so they want to make more Harry Potter

Even want to bring Dan back to play him. I hope he does come back. Why my buddy who I liked and really think is a quality individual is making down beat weirdo movies now is beyond me. What's wrong with making kids movies or just fun films in general. He's got great comedic talent, yet is trying to be some sort of artsy actor or some bullshit that we all know is not his style at all. Whatever. At least Emma knows what she's doing. She's sticking with fun kids movies because she's good at them. Rupert, most talented out of all 3 is an icecream man. For the love of god, gotta love them...

I say do it. I'd kill to get back into the Potter universe. Like I said, they made a huge mistake ending the series. It should have gone on far longer. Why nip something that was a free money ticket in the bud? Makes no sense at all. But they did.

Problem is Dan is bored with Potter and has stated his desire to never return to it. If he doesn't want to do it, most likely someone else will play him.

Looking forward to this either way. Life just dropped after Potter and Lotr ended. Everything just felt more empty and dull after the end of potter... It was that much of a cultural phenomenon to be a part of Harry's journey. I used to just watch my favorite one Goblet of Fire at work when I was in college. Yep. It's just like such a wonderful magical experience to just get away from reality and go on that journey and have fun. Why the hell did they stop it? Now we got what? Fuck, nothing... everything's a remake or a sequel or rehash or adaptation of something. There's no giant godly fantasy movie series anymore that's killing it at the box office like in potter's prime.

shame

Gonna get some art supplies

I'm rusty as fuck, but once an artist always an artist.

Gonna do some character sketches of ME in character as Lando as well as some Han Solo art and multitude of other characters for the movie.

I love facebook's like just unbelievable artist pool. You can get inside scoops on the daily art works of industry giants. It's amazing stuff.

Makes my art that I do look like shit.

It's always been shit, better than average shit, but still shit.

Still makes me feel insulted when people try to make me seem like a brainless dumbass black dude. I can draw you something that's almost considered professional level in a snap. Just something I know how to do and have been doing since I was 5. It just clicked. When I wanted to create an image, I saw it in my head, and it was nothing to get it on paper afterwards. So what's with people trying to label me a dumb guy when I could probably get into the comic industry if I created a portfolio of my work and skills. Just the way this world is, people love to bring others down.

People like when I draw though. I mean, soon as I post a few drawings on facebook, they get views and interest.

I guess people still innately enjoy art in any capacity it's available. I'll get to work once I feel up to it...

gotta get in shape....

Yup. I'm like 200 pounds right now... It's awful. Gotta drop the weight, don't know how, but Christina Ricci my very old buddy seems to have figured it out and done a fine job of losing weight super fast using a juice fast. She's amazing, dedicated, does nude scenes, I wish we could meet and just hang out. I think we're very alike, and both weirdos and outcasts... shit, sometimes I think about what it'd be like to dance with her like at the end of Casper...

Anyway, gotta drop this weight. I'll show you. I used to be thin as a twig, but I don't know what happened. I'll get it back... you'll see...

Thawtz on Proxima B

It's a glimmer of hope, is what it is.

Our species is doomed. This is fact we cannot deny. You have to find your peace with that fact in whatever way you can...

I honestly never knew what to think about the pointlessness of life. Nihilism, fun stuff...

Actually yeah, what I've always done was pursue science and try to basically fix the problem myself.

What is it that we need to do? Get the fuck off earth before it goes boom. Steven Hawking himself has said it. The future for humanity is not here on this planet, it is in the stars.

I guess it's why I've always loved space movies growing up. It's about what we have to do, get going on space exploration and inevitably finding a new home.

Supposedly we've found it. It's as close as it gets at 4 odd light years away. It's potentially got earth like qualities. If it's good and can support us, you bet it we'll find a way to inhabit it within the next billion years.

That's cool. I like the concept that our species will persist beyond the life span of our solar system.

All this war and death and killing, I'll never understand it. We're fucked. You don't get it. It doesn't matter what goes on between us here on earth at all. What matters is if we ever figure out how to inhabit a new world. Continue the species well into the future, preserve our history for far longer than we have available to us here in this solar system.

