I have to say being alive is good but being here in this time is bad, beyond measure.
What are the golden years? Well, the years when I was still in high school and hanging out watching call for help and fucking xplay every day during the summer time.
I'm still here but now I'm a black guy, not a black kid. There's a night and day difference between the two in this world. You're a black guy? Oh well fuck you! You're a black kid? Oh well have a nice day...
I used to watch star wars movies all day prettymuch during my teen years. That's when lucas and shit was making the prequels and so I remember fondly I just fucking watched phantom menace and Attack of the clones again and again and just really got deeply entrenched in those universes for hours and hours. Little did I know I was watching a movie made by an angry racist old white man, but that didn't matter, those years of star wars fun was so awesome, I can't believe it's gone.
And it's truly gone, there's no going back to the days when we were young kids looking forward to star wars. It's like, I'm having to just make sense of getting older and having to accept fucking adult life in some form.
But yeah I mean that's all life is, now that I look back on it. Really life is just you don't have any idea how good your life is until you get older and you wake up and life is totally different.
I mean I got people I never met all up in my face and talkin shit to me for whatever reason I can't figure out...
What kind of world is this where a dude has to live with people starting shit with him? Not even just for yucks, I mean some guys I meet are serious and shit like they really fucking want to shoot me dead or some shit...
I just think to mysef ok good for you, I've got my plans in life, but you want to hang around fucking acting like a badass in front of me for whatever reason. anyway... got things to do pal!!!
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