Thoughts on Home alone 2

So I'm going to continue to blog a little bit here, since I guess I'm still stupid enough to impart thoughts to an audience who could care less what I think. I'm 28 now. What's there to say about that. It's like, I wish I knew how this fucking world worked while still a teenager, would have made smarter choices about life before ending up smack dab in the center of the white man's world. Man oh man, was the wool pulled over my eyes in this little life I've lived. White people got this world on LOCK DOWN. I keep seeing black people looking lost and out of sorts in this world now more than i did as a kid.

I'm a lucky fucker I suppose. Being part white does indeed grant me certain advantages over ordinary black people.

I mean it's like, I kinda feel a lot more free to walk the street without nobody looking down on me because prettymuch people think I'm a spanish dude wherever I go.

It's not bad, although I feel like I need to do something to earn the advantages lighter skin gives you. I just honestly don't like it. i want EVERYBODY to just live life without fear of anyone. But when you really look at this world and see the way it works, it's like this. So a black guy goes up to a white guy and starts shit with him, the white guy laughs his ass off and goes about his day not giving a damn. That's the way this world operates, hands down.

I mean I get annoyed by other black people constantly too, all my life been pissed off by other black people acting like goddamn idiots. But I can tell you without a moment's doubt, that's what dealing with black people is all about, always having to dodge their shit. Always.

It must be tough as balls to be white, gotta say. I never really cared, never gave a damn about the complexities of being a white person, but NO being white is EXTREMELY TOUGH. You have all the same issues with trying to get laid etc, and on top of that you're surrounded by a race of brown and black people who want to scoop up pieces of your magical white DNA.

What a horrible position to be in. Really no wonder so many of them lose their fucking minds in life. It's a tough life to live, no doubt.

I want to say to myself, there's no problems, we can all get along. But NO, we cannot. That's prettymuch why I have people hunting me down to this day is because I'm a black dude who basically pissed off a room full of white people. Now they're taking the kid gloves off and going to war with me.

You bet your fucking ass. You piss off whitey, you GONE. They'll find a way, jurrassic park style, they'll find a goddamn way to end you.

But enough of my EMO bullshit. I got to stop being so EMO. That's not who I am. I'm a really goofy clownish dude, why the fuck am I crying and moaning about racism etc. I NEVER do that. I just watch porn and jack off and enjoy my goddamn life, why am I EMO? FUCK...

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Was thinking about Home alone while taking a shower today. I'm a 90s motherfucking KID. If you were a kid in the 90s you saw home alone on TV every christmas. They ALWAYS showed that shit on christmas, you bet your fucking ass. I was a total nut for that movie as a kid. Culkin was my boy back then.... Who didn't love that movie, it was just so flawless a film. I mean regardless of the fact that there were like no black people in the movie, it was a great fucking movie. But the sequel? WTF.

I mean I worship white people, I think highly of them to this day, but the decision to make Home Alone 2 was a reaaaaaaaaaaaaaally shitty one.

That movie just is so stupid, it's beyond comprehension. I can't understand how they decided to make such a film. I never got that movie as a kid, though I enjoyed it. It's not bad, it has its moments, but it's just really stupid. And meaningless. The worst thing about it is that it didn't accomplish anything. It basically told the same exact story as the first movie and that's it. Wow, that's just terrible. It must have sucked to be around back then to go to see the movie all hyped up for it and then you finally see it and it's WELL, prettymuch the same movie you have at home on vhs.

Why? Why make a movie like that. I'm not even going get into the fucked up 3rd movie or the goddamn really shitty home alone 4. Who makes these goddamn decisions to make terrible sequels to superior classy real films like the home alone movie.

The thing that truly aggravates me about it is that it just didn't even attempt to be different than the first movie. I watched sequels all the time as a kid. Batman movie sequels, fucking everything, superman etc. And yet never began to think that they'd make a sequel that's prettymuch a remake of the first movie like with home alone 2. I dare say maybe half way through the movie's production they should have said, let's not make it. Let's just fucking not make this movie because it's the same shit as the first one.

Boy howdy do I love home alone and the world and universe that it was, I feel at ONE with that movie. Kevin is ME. We're the same. As a grown man I don't even look at Kevin as a kid. When I was a kid, I was the same fucking way, a smartass, smart kid who talked shit to people. We're the same personality only he's a white kid and will probably end up running a coropartion at some point. But yeah, man fuck.

Home alone 2 is a tragic movie when all is said and done. i have to say. I really do not like that movie anymore. Because it's redundant, it's fun, it' like the rocky sequels. As a kid, WB11 showed all the rocky movies (at least at the time, there were only 5 of them.) So they showed a marathon of rocky films. And it was a great time to be a kid, got me into body building and gymnastics. That's why I'm the way I am, Stallone, got to give it up the guy he's influenced a shit load of 90s kids to get in shape and fucking get ripped, him and arnold. Got to say, yunno that stuff I saw as a kid, a man going the distance and struggling to improve himself, really sunk in deep into my core and became a part of me.

So yeah, I'm still nostalgic for home alone 2 but on a intellectual level I can't defend that movie one bit. It's just SHITTY beyond measure. And I have no true like hatred to wards a fun goofy movie that came about during the 90s where life was fun and goofy and weird and stuff. And yunno we're beyond that point these days. We have really gone over the top in terms of making life really fucking a circus of weird in this world. I don't know if it's a sign of the apocolypse the world's going down hill or some shit. I just don't know. I'm just trying to get my dick into the butt hole of a female at some goddamn point in my life that's prettymuch my objective...