I hope we get there... I hope....

What's it like to be me?

I'll only say I hope it turns out for the best. 

I worked for TSA for a whole bunch of months. It's like not even a job. I just sat on my ass all day getting money thrown at me. The only hard part is the immature retards you have to work with at times. I never thought I'd be dealing with that at work as an adult, grown 5 year olds. But that's the reality. I learned a valuable lesson. Take the shit... It sucks, but just take it. Yeah this guy in his 50s is being a weird psychopath and trying to start trouble, but the paycheck talks, brother. Let him act a fool, I'm here for the money. 

I realize something. It's all bullshit. The whole thing. The whole school system is bullshit on toast... Yep. 

It doesn't matter a fuck if you work hard in school. You'll get nothing and no where and still be scrambling around like a dog after a bone in this society. I was clueless about the other side of the high school tracks, I must say. I went through and ran around like a lost puppy doing all that home work and playing into the game like a complete moron. Next thing you know I'm working for 10 bucks an hour lifting bags and shit. OOoops surprise surprise, I'm this fucking slave boy of wealthy white people. 

I don't know. I'm too fucking smart to do baggage handling. I felt insulted every day going to work there. I got into university. I was and could have hacked away long enough to get a fucking degree. Could have been one of those cats with his college degree and making that bread, but you want to know why I bailed on college? 

Simple. Not getting any pussy...

Now I stand here looking at the world the way it is and I'm glad I'm not playing the game and trying to run around after a degree like a fucking retard. Now that I know you can make too much money sitting on your but playing chess on your phone, WHY would I run around trying to get a degree? 

Shrugs? I don't have to work already... don't see the point of getting a degree so I can work less,.. or some shit...

Anyway, it's a good thing to have gotten back in to the TSA. I mean, it's where I should be, what I've earned for my struggles in school. At least that worked out. I worked hard and got rewarded, if you can call it that... I mean the work is stupid easy but you're still working and often getting stressed out. It just seems so odd that having a HS diploma is so useless and doesn't truly grant you a decent lifestyle. I dare say the system is beyond messy and corrupted. I hope it changes. If you have a HS diploma, you'll get good money. If you have a degree you'll get beast mode money... If you want chaos, you'll get chaos. Go ahead create a system where working hard in school gets you shit on your plate at the end of the day, and see how long people tolerate that.

thawtz on ryan Lochte

kinda feel sorry for the dude. Wasn't like he wanted to stir up the hornets nest with his false police report.

Now he's becoming this sort of olympic disgrace in the public eye.

Hang in there man. We all fuck up. I don't understand this ideology people have that everyone's perfect.

It's simply not true. I wish I could take back a lot of dumbass decisions, but I did them, I have to live with that.

I'm sure he feels horrible about what he did and instead of pussy footing around it, just say "I'm sorry."

That's it. It's kindergarten level shit bro. Just say yeah, I lied out my ass. I apologize. People will be like, yeah it's cool dog.

But no, he's being advised by his legal team to try to spin the truth some more. Only going to make things worse. It's gonna suck, but just tell everyone you made a foolish error in judgement at the time and move on.

It's only the right thing to do.

Going to do the ChunLi edit now

Hell, why not. Got a job now. It's a form of celebration to me. It will be a big project though. I estimate 3 months of work on this. Why? Because I have to get that head swap shot right or the whole thing's off. I can do the edit in a week, get it done and polished in that time, no problem. But the head swapping will demand a lot of extensive research and after effects manipulation, which will demand a long span of time.

Stick with this project though. As with my other fan edits, this will be a masterpiece of geek movie transformation. I hope you get a kick out of it as I've grown infinitely tired with hollywood's inability to just make a proper adaptation of great stuff.

I'll also do a brand new totally revamped special edition cut of the original street fighter movie.

Going to get going on this project, planning shit of course, then we'll get the heavy duty stuff going once I acquire a new GPU. This little cheap toy I have won't be able to hack the heavy editing and processing so I need a real deal one...

Wow, damn lotta bad stuff going on out there. Can't find the point of all this chaos, what's wrong with people... just chill and get some pusssay or something...