ugh black people

I gotta end this fucking blog. It's just stupid to continue it. Who the flying fuck cares what some 90s kid thinks about anything. Certainly the people who run stormfront aren't interested in what I have to say.

On that note,  have to say something about the current state of black people. I kinda am waking up to the way the white man's world works. In that, basically they don't want blacks in their community, or generally in their city, or what have you and I defintely understand why now... I'm just hanging out at the basketball court and, like fucking in no time a bunch of douche bag black kids start contemplating beating me up.

And I'm thinking wtf did I do? I don't even know, and they're kinda actually serious too like they'll go down that road and just fucking whoop my ass real quick. No wonder white people pretty-much don't give a damn about blacks. No fucking wonder. And I don't blame them. This has been something I've been aware of all my life, you can just not go a day with a group of black kids without them going bonkers and trying to act retarded.

If I was fucking blonde blue eyed and muscular, they wouldn't even begin thinking of starting shit with me. But because I'm black, they feel like they have that freedom to start intimidating me and crap. Wow, no fucking wonder the military fucking just exists to protect white communities from black people. No wonder.

And no wonder you generally will not find blacks in high level jobs and living in big mansions or in nice houses because fucking no way do whites want to go their mail box and have a black guy all up in their face in the morning.

The reason I went to the basketball court tonight was to find that hot girl I saw there yesterday. Lucky for me they were having a basketball game for the kids to play. And everybody from the projects was hanging out there and watching the game. So I actually found that hot girl from before, and plenty more titties all over the place. Gotta say life has it downside, but the fact that there's plenty of titty meat all over the goddamn place isn't a bad thing. One girl there was just letting the fucking bags hangout man, all damn night. She was fucking goregous. Half white, half black, all HOT. Lottta fucking mulattos girls in my neighborhood. They're fucking gorgeous I gotta say. Mulatto women are the best women EVER. 100% black, NAAHHH.... Got white, WWOOOOO YEAAAHH!!! I mean you had to see this chick. She was goddamn like an angel sent from heaven or some shit. Thats the perfect mix, I gotta say. When a girl is right in the middle. Not too black. Not too white. oh my god in heaven. wow.

I mean titties is ALLLL GOOD to me. I'm not saying a fucking in shape big tittied 100% black chick isn't my cup of tea. Not at all...  I mean shit, when you see a female with a body like she ready to just ride 100 dicks, it's like that's all that matters. when a girl's out of shape and shit, that's when you don't want it.

So besides some fucking retard black kid trying to be a tough ass in front of his friends, the night was good, I basically kinda am getting more used to being around girls these days. I haven't really gotten to that point of really having a lot of experience with females. Sucks because you don't know what they want, and you don't know how to go about starting to talk to them and basically more than just blurtting out "I like your big titties"

I'd hope that I'd get to the point where I'm riding some ass. That's not too much to ask for in one's life. I think all the shit I've been through and the awkward highschool and college experiences I've had, granted me one little night of fucking real deal sex with a girl? Right?

I mean what the hell am I supposed to do from this point forward in life? just sit around waiting to die?

I dunno. There's too much drama between us males and females. The smart guys are the ones who are just yunno finding girls who are just regular people and not fucking femnazi bitches. And yeah, one girl at the court I could imagine fucking in the ass and she'd eat my dick after words. She was a cool little bitch. Because she's not fucking a perfect 10. She's kinda dorky and lanky and normal looking. But still pretty fucking hot none the less. If I had it my way I'd have definitely gotten with that ho. But I'm not going to try to weasel my way into these guy's life. I'm not part of their community. It's weird. Its a public basketball court, yet they act like it's their own fucking club and act like only them and their group of friend belong there. But it's a public court for everyone. So yeah it's weird to be kind single out for not belonging to the club, when I grew up hanging out at that court all my life, so there's no one who really should be there but someone like me. 

But that's blacks. Acting a fool and proud of it. There's no real like actual silver lining for being black or living black and with other blacks. You will have a complicated life full of the general idiocy that is rampant within black culture. ya see, whites value intelligence class and fucking civility, blacks do not. I'm not saying blacks are just incapable of civility, not in the least, but yeah there's no value applied to acting like normal regular civilized people. It's more expected that blacks act like hood thugs etc. Whenever a black kid is urkeling it up, it's like WOW where'd this guy come from, a nerdy one?

This world is a trip bro. I mean it's just you got a girl with big titties and ass right the fuck there in front of you and you're making a big complicated hoopla about that. It's simple, take out your dick and put it in her mouth. Forget the politics.

Yunno. One thing that's interesting about my life now is that I see a girl who's just really cute and young and ripe and ready to get pregnant and all that, and I do indeed intend to pounce on her and pump her up with my dick.

Is that wrong? Is that NOT what I'm supposed to want to do. To whip out my dick and slide it down a girl's throat?

It's hard to live in the REAL world, which is basically a crazier version of kindergarten. Now you're dealing with kids who have hard dicks and girls who are just like you see in porn peacocking, which is basically millions of years of animal instinct which makes females basically put on a show, shake their booty, and try to get a male's attention.

Women, wow. what a stupid bunch of fucks they are.