How to keep this job

Looks like I have a new job now. Like, I'm more or less hoping to buy new computers with the money I make. I'm a fucking gargantuan computer nut. I build them, fix them, whatever I got to do to make them work more or less I try my best. Going to hopefully transcend now to the elite level and actually understand the full spectrum of computer programming and engineering. Sadly not in a professional way, but I want to be one of those guys who's doing things off the grid, yunno.

Like fucking geohot. Son of a bitch is now working for the people he used to be against, isn't that something? But the money is there. Might as well make those goddamn millions.

Genius motherfucker.

Just the thing I'm trying to accomplish now is actually keeping my job and staying put in it for long term.

How will I accomplish this? Lord knows. If they want to play hard ball and MAKE me get laid off, I'm sure I'll have no power to stop them. Otherwise I'll be very almost devilishly determined to stay strong and stay put in this fucking job. I need some money and I'm getting infinitely tired of living at home. Sad to say but I don't think it's above and beyond me to actually go live off in some apartment like a regular person. My parents are becoming retarded as they get older for some reason. I can't make sense of why EVERY SINGLE DAY without fail they come into my room to harass me.

What the fuck? Here's a thought, just NOT go starting shit with your kid, how's that so hard to do? But no, I wake up in the morning, look at my watch and like clock work they come strolling in to start shitting in my face, it never fails.

It's like I wonder to myself why I deserve this much bullshit and drama? they're bored, got nothing to do all day, want to start a fight with someone to make their lives interesting, that's all it is. I just want to strip a girl naked and fuck some ass, that's what I'M THINKING ABOUT. Not giving a shit about their drama or the world's drama...

But anyway, I'm alright, hopefully. Going to finally have a fucking long lasting career up in this bitch and pulling down a decent pay check for all my struggles and trouble and dealing with this retarded white man's world we live in.

I wonder to myself what's this fucking thing life all about. What's the point of it? Is there a point? WHAT is the point of life? It drives me crazy to think about it honestly. maybe there is no point to all this shit, we're just here to live, fuck, and die. What a damn shame.

I ain't dying without having shit loads of money in my pocket at least...