Got to say, ugh, life is a complex bitch. I mean, it's just like, tough, to live especially when you don't know what to do with your life anymore. Certainly I want to fuck a girl hard and deep in her ass or mouth, or pussy. And that's what I think I goddamn deserve for waiting forever like I've been doing. Life is going on man. War, death, kids living their childhood, life is going on. Yet I sit here in my room looking at porn and checking out all the wonderful girls from my generation eating fucking 50 dicks with their assholes. Where the hell can I meet those girls. I meet the nerdy bitchy girls who want to prove their feminist views to you all day. But I'd more want to meet the bitches who are ready to eat some cock and shut the fuck up.
I can't even work my jobs without being hindered by this shit. I mean I go to work at TSA back in the old days and it was good because me the guys would just basically pretend to work and then be always checking out all the hot fucking girls traveling through the airport. So it was good and I fit right in at the TSA. I'm trying to get back in, because I belong in there honestly. I fit in there so fucking well to just not be in that job anymore feels horrible to me, because I was at home. I was surrounded by planes and aircraft, which I'm born to be apart of, literally I was inside my fathe'r's balls as he went and worked on a jet fighter that was about to go blow up some fucking 3rd world country for old white men.
So yeah it's tough as hell to be away from planes for me personally. I mean goddamn it's hilarious really. As a kid i lost my mind whentever I saw a plane in the sky or on the ground. Then as a 20something I been working at the airport and learned the hard way that all the guys working on the baggage side of aircraft get shafted horribly and get paid nothing for doing shitload of work. Nevertheless it was nice to be amongst aircraft and planes and shit. But to go to work on a plane sas fantastic as it is, it's ultimately stressful as hell considering you're being abused like a damn slave.
Welcome to the white man's world. A place I never saw coming. Basically yeah, you will have a tough time getting to a sweet job where you won't be feeling like shit at work. I figured finish high school, get a decent job working a decent wage. Instead I've been getting goddamn jobs for complete retards. You mean I studied and passed all those exams just to get a job fucking lifting luggage. You mean to tell me I know the word avarice, melancholy, etc, high school vocab tests, just so I can fucking load bags. Not saying I'm a super genius, not in the least, but I would have suspected that if you worked and got the grades you'd actually ascend to a decent fucking level in the work world, not manual labor.
And now I'm being told nobody gives a damn if a black dude gets ass anyway. And it's interesting, never really thought about it, what would the world think about a black guy trying to get laid. Well surprise surprise, the world thinks it's a joke. Black guy can't get laid? GOOD. That's not a problem.
Never really thought about the way the world really works. I was just basically going to blockbuster or the movies all the time to get videogames and movies and never thought about how there's a group of white guys out there who are running the ship. Never thought about it. But yeah, it's like, this thing isn't designed by or for blacks in the end.
So what can you do from that perspective. As a black guy surrounded by everybody else who's got lucky and wasn't born black. LOL. Sad thing about life is its unfairness. It's just like, it'll never be a black man's world because life isn't fair game. It's just a very cruel thing life in the end. Nobody asked to be born the way they are, but they get born that way nonetheless and nothing nobody can do about it. So of course it'll always be a world where very very smart white men are in control of everything.
Gay too. I gotta say, it's hard to believe White supremacy anymore. Yunno. I have a HARD time believeing in and feeling scared shitless of white people these days. certainly they're still a beautiful race of people, cool, smart, all that shit... but the fact that goddamn so many of them are fucking each other in the ass, kinda makes me not feel like white people are these inhuman GODS. But hey they refuse to let go of that notion. REFUSE.
We'll see, I mean. If they're the immortal gods among us, why the fuck are some of them sucking each other's nut sacks like that... THAT I'd like to know...
Me, yeah, say what you want about my intentions to fuck the shit out of a female and see my semen dripping out of her ass hole.... BUT AT LEAST I WANT TO DO THAT. At least I'm not looking at a guy and dreaming of licking his nipples. Yeah maybe the damn kids I might or might not have will not like me or whatever, but yunno, it's not like I'm thinking about fucking a MAN.
Just saying....
And that's what strikes me about getting older and living in this world we live in. Who the fuck is the guy who's got all that massive power over these industries and corporations and governments. Is he a flaming homo? Is he the right guy fro the job? That's the scariest thought in the world to me personally, to just live now outside of high school and be having to deal with the way the world works which is that the people in charge of massive amounts of super elite shit, are just people. Homos, girls, or whatever, a person who played with barbie as a little kid, now has power to drop nuclear bombs. And that's horrifying. But hopefully, GOD WILLING, these guys are top men and women and do the right thing at the end of the day....
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