How to return to the old days and thoughts on Mark Hamill

I can't believe it but God willing I'm still here, still alive and Mark Hamill my IDOL is making Star Wars episode 7.

I wonder what he thinks about the movie. Is it that he always felt like he was going to make the last star wars trilogy or he's like thinking, he's lucky that they're making it.

I don't know what kind of movies they're going to be. I followed every scrap of news about the prequels as a kid, saw the movies, enjoyed the HUGE phenomenon that was the re-emergence of star wars in the popular culture. I know EVERYTHING about what happened during that time period. Ask me anything, I can tell you about the super shadow scripts, the debates people had at force.net, jedi.net, all of them. I was there, I was a kid on the internet having a blast talking star wars. Which is why I have to impress upon mods across the web, RELAX, the fucking boards you're guarding are full of fucking 12 year olds all day... Just like I WAS!!!

I'm 28 now. When I was 15, I was at jedi.net, force.net, superherohype. Sadly and pathetically I'm still here on the web today instead of digging DEEP into my girlfriend's ASS HOLE like I should be.

I remember when I jacked off for the first time, it was AMAZING. Now it's NOTHING. What the hell happened?

I don't honestly know. Shit's like feels kinda good then it's gone. Used to be a fucking cannon shot, now it's a little spoot of semen and I'm done. Still enjoy jacking off, who the fuck doesn't, but it's not what it once was which is awkward and don't make no fuckin sense to me...

I wonder if maybe slamming an actual flesh and blood female would make me shoot hard core again and make me feel awesome. There may be some truth to that.

It's like, I don't know a damn thing about fuckin and stuff, sucks for me. But ultimately I doubt anyone out in the wide blue world gives a damn if I ever get to experience sex. Shit.