Getting a job and shit

Was just thinking about my potential to get and keep a fucking regular job. I certainly hope to at some point... Lol, I don't care if it's garbage man. I just can't believe how this world operates but it's pretty darn ruthless when you finally get out of school and have to go toe to toe with the super genius people running this world. You're in for a fucking trip. Not only have I stood toe to toe with the people in charge of the fucking atomic bomb, but they shitted all over my potential to start a family and stuff, which I have a hard time making sense of. One minute I'm struggling to get through an intense level of super mario DX on my gameboy DS and then I'm being told, Hey yunno that fountain of semen spilling out of your body, one day you'll end up filling a girl with it and boy are you in for a bag of shit.

Very strange, dunno what I'm supposed to think about that... but hey, roll with it. I'm not going to make a big woop about it. It's just, truth be told sadly this isn't a nice world, it's the jungle and if you want to survive you'll have to kick somebody's ass at some point. starting to feel like that.

I go to work and I got some numb nut retarded guy trying to start shit with me. He's an idiot, I know that from the start. He wants to start shit like he did with other kids back in high school. I'm not interested in his bullshit, yet he's a moron so instead of focusing on the job, he's interest is only to annoy me all day and be a pest. I start thinking, maybe I should kill him. That'd make my day smoother. He's not even that big of a guy. I could actually kick his ass, yet he's acting like he's the freakin GOD among men in front of me.

That's the most annoying thing about going from being a kid to being a grown man. You will come across guys who are thinking they're badasses and can push you around when NO I'm actually not this little shrimp and if necessary will defend myself. It's how white people feel when a black guy starts shit with them. It's like, they must think in their head "really, you must be some fearless ass motherfucking nigga." Then they pull our their gun and pop his dumbass head off and go back to being a white person...