong if you dont like being a man.

I was thinking about it today, its all a game as if a little girl is jealous of her older brother and his cool toys. Yes men have tanks, guns, planes, construction equipment, but we built all of that because we love women and want to protect them you morons. stop fighting us.

the intelligent children

I was browsing youtube for some reviews of the buzz lightyear action figure from toy story 3 and by god I didn't know there were so many tiny kids having free reign to post whatever shit they wanted onto the internet. I'm shocked because this is a pedo's dream come true to have such easy access to them. I hope youtube's got people watching these kid's channels to ensure their safety. Having been harassed online as a kid, I know what it can do to their minds... the internet is a drug to them, to rip it away from them, to make it no longer a safe haven away from school etc, is soul crushing.

but other than that I'm thoroughly impressed by their eloquence and show of intellect for such a young age, naive for sure, but not dumb or childish, certainly destined for something better in life than the garbage I do.

I ask myself a lot, why do I keep giving a fart about these low level dead end jobs? I'm way too smart for them. It's a waste of my time...and the money's nothing. I'm still here at home because this shit is bananas how none of these high school diploma level jobs are good enough to support a basic lifestyle... and being black doesn't help either. fuck obama, nothing will change. You think this world is easy? of course white people don't want to give up their power, oh hell no.

scratches head... I mean, it's about to get real bad at delta. Yesterday I worked so hard to get those flights out on time etc. because things are getting busier with the spring break upon us. Mind you, I'm not getting paid more and I'm working twice as hard to fill cans. and it's going to get worse as summer approaches... "just quit and find a better job you fucking idiot" Easier said than done...

Just look outside and see the millions of people in this world... what reason do some rich white folk have to give me a good job? None, none at all. If they can keep blacks tucked away in a corner somewhere doing crappy jobs, they will, nuff said. I can apply all day, won't make a difference. Kinda like trying to get a girlfriend in my current state... sigh... delta done know they have a guy like me by the balls. black guy, desperate for money, no chance of getting a cushy office job without some very good friends up top... might get there thanks to the affirmative action thing though... emphasis on might. They'll take any black guy honestly. doesn't have to have a brain. but my point is that there's not much else I can hope for but to continue shoveling shit for them and making my pennies.

I hope tsa calls, oh god, i hope tsa calls. I refuse to end up like my coworkers, very much stuck where they are till they're dead. Just a waste of what I can do, you know...

Subclass uprising

A thought came to me as i was hanging around here doing nothing as I wait for some rich person's bag to come flying down the belt, what if the lower classes started some kind of underground movement. It's like this, rich people feed off the hard labor of the poor and get richer, much like the military does with grunts or prison guards with prisoners, they use them like disposable cups. As I grew up I noticed there was a lot of underground stuff going on between people in my social level, special favors etc, my family was privileged to go on expensive vacations because my mother was a tavel agent... Here at delta it's kind of that way, there is favoritism in the bagroom, some of these guys know each other well enough and so they mess with the new guy's heads or usually what's the case is they get them to do most of the work while they go grab some lunch. So I thought wouldn't it be interesting if the entire lowerclass kinda got away with some badass shit behind the backs of the rich elite. I don't know... like underground food distribution to avoid they high costs of that shit etc... Transport too, free rides for friends, brb...

Kneel before zod AGAIN

good lawd internets goin crazy over the announcement that the next villain in a superman movie is one we've seen before, fucking zod.

calm down I say... it's obviously got nothing to do with donner's franchise as it has been firmly established that this is a fresh take on supey, so I'm skeptical but still hopeful that this will be a great film for supes, calm the fuck down.

what else... I'm about to watch predators on my day off from work just to see whether it's any good. uh, oh and i'm waiting for my thousand dollar tax check to come in... when i get that, i get a car and stop taking the train once and for all... unless the insurance is too much of a bitch. kinda sick of working at delta honestly but there's no big problem working there its just that my coworkers are kinda strange, good folk, but like not the most forgiving or thoughtful etc, they'll toss you under the bus without a moments hesitation.

soon delta will expand to t4 though, and they'll be on a hiring spree looking for full timers, tickets, flight attendants, all that stuff to fill the new openings, so be ready for that if you're looking for a job, they're always openings. which is why I find it odd to see homeless people all over the subway, just come toss some luggage around for a bit of pocket change like I do...

25 years old

Oh crap I'm going to die soon. no not really but my grandmother is, sad to say. Last day of work for the week thank jesus... I don't got enough money to spend on fancy travel to the airport so I'll need to save as much as I can. what else, man my mind's drained today from all the bullshit. I get the feeling that my boss is waiting for me to fuck things up so he can have someone's ass to kick, not a good position to be in... I'm good, planes are my forte, I know how to do the job inside and out prettymuch by now. But you fuck things up just once after being a good employee for months, they drop the bomb on you... ridiculous. Alright well I'll be back.

fingers in the butt and pussy like a bowling ball

Something i thought of while watching angel dark penetrating herself in one of those big wet asses videos. goddam latinas are some of the best women. though i hope to one day slam an asian just to get a taste of it, they're the best ones imo. white girls are hit or miss sometimes got ass some times got tits, sometimes neither. gotta have ass imo, tits too but ass is more important to me. it's like a cushion of course, and provides that feminine shape girls are supposed to have, and a big ass is like a toy to play with. And now it's JOKE TIME. Why'd the joker buy a windmill? He wanted batman to know he was his biggest FAN! wakaka wakka wakka Life is sometimes a lot like my penis when I see a hot girl. HARD! wakaka wakaa wakaaa Luke asked Yoda what was on the menu tonight. Yoda replied "Dough or Donut, there is no pie!" And that's it for now.

the search and the battle

Im thinking about my old days at jedi.net because of some kids i met at the basketball court recently. the thing about children is that they're very stupid yet believe they know it all... like me when i to my own disgrace smugly shut down a decent thread discussing the meaning behind yoda's line "you will be, you will be" which I realize now was in reference to how luke would face his fear of losing his friends later in the movie. I was an honors student at mt saint michael, a good one, didn't waver in my studies and believed foolishly that i was right in what i was saying because i belonged to a better class of students.

I mean, it was a kid making a kid mistake, but at the same time I don't feel like I've really grown beyond that point, I still jump head first into things without taking that extra second that could be all the difference, although I do try... I'm feeling my age and because of that, have slowed down and also since I'm more into girls than kid stuff, I'm not too inclined to worry about my shortcomings in the area of intellect, but I'm personally dissatisfied with my level of forethought and accurate knowledge.

what's more I'm hesitant to engage children in any discussion because they'll do the same thing, jump head first into it fully believing they know what they're talking about. I lack the patience to deal with that so I usually end up ignoring them which is no good either. Kids are not stupid, they're just arrogant and lack perspective because they live in a little bubble away from the real world most of them...

the real world, what a funny place. Do or die, kill or be killed, get rich or die tryin.

Maybe it's just the horniness talking, fucking tired of struggling with my libido that's for sure. where was I, oh yeah, I don't know what to do with the kids man... they are insane. I only know that there's no real role models for them these days, which is going to backfire on us all since the next gen's going to be spinning around not know what to do with themselves most likely.

I'm essentially searching for the right way to do things and battling my urges to do wrong, which is what the title means.